xoxo, rosette

I'M NOT ANSWERING

I wouldn't wanna answer your call,
if I feel not important to you.

I see no reason why I should answer calls from people who pretend to ignore the other for the sake of feeling better, to make the other person feel ignored before he/she is being ignored. Then it was way too late for them to realise to do such a dumb thing when things doesn't turn out right in the end.

And sometimes, I just don't wanna listen.

What is it so difficult to understand and to know some things that are already so simple? I don't deny the fact that everyone is learning and trying to be wise. It can be my bad,

it can be yours too.

I have my troubles too. People reveals and become someone I can't even recgonise.

I can't always be the same too,
I can't always do a good job,
I can't always calculate the perfect timing,
I can't always satisfy you,
I can't always be listening to you all the time,
I can't always be doing the same thing,
I can't always be saying the same thing that can make you happy,
I can't always cater to your desire,
I can't always take the choice you can provide me with.

I can't.

And please,

Don't.
Don't even think about it.

I'm sorry to let you see the energy inside me burning.

Because it's fading.

Ps. when the morning light explodes...

rose