MY COOKIE MONSTER!
oooooooooooooh feel da love. Anyway, I'm brutally sick tdy. But was totally like, almost well when I receive cookies from Kai. Oatmeal cookies sounds sucky but his aunty is sure really good in baking them.
And when I went back to class, I opened and Norin snatched one and run away. Caught her and she said " very nice".
Shared the cookies because I can't finish it. Sore throat and don't think I can smoke.
I know a new friend tdy name James.
And I'm having a backache.
Ps. thks man, I'm lovin the cookies. =D
happy
rose
P.S I LOVE YOU
you know what? I'm bored. Seriously, marketing class is getting boring and some teams' ppt are absoutely ridiculous. Come on, who will have time for such a loooooooong ppt huh?
BOO!
Anyway, marketing this few weeks were like enterprise module we studied as Year ones. Nb, can change into something new? I heard that I will be taking macroeconomics and financial accounting soon. Worst, my POA alr sucks during my secondary school days, don't talk about how much I know about macroeconomics.
What has RP turn me into? Into someone independent but stress. Car prac lessons are giving me a bad time too because I couldn't find a slot to fit that into my schedule. I need somebody you know.
Somebody with nice eyes.
ERRRRR...
Anyway, I need to get a pair of contacts soon! I think I'm gonna buy it with Leslie. I wanted brown too, and I think I'm getting the color blend. I don't know, anything that makes me look freaky because I wanna look different.
HAHAHAHA, I'm high on boredom.
Oh, Friday is labour day and I'm totally happy okay. If not I'm gonna die on Java and the ANGEL FACI.
BOO.
I need to chill before I turn into a zombie. I've been sleeping as early as 8 and couldn't wake up the next morning. How much is enough?
It's never enough.
I just love the bedok reservoir. It's such a brillant idea to actually open up more space and develop the place for people to hang out. The changes in the cloud above our head and the view we see - VERY NICE.
PP briefing is cancelled and re-scheduled. I'm thankful for that because I've totally no mood for PP.
Should I visit the soccer booth to see the hot guy in red Springfield polo tee? HAHAHAHAHA.
Kai wanted to go to the booth tdy when we're having our 2nd break. But we didn't because we only left like 45 mins to finish our ppt. HOHOHO.
And I'm waiting for the trade to happen.
Ps. Guess what?
rose
TIRED LA...Not sure why I'm not looking forward on today's marketing class. I really feel bored you know?Ah, tried to boost my happy level by eating oreo and drinking milo. But it seems that the more people stepping into the class, the sian-er I am. Wa lao eh.Yesterday was an adventurous day. Gee...went to the reservoir to chill and went home there after. The moment I'm done with washing up, BAM! Sleep liao lor.FRIDAY IS LABOUR DAY!!!! NO JAVA, NO JAVA, NO JAVA. Ps. EARPIECE STILL WITH ME, HELLO? hahaha.Pps. I need a new bag.Ppps. I wanna chill on thursday night. Anyone?rosie.
FAT TODAY
Ohhhh, I went to Vivo city with my parents tdy. I went to Daiso and had a great shopping experience because I can buy whatever I like! So I bought many false lashes, eye applicators, etc. Nice!
Went to Pet safari and saw a 3 mth old golden retrieve and it looks like Marley!
Had Marche for dinner, and how can I miss the yummy oysters? Lots of that (I horny liao)
Didn't had a lot of food this time at Marche. Hopefully I'm able to get down with my friends next time. =)
Today's class was a kiler to me man! My head is spinning and all about network computing. So many numbers at once. Had a 45 mins early break because the class didn't go for the 1st. Fuck man, it's gonna suck because this is going to continue for the next 6 weeks. =/
And I would like to get into a merry-go-round with you. =)
Ps. Sick module
Pps. Muahahahaha, CRAZY ME.
rose
CONFESSIONSBills.Banquet.Talk.Walk.Escalator.Beer.Park.Dome.Stars.Smoke.And we followed our hearts.It's one of the most wonderful days I had this year.Ps. I know you don't understand what I'm talking about.Pps. You got me mesmerise.Ppps. Now he knows.It's a honest mistake?rose
BECAUSE ROSETTE ROCKO ROCKS
OH~
I just check my LEO systems for my grades this week. I got an A for Marketing Class and great great great comments.
I got another A from Communications and Networking too! =D
Ps. I'm so happy.
Pps. I'm happier now because I'm gonna have dinner at Simpang after so long!
YEAH!
ROSE
SCISSORS.PAPER.STONE. we are all fat people.Tea.
Kai.
Hang out after school with Kai at Tampines. QiJi for dinner, starbucks-ed ltr.
1. Foresee Tampines1 will be crowded.
2.Dinner at QIJI
3.Complaint on his stone-ing
4.scissors-paper-stone. Loser finish leftovers. He lost. (LOL)
5. Rockok time.
6.Got warned by security, "smoke the other side can."
7.Got a suprise shock when he talked about aneroxic (spelt like that?). Nearly believe he was 1.
8.I was being laugh-ed at.
9.Moved to starbucks
10.Ice cold english tea is my new favourite drink.
11.Seminar? Past experiences, got con-ned.
12.He picks up the sweet he dropped on the floor, thinking nobody will see him eating his favourite dirty sweet but was being sabo. GOOD LAUGH.
13.I'm tired.
14. Bus-ed home
15. Machi couldn't find me.
Ps.IT security systems doesn't sound too bad. I kinda like it. =
Pps. I need shot drinks.
ROSE
I LOVE FRIDAYS <3
It's a beautiful day. Slept late last night and couldn't wake up this morning, nearly. Today's topic is about IT security. Had enough of VB yesterday and today IT security. I'm so not gonna love thursday anymore. And in today's class, there's only 2 years twos even though this is a core module. Like seriously, why? Luckily the other year 2 is one of my close classmates. If not, I'm sure bored to DEATH.And I wanna be a supermodel. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Ps. I'm feel shag
Pps. When I think of PP, I feel sian.
Ppps. I need a break.
rose
FUCK YOU VB FUCK YOU VBFUCK YOU VB
Oh~I sound so angry right? Today is my programming module. I hate it to the core ever since I'm year one. I don't understand computer language okay! Sigh, luckily got a good IT person in my group. OR I SURE DIE.PS. My faci suck to the fucking core.
CLOUDS ABOVE OUR EMPTY HEADS
Got myself a free ride back home from school. Chill out at my favourite spot and got lucky with the sunset and the beautiful clouds.
And I'm lovin' it. =)
rose
ROCKSTAR'S YEAR 3 MARKETING CLASSToday I'm in year 3 class. My faci is half ang mo. And I'm one of the 2 year twos. I feel like a noobie at 1st, but ltr I don't anymore because I feel like a year 3. Bleah.
It was damn boring during the 1st meeting, team mates quite, quiet la. Then they a bit, slow la. But it's okay, they still do what I appointed.
Ya, I'm the leader tdy and I'm proud of myself because I did a great job. POWER LAH. =D
Anyway, the slides are great and the rest of the groups are boring because they talk like monotone sey.
CANNOT TALK PROPERLY AH?
ET.
Ghost.
Pig.
Fat.
P.s I'm like a bird I always fly away~~~~
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FIRST DAY OF YEAR 2. ROCKSTAR IS YEAR 2!!!I tell you. Darn the first day lah.
Suppose to meet Zai in the morning but she couldn't make it. I was stoning at Toastbox with my Nasi lemak and ice lemon tea. I reached woodlands at 7.30am and walked to school at 8.30am. See many year ones and reminds me of my time as a year 1.
But you know what? I'm year 2 already you rookies! HAHAHAHA.
Bus 966 to school and reminds me of so many things I don't wish to remember.
I was worried about my class and hope that everything will turn out well. There's a Year 4 girl sitting beside me and feel very pai sey when she answered my question.
"Oh, I'm only here for a day. I'm Year 4."
OOPS.
Anyway, got myself 2 new girlfriends with totally different character. One talk like si ah lian, another one very sweet. Hmmm, pictures!
Me and Ann. She's the sweet one lah. She did smth funny today when she entered the class. When she realise her friend was in the class, she speed walk to her friend and started talking.
Ann. A-N-N. Ann.
Tingting and Me. She's the ah lian accent but she's damn nice, seriously. =) Pardon my retarded-ness please.
P.s First day was okay.
P.p.s I'm going to have like 125 new friends soon.
rose
VESPA.HEART.ZEBRA.CROWN.HEELS.PISTOL=) HELLO WORLD.HOLY CAR PRAC 5I stall 2 times and feels sucky. I haven't been driving for a long time already. When I start driving, everything was fine. I'm having problems moving the car out and controlling the clutch. But afterall, everything was fine. Drove on 4th gear and feels great. I'm running the car at 80km/h. Turning right still need a lot of practice, and now I'm looking forward for others. Oh ya, I FAILED MY FINAL THEORY TEST.I saw Patrina and and Johnathan for after so long, and it was such a coincidence to see each other in a classroom. Anyway, I failed and I admit I didn't study much on it. Probably I anyhow wack. =D I'm gonna book again and my car prac will be on Wednesday nights.I had a great Thursday. Went out for dinner with Jr. at Pasta Ink. It was a very nice restaurant and serves Italian cusine. I tried Parma ham after so long, watching people eat em' on TV. Honestly, it taste awefully awesome! It's served with cheese and veg. And I tried a good Carbonara and taste hell heavenly. Seesha there after, cab-ed home later.=)Friday was another superb day. Went out swimming and tanning with Kai. I didn't manage to tan a lot but the sun was strong. After 2 hours, I didn't really get tan. Instead, Kai did.=D He didnt want to tan, I force him.Ps. BONCET!We went swimming in the deep pool and guess what? I SWIM 9 LAPS OKAY. Back and forth = 1 lap. Can you imagine I did it? It feels awesome but I can feel my old injury. I stopped after 9 laps and went to bath.We had dinner after that at Tampines. I tried Gado Gado and taste interesting. And I got chicken breast again for my Ayam Penyet. So, I gave it to Kai and I had the rest. Still, the sambal taste VERY NICE. Yum...We grab pizza later. I have voucher for free pizza and we went to get it. Need to wait for 20 mins lor. (SO LONG?!) We had our pizza at the Open Plaza and many many teenagers. Very noisy.Gazing stars ltr, first time lying down on the playground slide. Talked abt future, ambitions, school, music, etc.............................................P.s Have been feeling damn busy and I love it.P.p.s I worked in La Luce tdy. Can you believe they called?!P.p.p.s <3>
P.p.p.p.s I feel tan-ned
Kai. And he wore my sunglasses and he likes this picture.
Rosette. Wearing the sunglasses because I snatched it back from Kai.
It was a great day, really really enjoyed myself so much.
P.p.p.p.p.p.p.p.p.p.s Im tired
MUST SEE. School starting soon and I'm in W6. Taking marketing elective and studying 5 days.
rose
I CAN FEEL THE BULLET DRILLING INTO MY HEADIt's 1.55am in the morning and I still sitting in front of my lappy. I feel so shitty these days and I don't know what to do about it.My car prac 5 is tmr and I'm not looking forward. Probably it's because things are different now and I feel empty. Hmmm...I guess I still at the getting-over-period. I wonder how many times will I stall tmr evening. My FTT is this coming saturday morning and I did not study for it. I guess I'm so gonna fail it and will be Q-ing up to book the damn thing again. Just sucks. I was thinking of getting the rightest answer and quickly end it. It's a misery to me. School is starting soon and it's gonna be lonely april for me. Now, all things changed and I'm back to who I am since I came to RP on the first day of school. How I am going to school and how I am going back home from school. No more surprises to give, no more.Maybe I should burn the diary? I think I really need to go out before school starts. And maybe have a shot drink before my class starts so that I am more sociable to the new class. I am so not looking forward to my course. All the IT and business shit, omg, how depressing.Who wants to have breakfast with me in the morning before school?Ps. Somebody please motivate merose
I SEE SUNSET IN YOUR EYESToday was a damn hot day and Leslie was wrong about the weather. It's so hot, I cannot tan any longer than I just have to jump into the pool. Was suppose to swim with another friend, but he didn't turn up. Instead, we met outside the swimming complex and went to Tampines 1.
The funny thing was, he was such a fickle-minded person. Can't chose between many colours and I guess it's because he looks good in everything, and the color Leslie and I chose. But in the end, he still bought the color he wanted. HOWEVER, he kind of regretted and wanted to get the gray one instead.
Pasta mania after Kai's friend came. Lose appetite and talked Emo. Shit man, unstable mind.
And see, it's THAT BRIGHT.
And he's flying to the sun.
Ps. Fuck man.
rose
SIDEKICK. 
Why Singapore not selling sidekick?
PINK SIDEKICK!!!!
ROSE
no more him.He probably won't see this because he might hate me to the very end right now. But I don't think it's a good idea to text or call him again. He won't listen either and both of us are having tough times.But if you're reading this, carry on...I don't know if I should apologize but I'll just go ahead. For everything that have make you feel bad, upset and frustrated about. But this is not the point I'm trying to make.Perhaps, I think I should thank you for what you've given so far. I know you've trying to be somebody better for me and tried to be there for me. No matter it's when I had a big fight with my family and caught cheating on tests, you didn't get angry with me and comfort me until I feel better. There were many other things and I want you to know that you are such a big part in my life that everything I do, think and act somehow always like you. Things started to slowly come to an end when I found you losing grip of your own life. You're losing yourself and the worst thing was, you said that I've changed. Loving your partner is to accept them for who they are, love them for who they are. Perhaps you can't, and, I probably can't.Culture and religion difference, and many other more that caused barrier between us. Giving in and taking in seems to be in a random ratio. Worst thing was we don't even realise our problem. When we start to realise it, it was too late.I don't want this but, I seriously can't see a future between both of us. You told me once that one day if things are going to end, it's gonna end. And I don't wanna waste our time. Maybe we should just get some time alone and cool it off. Probably someday when our lives get better, you will never know what would happen next.It's time. Both of us will be happier after this.p.s Yes, my heart aches like fuck, and I know you're pissedp.p.s But, it's over.rose
FJB DAYS;MONEY IN MY BANKSo I used to work for FJB and I found these photos in my lappy. I'm not sure if I've uploaded in my blog before, but it doesn't matter if I share it again right? =DSo I used to be wealthy wealthy when I work for Raoul. Long hours plus extra inventive that time. I was so skinny and I smoked like one packet of rockok per day. But I gain everything back and lose the money in my bank. =/Eat snake in the fitting room. =p I love all black and still wear 'em when I was working for SGCC. I think the 2nd best color I had in my life is the one in the photo below.
And of course, staff are allowed to try the clothes in the shop because they have to know how it feels like, how the fitting should be like and the material of the clothes. I love the white dress and the material was great. But it was way too expensive for me to buy it, and, I don't know where to wear to. =(
I saw Adeline outside far east and she didn't change much. Reminds me of the days I have earlier. It was fun, but at the same time, hardworking and frustrating. And this is the reason why I fall in love with retail. =)
Oh, I miss those days.
rose
MY HEART STOPPED PUMPING; literallyOh my god, I'm having the worst hangover ever man.I couldn't sleep last night and keep waking up in the middle of the night. My body felt uncomfortable and I really wish I could puke once more. But I couldn't.I woke up at 7am in the morning. Was awaken by a text and bring my dog down for a long walk. I was thinking the early fresh air couldn't heal my hangover. But seeing my dog pee wants me want to puke even more. Grab an orange and made some fresh orange juice for myself. But it tasted so bad and I don't know why.Mum and Dad woke up seconds later and were shocked that I was up early. Way too early. I went back to bed and they came home there after. I didn't finish the Nasi Lemak and lied to my mum that I'm having gastric. It tasted so bad. =/I don't have bacon at home because we didn't go to ntuc. Jr. told me that greasy food heal hangover. I think I just need comfort food. =)Got a bad news from Kamal that he's having a tough time with things now, God bless your Dad. =)Yesterday was easter day and everyone was looking for eggs at Clarke Quay. I found mine at retro bar's ladies. " Look at the word behind you, Xinmei. - FREEDOM ""鸟笼里的小鸟是应该飞出来了。"rose
MY MACHEDA; NO.33
So, I went to kovan ytd to watch Din's soccer match. The first half was wanting my life because he wasn't playing and people were too small to be seen. The lights are bright and I feel china.
Anyway, out for air with some of Din's teamates gf and came back. Saw Din running towards to the goalpost with the soccerball spinning at his feet at a fast speed. But sadly,
He didn't goal.
But at least I see him play. And his weak performance ytd night definitely not caused by me. He was just tired.
Ps. Eye shuts and lake of food. LOL.
rose
BLACK SPRINGTIME; tons of fishes in the water
Good afternoon.
And tdy, I slpt until 1.30pm in the afternoon. My dog even slpt on my bed this morning while waiting for me to wake up to bring him down for a walk.
Graduation for Din today. I guess everything went well. Congrats.
Was talking about school with a friend ytd online. I'm starting to lose the motivation to go to school and start with my PP project. Once again, I need to make and know new friends again. Need to rmb their names, playing the stupid ice-breaking. And telling my Facilitator to call me Rosette instead.
1,2,3,4
oh.....................life's sucha bitch you know. Now, I am just looking forward for countless freedom to enjoy my 19th year here. I kept forgetting that I'm 19 already. Always thought I'm only 18 instead. I'm getting into driving license and begging my parents for allowance. Until now, I still couldn't connect the damn wireless to my lappy at home and it's pissing me off when I hear my brother unlocking the main door outside.
It has already been 6 days and have never been so long not seeing Din. We broke our record and I wonder if he knows.
The sky looked very depressing today.It looks very polluted.
Right now, I feel like getting out of the hse. Then grab a bottle and a person to drink and talk. And laugh like, you can't even hear yourself laughing because it's too funny. I'm losing appetite lately and I'm wondering why. I just stop feeling hungry and just wanna keep my eyes shut.
And I'm always very irritated when someone switches off the air con early in the morning, and someone getting in and out of the room, and closing the cupboards and door loudly. Feel like shouting but I feel vulnerable.
Ps. I think I shld swim again
rose
ROCKSTAR AND THE JC GIRL
Had a day out with Dawn on Saturday night. But it's not as crazy as the previous time we met. We talked. We talked a lot. And the best part was Mac.
Oh, and she said she likes my hair. And even call me a chio bu. See, it's very nice of her you know. But I just don't understand she laugh after calling me a chio bu.
So indirectly.
Hahaha. Anw, she's such a poor girl. Don't know how long 143 took to arrive. Usually it comes very 3 mins.
MEET UP SOON YALL.
Ps. I'm hungry
rose
WAKING UP AT THE WRONG SIDE OF THE BEDDon't ask me what's wrong because today, everything's wrong to me. Everyone seems to be going to the Oasis concert today. It's quite difficult for me to find someone who is acting how I am today for some chilling session. Not my luck.Plus, boyfriend is not with me today. For the past few days even. Probably because of this, I couldn't find out other reasons why.Leslie told me a bird was standing on top of the car for hours not moving and it's entertaining him.He asked me to find Ah Po ALONE if I'm, way too bored. SIAO!You know what, today is not my day.I can feel it.Ps. I feel like flyingrose
HOLY SHITROCKSTAR MAKEOVER
Yeah people, I chop off my excessive hair. SUPER EXCESSIVE HAIR. The lady who washed my hair think that my hair is long. Gary think that my hair is very long. Leslie think I should change my hair. And how all this happened?My hair was very oily yesterday due to the use of Henna. I couldn't stand it so I suggested a wash for my hair. But ended up cutting it. But I still feel good and I like it. Especially when it curls. =DAnw, Leslie and I were approached my a modelling agency yesterday at Far east. He wanted us to go for a Sony Ericsson's casting. It's the same modelling agency that approached me many times. I didn't want to pay for the portfolio. Very expensive.But this time, this guy told us that we are not obliged to pay for anything. Thou it sound like a very nice package for young people like us, sometimes things could be the other way round.No free lunch.Leslie's mum did warn us and asked us to cautious. If they call, just go and see how lo. It doesn't kill, right? =DHopefully it turns out to be our surprise.HOLY SHIT, PRAC 4 DISASTERPrac 4 was bad. Not say bad in my driving, but the whole teaching-how-to-drive situation. Well, sometimes it's just a bit annoying when you can't coodinate well with your movements. But, I'm trying! Yes I stall again..............3 times.Seriously, manual is like, for the lao jiao to drive. And I didn't even touch my advance theory book YET. I hate theory.I'm feeling so tired now.rose
ROSETTE IS CXMCXM IS A ROCKSTARHi people. I present you with "Little Xinmei".And that's me, sitting on the baby chair looking at YOU. People who see me often til they can even dream of my face every night, can tell the baby in the picture looks like me.Anyway, that's me. My mum told me she doesn't like my lips and my dad commented why my lips looks retarded. I always look so sad and they just cannot think of a reason why I look so ugly. My eye brow have insufficient hair and my eyes are way apart. My nose is flat and my corner of the lips point downwards.Don't talk about my hair.BUT, it's me.
One day when I was looking through the photo albums, I found this picture. I guess the reason why I look different from my parents was because they're not my parents?! Am I adopted?
AND THEY DIDN'T TOLD ME THAT I'VE ANOTHER BROTHER????They should have told me. See, I look so happy with my brother.
It was then I found out the 2 indian friends in the photos above are our neighbours. They cook good food and I always like to be with them. And my brother knows how to speak chinese. Aren't they sweet?
And it's certainly not my fault when I found out that I can attract boys easily and they're better than girls. So it's not my fault when it comes to having more guy friend.
See, they're the one who likes to stick to me.I was surprised in the photo. My sister saw this picture too. She said she remembers the shirt I was wearing. The elephant trunk can be lifted up.
See, I told you. It's not my fault, they just love CXM. Some even scandal with me when I'm younger. He even play with my hair! And my sister is just too anti-social. There'll even a gap between us!
Ps. There'll all craps la.
