It wasn't a great day for me thou...I've blogged this afternoon and im here bloggin agn. Well nth much better to do. I went downstairs to meet up with Jasmine to have a long chat. It was really nice and I felt so much better. Gg thru all these pain ain't easy and thou I love to be alone at times, but I oso need somebody to lean on, to talk to. Being sandwiched between acceptance and love, it's really tough. Now that Im free from all these, I try to enjoy the taste of freedom. Maybe it taste bitter now, but maybe it will taste better someday ltr...Under my block With the accompany of the moon
So bored. I think i need a haircut.
It was alr 10 plus, and 2 fools sitting down under the block, chilling out, taking pics.
While bloggin, Kelvin talked to me online. He's having this problem that his ex ask him to go overseas to find her. He was really vexed and didn't know what to do. To go over, or not. Cuz he knows that things will get back to square 1. He's confused, he's thinking now. =)
Rose.
About last night. Went out with elisa and min hui for a drink. Had some fun and took some pics tgt. they called cyn down but she didn't..we also encountered a embarassed moment..some pics i've taken.The girls were late. Waited for them like...20 mins? no ppl.
Then a lot of ppl out of sudden. The ppl walking so quickly. Im so bored that time.
Took a pic of my heels. Im sitting down and my butt hurts.
The uncle's also very sian. No business.
Hot wings lols.Super nice..
Min hui and Elisa. the late'ers.Painting eh?
Crazy ppl.
rose.
Meet up with clint ytd evening to pass him his stuffs and things just turn so emo. Sigh...I dun want it that way either. Then we stayed tgt for an hour plus, and i went back home after a sweet goodbye. I've passed him the diary that i've written for him. I took back his ring and keep it safe with me. After that, while on the way home, I just need someone to be by my side, giving me a safe hug. So i meet up with Elisa. We talked and I drink. Cuz im drinking with empty stomach, i've got myself tipsy. By the time i reached home, i've no idea what i've done. seriously... uncle style of drinking. no money drink this. lol At parade square, waiting to go to the hall. Im with the twist. =D Chinese O level...shyt it. That not mine anw...lol It like super hot and they want us to sit under the hot sun. ASS...My chinese teacher brought us curry puff and fishballs after our paper 1. Very sweet =) On the way back home..that qing en keep disturbing my peaceful journey to home. He just kept talking to me until the tv mobile diverted his attention. sick face...lol
Alright..tdy's O level sucks. arghh..anw im gonna go out soon with elisa and min hui ltr. I think i need to go out b4 my suffering starts tmr.
PS: my mum ask me to drink the rice wine and i feel like slping. >.<
Rose.
24 MAY 2007Went out at ard 6 plus to meet hui xiong at 8. Both of us went pub-ing. Though there will be school the next day, i dun really give it damn. My parents knew that im not in the mood, and have been giving an irritating face. zzz...So, i reached there early. I though i can try to be late. I failed...and reached there early. Complaining to him why he's so slow. Walked ard and bought a present for him. Very belated...lol. But he's like..." wao..not bad not bad...still got present."It's been long since I meet up with this BEAR. Er...when I was 14 ba...? Ok that's young. I haven see him for 3 YEARS. Lol...we only occsionally chatted in msn. So when I saw him, he's still the same leh. Not much changes. Hmmm...So we walked there, and talked a lot. All along I tot he's "woody". But I was totally wrong. A lot to talk, thinks a lot. Good drinker. Or maybe im a bad drinker. LOL.Ya we chill out. Had a drink b4, then ordered second drink. Nice taste...then hui xiong have a taste of it. Not much expression. Errr....lol.
Ok..and then like ard 10.30pm we went off. Well he settled the bill when I went to the ladies. So pai sei...haa. Anw thanks.
Most of our conversations are abt me and my ex. Hmmm...just wanna talk to somebody. After drinking, we walked back. Body was numb, legs are wobbly. I can't take alcohol much. Suck at that...
He took the train home but i took a cab. Im so tired and drunk. He hail a cab for me. Thanks agn. =.="
Reached home really fast, the taxi driver speed-ed. My hair, my clothings and all are full of smoke smell. My mum and sis were like..." how come........................." ya...u know the question.
Okie...i too tired to wash my hair and the next day i went to school with my hair full of cigarettes' smell. U must be wondering why didn't I wash my hair in the morning. Ya i woke up at 6.30 and gg to be late soon. Keep complaining to Leslie. But he don't really give it a damn. I was so tired this morning...
To be continued...