5,4,3,2,1!! yahh...new year.2006.
As I abandone my miserable memories behind without looking back...
What a year...top 5 events that affect me negatively.
5.My exams! Unbelieveable. I never ever be in the last 10 in class.But anw,it's over right? I mean...i will improve.Even my assignments are done by...someone else.As in...i need help that time! But i just hate it!
4.Fighting with my dad.Okay...i know it sounds a bit...too over but is true.I have this horrible horrible fight with my dad and mum with the rescue by my bro.What izzit all about? I...show them attidute.Come on! Who like to get invaded...as in..who likes people to invade their personal space? Right right right? Of course i will rmb this event even though im kinda forgetting it alr.Hahaha...
3.Cold Wars.With? Yahh...when i tink about it i feel like knocking myself on the freaking wall.Nobody loves to get fooled right?Esp girls...they hate liars.So i can still rmb this vividly.Have this net friend's friend fooling me upside down.That's a ...deep one.Anw...is over.Who cares? Roarrrrrr!
2. Scolding a...relief teacher.Ok...i hate her to the core! Is like...she simply sux!! She actually make me embarrassed in front of the whole...class.So what i have to do is let her lose face.Guess what? She called the DM to deal with me.Ha! End up jokin with my DM.He's the one who is makin me laugh.Yahh...but have to apologize.She won? I dun tink so.All my buddies are all insulting her like hell shit and im luffing my butt out! That's happened after my class ok! She's at the bus stop and everyone is insulting her like a piece of shit.Anw...is over.Hhahahaha...better dun let me see her or i'll...............ROARRRRRRRRRR.
1.Wao! What's no.1? Sisters of cos! Thought everything is fine with the 4 of us until things happened so so so suddenly when i received just ONE call.Yahh...is all about Lust and Love.Ain't so interested at all but i cant just leave it all behind rite? It affects everyone so i didn't stand away from this issue.The worst thing is that it happened to me TWO times.It sucks rite? And! Both are my sisters.Come on...i dun expect this.Well...there are hatred and misunderstandings.One things that i need just understanding.What the fucking hell have i done? Come on guys can u guys dun suspect me from like...seducting the guys? Im not a bitch or smth worst than that.Even though this two issue went down, of cos there will be shadows rite? Yahhh...dun give me a empty huge bottle cuz i wont rather choose a small bottle filled with love.Things are going down now but humans have feelings.Things can be picked up again.Nth i can do but get...yahh...no words can express how i feel.Maybe i need some understandings, others too.They know is not my fault, but of cos i have no faults! Just dun think about some idiotic and childish stuff like this cuz it sucks and spoilt the whole bondings arounds us.Right? Just leave everything behind and start a new year. A long one yea?
Resolutions:
1.be smarter
2.more nice friends
3.more money
4.no stupid issues
5.stop my allergy!!!!!!!
6.i wan LOVE.hahahahahahhaha...
7.just grant me more wish!!!!! :D
just one blink...
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Feet hurts!
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Went out with my aunt and cousin today to orchard.Well...went to Robinson at Centrepoint.Yahh...my relatives are going to buy some nice clothings for themselves for chinese new year.And i? The clothes are not for me.
After a few hours....
Later I just went around the shopping centre cuz i cannot stand those aunties there.Went to Mango and brought a newwww top again! Love it and just...loving it. ; p Another aunt came with his son.Ohh his son! My cousin again.Took care of him since when he was just a baby.Her 2 sons.Missed the days that I was running around holding a plate of food just to feed him.But her 2 sons love me.Always looked for me during chinese new year.Love them lots!
And then...
We went to coffee bean to have a seat.I still remember asked me to try a drink called Esprite.So ordered one and taste really good.Not too gasy not too sour not too sweet.Love it!
At about 4 plus...all of us went back home.Well...aunt need to rush back to work, cousin need to bring her twin daughters and another aunt need to meet up her husband.So my mum and I took mrt home .Really squeezy and I hate it.And this actually happened to me! This guy was standing in front of me and my cheek nearly touched his chest.Well...if he is those real good-lookin types or real macho, I dun really mind! But! He is...er...not so good-lookin and married.Come on...get away from me! So so so close man!
After that...
Went to Giant and buy fruittSSSS.Yahh...er...10 apples and 10 oranges! My hands were as if goin to break into 2 pieces soon! But I get a really nice dinner.My mum cooked this special curry for us! She brought that in malaysia.The taste was really great and wooooo.......i know im gonna be fat soon. hahahahaha.
Untittled?
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Project runway....
Austin is out!!! Oh my shit! How can he be out? It should be Wendy that should be out right? I am extremely sad and totally surprised when Austin was announced that he was out.I think he should be in the top 3 in this show.Even though Wendy is a good designer, but her actions tell all of us she is not.Anyway...that is the fact.Austin,good luck.Your a great designer!
Countdown!
Yep...my girlfriends went to my hse for celebration at my house and stayed overnight.Order pizza and waited for hours.Paid $60 bucks and start eating.Later we even fried some hotdogs and fries.Yahh...have a crazy night when it was midnight.Calls start coming and msges start flooding my phone even past midnight.Some of the hp are off that I tink they're clever but dunno how to appreciate people's blessing. :X but afterall, it was a great and crazy night.The next morning, one of my friend was late for work cuz we overslept! Oops!
Parents back from Malaysia...
Yahhh..here they are hands full of bags.This and that and my present! Yep! My mum brought a red sunglasses for me and a green watch.But nth for my sis. Hahaha! Some nice food and accessories.Cool huh? Kept nagging at me non-stop without advertisment.Asking if we are used to it when they are not around...bla bla bla...The next morning, my dad connect his baobei video recorder to the TV to look at the photos they took and the video.Very funny and print those photos at home.
The next day...Brother is back from Vietnam!!
Yup! Bro is finally back! He really knows me well and he brought my fav jacket for me!Surprised and speechless.The size is just right for me and I love it.Buy silk clothes for mum and she looked gorgeous.I think she should wear that during chinese new yar or her birthday party...right? Hahaha...she kept laughing and she think she look bad wearing that but the rest of us think she is so beautiful with that.
This afternoon!
Ha! Have a shy afternoon.I was really hungry when I wake up.Asked my bro to buy lunch for me but he dun wan.Well...i tink i have to go down my own.Arghh!
But!
I didn't regret it at all!
Went to this store and saw a great-looking chef there! Omg....but wasn't really attracted to him.So I was sitting down waiting...looking at those pathetic frogs waiting to die.Then suddenly the aunty and the chef start talking and this aunty walked towards me and start talking to me.She say" wao! he[chef] say ure a meiren[pretty lady]!" Of cos im happy cuz i did not make-up and still got ppl say i look great! I was smiling and did not comment of anythings about the chef.I waited and waited.It was really long and finally done! Then i walked forward and this aunty told me" wa! he[chef] added extra good stuff inside leh!he say u r really pretty!" I am jumping with joy inside me.I just keep smiling and that chef just keep giving that shy look and oso make me very pai sei.I was very pai sei and he start telling that aunty " aunty! what u tell her la! dun anyhow say la!" Yahh..then that shy look agn.He was very good-lookin but...er....nth.I just smile all the way back home.When i open up the box, wao! So much how to eat!!!!! He really added so much food inside.I even have to save half of it and continue eating in the late afternoon.Can imagine is a lot rite? But is so sweet of him! Heh!!!!!
Austin is out!!! Oh my shit! How can he be out? It should be Wendy that should be out right? I am extremely sad and totally surprised when Austin was announced that he was out.I think he should be in the top 3 in this show.Even though Wendy is a good designer, but her actions tell all of us she is not.Anyway...that is the fact.Austin,good luck.Your a great designer!
Countdown!
Yep...my girlfriends went to my hse for celebration at my house and stayed overnight.Order pizza and waited for hours.Paid $60 bucks and start eating.Later we even fried some hotdogs and fries.Yahh...have a crazy night when it was midnight.Calls start coming and msges start flooding my phone even past midnight.Some of the hp are off that I tink they're clever but dunno how to appreciate people's blessing. :X but afterall, it was a great and crazy night.The next morning, one of my friend was late for work cuz we overslept! Oops!
Parents back from Malaysia...
Yahhh..here they are hands full of bags.This and that and my present! Yep! My mum brought a red sunglasses for me and a green watch.But nth for my sis. Hahaha! Some nice food and accessories.Cool huh? Kept nagging at me non-stop without advertisment.Asking if we are used to it when they are not around...bla bla bla...The next morning, my dad connect his baobei video recorder to the TV to look at the photos they took and the video.Very funny and print those photos at home.
The next day...Brother is back from Vietnam!!
Yup! Bro is finally back! He really knows me well and he brought my fav jacket for me!Surprised and speechless.The size is just right for me and I love it.Buy silk clothes for mum and she looked gorgeous.I think she should wear that during chinese new yar or her birthday party...right? Hahaha...she kept laughing and she think she look bad wearing that but the rest of us think she is so beautiful with that.
This afternoon!
Ha! Have a shy afternoon.I was really hungry when I wake up.Asked my bro to buy lunch for me but he dun wan.Well...i tink i have to go down my own.Arghh!
But!
I didn't regret it at all!
Went to this store and saw a great-looking chef there! Omg....but wasn't really attracted to him.So I was sitting down waiting...looking at those pathetic frogs waiting to die.Then suddenly the aunty and the chef start talking and this aunty walked towards me and start talking to me.She say" wao! he[chef] say ure a meiren[pretty lady]!" Of cos im happy cuz i did not make-up and still got ppl say i look great! I was smiling and did not comment of anythings about the chef.I waited and waited.It was really long and finally done! Then i walked forward and this aunty told me" wa! he[chef] added extra good stuff inside leh!he say u r really pretty!" I am jumping with joy inside me.I just keep smiling and that chef just keep giving that shy look and oso make me very pai sei.I was very pai sei and he start telling that aunty " aunty! what u tell her la! dun anyhow say la!" Yahh..then that shy look agn.He was very good-lookin but...er....nth.I just smile all the way back home.When i open up the box, wao! So much how to eat!!!!! He really added so much food inside.I even have to save half of it and continue eating in the late afternoon.Can imagine is a lot rite? But is so sweet of him! Heh!!!!!
Last night....
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Last night,I was so...miserable.
I have actually quarelled with my parents.Was a small matter and later blown bigger.Well...the balloon gone burst and flew to one corner.Get what I mean?
It was about christmas.Errr...not really.I mean I'm going out with my girlfriends during christmas eve for the countdown.Well...wanted to enjoy myself and have a great christmas of the year.Why? I have been alone for christmas for all these years.
My parents are going overseas during christmas.When they kinda guess im going for the countdown, they stopped me.Of course I'm sad!And...disappointed!My girlfriends and I planned to do this and that.Everything set.But last night, the plan was kinda spoilt.I even called Elisa while I was talking to my parents.But I hang up when things got worst when my dad came in.He sorta said something ...too much that hurted my feelings.If my tears didn't fell, I am lying to you.
Is all about sending me back home late at night..they're not around blablabla.Yes, even an idiot know they were worrying about me! What to do? I decided to NOT TO GO ANYWHERE BUT TO STAY AT HOME ALONE.Yes...they are enjoying and I am indulging myself with boredom and tears.What a despair.
Elisa called later and she kinda know what happened cuz I was weeping and sobing on the phone and not saying anything at all.She can properly guess how bad the situation was.She kept saying some stuff like not going for the party thingy or whatever.I was crying is not because I cannot go for the countdown.Is just that I was at fault too.They are so excited for the party yet things happened so quickly.I was feeling extremely guilty when she said we can just go for a movie and dinner.Then go back to my house for the countdown.They have to sacrify the fun just because of me.I'm really feeling so so so bad.
I didn't say a word and at the end of the conversation with her, I just tell her we will talk on this coming friday.She later smsed me and told me that is ok.Just movie,dinner and my house.I didn't reply her.
This is the moment....
I was chatting with wei lun in msn.He can sense that things are not in the right places.He called.It was really sweet of him to accompany while im real sad.Yahh, he did it.He not only made me smile, he made me laugh.I was laughing upside down.He asked me what was happening and of course I told him.Yahh...he just kinda like.. no big deal cuz he's also staying at home during eve and christmas.Yahh, then we go further than that.Things end smoothly and happily.Er...sweetly too. : )
I have actually quarelled with my parents.Was a small matter and later blown bigger.Well...the balloon gone burst and flew to one corner.Get what I mean?
It was about christmas.Errr...not really.I mean I'm going out with my girlfriends during christmas eve for the countdown.Well...wanted to enjoy myself and have a great christmas of the year.Why? I have been alone for christmas for all these years.
My parents are going overseas during christmas.When they kinda guess im going for the countdown, they stopped me.Of course I'm sad!And...disappointed!My girlfriends and I planned to do this and that.Everything set.But last night, the plan was kinda spoilt.I even called Elisa while I was talking to my parents.But I hang up when things got worst when my dad came in.He sorta said something ...too much that hurted my feelings.If my tears didn't fell, I am lying to you.
Is all about sending me back home late at night..they're not around blablabla.Yes, even an idiot know they were worrying about me! What to do? I decided to NOT TO GO ANYWHERE BUT TO STAY AT HOME ALONE.Yes...they are enjoying and I am indulging myself with boredom and tears.What a despair.
Elisa called later and she kinda know what happened cuz I was weeping and sobing on the phone and not saying anything at all.She can properly guess how bad the situation was.She kept saying some stuff like not going for the party thingy or whatever.I was crying is not because I cannot go for the countdown.Is just that I was at fault too.They are so excited for the party yet things happened so quickly.I was feeling extremely guilty when she said we can just go for a movie and dinner.Then go back to my house for the countdown.They have to sacrify the fun just because of me.I'm really feeling so so so bad.
I didn't say a word and at the end of the conversation with her, I just tell her we will talk on this coming friday.She later smsed me and told me that is ok.Just movie,dinner and my house.I didn't reply her.
This is the moment....
I was chatting with wei lun in msn.He can sense that things are not in the right places.He called.It was really sweet of him to accompany while im real sad.Yahh, he did it.He not only made me smile, he made me laugh.I was laughing upside down.He asked me what was happening and of course I told him.Yahh...he just kinda like.. no big deal cuz he's also staying at home during eve and christmas.Yahh, then we go further than that.Things end smoothly and happily.Er...sweetly too. : )
Christmas is coming?
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
As the snow are falling,
cold wind is blowing.
I rest dead on my cosy bed,
pondering...
Thinking...
why am I still resting on my bed.
Wondering...
why am I alone?
As I close my eyes,
I feel something around the frame of my eyes.
Warm...yet despairing.
A string of tears came crawling down from my pair of depressing eyes.
A gorgeous scenery from the window.
Tiny white army soldiers have occupied the whole land.
Slowly, kids are all bringing a bright smile.
The voice of laughter came gently into my cold pair of ears
What a painting filled with warmth.
From my frosty bed,
I came stepping down on the icy floor
and moving forward to my sun.
I can feel the love and everything...
A sudden wind blow across my body.
I was dragged and I am struggling.
Everything freeze.
I need the warmth
I need the love
I need happiness.
I need---freedom.
Round and round
my mind just can't stop turning.
I don't wish for more...
Happy is the one that I want.
A dead mind
A dead heart
A dead soul
A dead...feeling?
As snow are falling,
Cold wind is blowing
I rest dead on my cosy bed
weeping...
cold wind is blowing.
I rest dead on my cosy bed,
pondering...
Thinking...
why am I still resting on my bed.
Wondering...
why am I alone?
As I close my eyes,
I feel something around the frame of my eyes.
Warm...yet despairing.
A string of tears came crawling down from my pair of depressing eyes.
A gorgeous scenery from the window.
Tiny white army soldiers have occupied the whole land.
Slowly, kids are all bringing a bright smile.
The voice of laughter came gently into my cold pair of ears
What a painting filled with warmth.
From my frosty bed,
I came stepping down on the icy floor
and moving forward to my sun.
I can feel the love and everything...
A sudden wind blow across my body.
I was dragged and I am struggling.
Everything freeze.
I need the warmth
I need the love
I need happiness.
I need---freedom.
Round and round
my mind just can't stop turning.
I don't wish for more...
Happy is the one that I want.
A dead mind
A dead heart
A dead soul
A dead...feeling?
As snow are falling,
Cold wind is blowing
I rest dead on my cosy bed
weeping...
Crazy
Everyone will be crazy.Crazy inside out.Outside in.Hurhurhur...
Yahh...went swimming agn.Eh! Not play water hor! Really swimmin ok! :D
Swim and swim and swim for hours, jokin here and there, chatting here and there, diving here and there.Then we saw a couple.
and....
That lady was wearing a bikini.She was with...i guess with her boyfriend.Laugh and giggling.Hahaha...then we start to kinda like...bitch a bit. :P
We were facing them and talking.Talk and talk.Suddenly, that lady shout at us! eh? What's wrong?
and...
"Eh! Stare stare stare! Stare what stare! Pack your things and go home la!"
then...
3 of us get really confused and puzzled.Is she shouting at us? Nobody but us were in the pool.She cant be shouting at her boyfriend.We looked at each other.Min hui whisper to my hear and asked" What she say ar?"
aiyohhh...
Later when we know that she was shouting at us for looking at them.We didn't bother much.She's like a crazy woman shouting here and there.Anyway...who cares? Her boyfriend was sun-tanning too. So we swim to a corner and start thinkin, " she thought we're looking at her? She think she very pretty meh? hahahaha".Yahh...My friends weren't wearing specs and i was swimming, look at her for what? StuPIG.
turn off....
later we went off early.I was thinking not walking in front of them even though they were sun-tanning their back.Elisa told me " what? why must walk one round? Just walk in front of them la! they think the swimming pool they own de meh?"
i was like...
come on...dun make trouble.But in the end we walked in front of them.They didn't see us or things will get worst.
Finish swimming!
So we bath.When we walked past, they were still sun-tanning.
here goes elisa agn...
" wao! still sleeping ar? past life must be pig! never slp enuff."
and i was like...
"yahhh..let's go for lunch ok?"
Funny thingy.Have our lunch at long john.Oh! What a coincidence! I met my pri. sch friend.Yahh..getting prettier. :)
Yawnnn...
Yep yep! On our way home, have basak malam leh!!!! Hahaha..so we walked around and saw lotsa stuff.Ear rings la...rings la...hp covers la...food la...tons and tons of stuff.Actually intended to buy puzzle back home but wasn't that nice.Also intended to buy ear rings but...i can ge something better than that.Cuz i dun think it suits me.Brought some otah home for snack! Yahh..malay ones.Must be real spicy.Heh!
Tired!
Yahh..we girls are allllllll tired.Went back home and now in front of the com. :D
Yahh...went swimming agn.Eh! Not play water hor! Really swimmin ok! :D
Swim and swim and swim for hours, jokin here and there, chatting here and there, diving here and there.Then we saw a couple.
and....
That lady was wearing a bikini.She was with...i guess with her boyfriend.Laugh and giggling.Hahaha...then we start to kinda like...bitch a bit. :P
We were facing them and talking.Talk and talk.Suddenly, that lady shout at us! eh? What's wrong?
and...
"Eh! Stare stare stare! Stare what stare! Pack your things and go home la!"
then...
3 of us get really confused and puzzled.Is she shouting at us? Nobody but us were in the pool.She cant be shouting at her boyfriend.We looked at each other.Min hui whisper to my hear and asked" What she say ar?"
aiyohhh...
Later when we know that she was shouting at us for looking at them.We didn't bother much.She's like a crazy woman shouting here and there.Anyway...who cares? Her boyfriend was sun-tanning too. So we swim to a corner and start thinkin, " she thought we're looking at her? She think she very pretty meh? hahahaha".Yahh...My friends weren't wearing specs and i was swimming, look at her for what? StuPIG.
turn off....
later we went off early.I was thinking not walking in front of them even though they were sun-tanning their back.Elisa told me " what? why must walk one round? Just walk in front of them la! they think the swimming pool they own de meh?"
i was like...
come on...dun make trouble.But in the end we walked in front of them.They didn't see us or things will get worst.
Finish swimming!
So we bath.When we walked past, they were still sun-tanning.
here goes elisa agn...
" wao! still sleeping ar? past life must be pig! never slp enuff."
and i was like...
"yahhh..let's go for lunch ok?"
Funny thingy.Have our lunch at long john.Oh! What a coincidence! I met my pri. sch friend.Yahh..getting prettier. :)
Yawnnn...
Yep yep! On our way home, have basak malam leh!!!! Hahaha..so we walked around and saw lotsa stuff.Ear rings la...rings la...hp covers la...food la...tons and tons of stuff.Actually intended to buy puzzle back home but wasn't that nice.Also intended to buy ear rings but...i can ge something better than that.Cuz i dun think it suits me.Brought some otah home for snack! Yahh..malay ones.Must be real spicy.Heh!
Tired!
Yahh..we girls are allllllll tired.Went back home and now in front of the com. :D
BIG BIG BURP
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Skaters! Damn sour and I love it! Yahh...sorry cuz i finish the whole paclet last night alr.Now my mouth hurts.Hurhur...
Yah! My breakfast this morning.Nasi lemak..changi de neh! But i didnt' finish it.I only eat the rice and that's all.No appetite at all..
Ohh my little darling! We're off for dinner!!She cute!
Went to "yong chun yuan" for dinner! A great feast to be remembered!
Nice light? :D
Twins! cute eh?
Roarrr!!! Yummy!!!! Sorry...didnt take the pic of the roast duck.Too busy eatin.
Eh? Where are the pig's ears????????? No ears?
Here! On my plate... :P
Reached home!Happy day~
Dinner with parents.
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Enjoying my dinner!!! Smile!
Hot and sour soup.Dun really like it cuz is not that spicy.
In eng i dunno what to call..chinese " tang bao" : )
Fried rice.Well..taste alrite...
Yahhh...10 of it
Yahh..agn..10 of it.All finish by my dad...
A little something from Bin.Still have another but didn't take a pic of that.Sry..too lazy.Birthday present for him, Present for myself. :)
Yesterday went for job interview at Katong shoppin centre.Yahh...u will think of katong lasksa? 
Not my share.Didn't eat it. :)
Drink bubble tea! Peach!
Buy this at
m)phosis.A ribbon to tie ard ur hair OR wrist. :D
My breakfast this morning! A little heart shape. :)))
Not my share.Didn't eat it. :)
Drink bubble tea! Peach!Buy this at
m)phosis.A ribbon to tie ard ur hair OR wrist. :D
My breakfast this morning! A little heart shape. :)))
no more!!! Finishing!
A rose for Bin!Is his bdae.Went and claim the necklace for him with his name on it.Hope he loves it. :)
being alone is still great..
I was studying doin my assignments.Ohhh...im the only one who came that day AGAIN.So bored...even though I dun really like the people there, at least a tiny bit of noise and fun. :D
But this time round, I didn't regret for coming alone! Wahaha...
Boring...listenin to mp3.Hands down, oencil bix,rubber band water bottle,paper...roarrrr...
Later my teacher came back.Well...work time!Later his wife shout at me " I treat u eat something!" heh!Do u know how happy i was at that point of time? Wahahaha..sorry leslie! Ure not ard or u can share the eating joy with me!
Do u know what is that stuff there? So red and yahhh.Rose petals!!! Is edible!! ROSE PETALS. is the whole rose. :D
I still have the red bean rabbit sweet la...rasins la...biscuits la...woooooooooooooooooo!
Shag...
Thursday, December 15, 2005
Yahh...the previous blog was kinda a mess.I was so tired that I written rubbish in the previous blog.
Anw,back home later,I was really tired and jaded.After I switch off my PC, I jumped into my bed for a short rest, then get up again to watch tv.I just can't take it anymore and went back to sleep again.Well...if I take a nap, I can't sleep at night anymore.But Just sleep la! Hahaha...Yahh, I tot I will wake up at 7 but I didnt.7 plus I guess.I still feel very tired and weak.Even when im talkin, I just didn't have the strength.Din't eat much for my dinner.Just a pathetic small bowl of soup.And I went damn hungry in the middle of the night.Din't grab something to bite cuz I know i am fat enough alr.Hoohoo..
Uh huh...
Watching Tv later and mum asked me to fold the hill of clothes.I was about to die.So I tot my sis will.You know what? She just grab her hp away and run to her room, leave the little poor thing there, yah, that's me. When my mum found out that the clothes wasn't donw, I guess I just have to do it.I was really pissed off cuz I am really tired.I threw the clothes onto the floor and start to show my anger and impatient.Well...my mum just stand there and looked at me.But I just do those fu*king clothes myself.Waste my time!
Anw,back home later,I was really tired and jaded.After I switch off my PC, I jumped into my bed for a short rest, then get up again to watch tv.I just can't take it anymore and went back to sleep again.Well...if I take a nap, I can't sleep at night anymore.But Just sleep la! Hahaha...Yahh, I tot I will wake up at 7 but I didnt.7 plus I guess.I still feel very tired and weak.Even when im talkin, I just didn't have the strength.Din't eat much for my dinner.Just a pathetic small bowl of soup.And I went damn hungry in the middle of the night.Din't grab something to bite cuz I know i am fat enough alr.Hoohoo..
Uh huh...
Watching Tv later and mum asked me to fold the hill of clothes.I was about to die.So I tot my sis will.You know what? She just grab her hp away and run to her room, leave the little poor thing there, yah, that's me. When my mum found out that the clothes wasn't donw, I guess I just have to do it.I was really pissed off cuz I am really tired.I threw the clothes onto the floor and start to show my anger and impatient.Well...my mum just stand there and looked at me.But I just do those fu*king clothes myself.Waste my time!
Tiramisu
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
It gives and gives and give. -hoho
Yes, I am in love with this, and is? Tiramisu. : ) Love it.Esp when Im in my best mood.The taste really kinda "shaken" my body and mind.Creamy , yes, but nice. Heh! Well...really good.Those who didn't taste that before, is a must try!! Tiramisu is filled with Love.Sweeten your senses and heart too! Waha..
Yahh...a italian dessert.No baking.Put it in the fridge for one day and ready to eat.It was told that this italian dessert is dessert containing of love.Every couple deserve a try, every single deserve it everyday!Yepyep..Try quite a lot of it.Some are nice, some are not.So better have a lookout for a good tiramisun and enjoy it. : D
Yes, I am in love with this, and is? Tiramisu. : ) Love it.Esp when Im in my best mood.The taste really kinda "shaken" my body and mind.Creamy , yes, but nice. Heh! Well...really good.Those who didn't taste that before, is a must try!! Tiramisu is filled with Love.Sweeten your senses and heart too! Waha..
Yahh...a italian dessert.No baking.Put it in the fridge for one day and ready to eat.It was told that this italian dessert is dessert containing of love.Every couple deserve a try, every single deserve it everyday!Yepyep..Try quite a lot of it.Some are nice, some are not.So better have a lookout for a good tiramisun and enjoy it. : D
I am super blur...For just TODAY.
LET ME DIE.
Ok...what the freakin hell is happening to me today man? I am super duper blur today! Yoday is not my day at all.
Went swimming again with my friends.Guess what? I have to wait for them freakin hell time.So wait at the bus stop.Later things seems to be fine while we play wrestling.Yahhh...I am such a gentle and nice person and they treat me this way.Ha! Nahhh...just out for fun.Drowning one another like kids.Kena drown dunno how many time by min hui alr.She guess she wants to kill me.Later we went for lunch.
That's the problem!
Yahh...actually wanted to go long john to have lunch.But we walked past pizza hut.So wanted to eat pizza hut cuz i ate that long john thing yesterday alr.So we went in and take a look.Order one pan pizza, one medium pizza 4 soups, 4 cups of drinks.But one of my friend is workin there, so we get free salad , 1 JUG of pepsi and 1 JUG of 7 up.Pizza turn out to be LARGE...Wao, lucky rite? I saw that dessert thingy on the menue.So i check out my wallet to see i have enough for the meal.Guess what? I FORGOT TO PLACE THE MONEY IN MY WALLET. I feel like killin myself at the moment.The stuff I think about it is " HOW?".Elisa say, " I don't wan wash those cups and bowls!" Yahh..I need to find help.Help! At bedok, who live at bedok????? Ah! Have a friend workin there, didnt ans my phone.Another friend working there, didnt ans my phone.DIE.The problem is that Im always the main payer.My friend didnt have enough, so what to do?
Guess what?
Im saved! Yahh..call up my god bruuuuther and ask him bring money and come down! Yah, he did it, and he's late.As in...we stay there quite long.But order to pay the bill.Ahhh...nice.Then, things get better that all the people i have called moment ago return my call.Well..too late.Don't need their help but I appreciate it.Ha! Yahh..not funny.
THEN...
I went back home.Very tired but wanted to use the com cuz want to upload some pics we have taken just now.Yahh...i transfer pics to my Pc, then? I delete away AGAIN.AHhhh..now i don't have pics to upload anymore. : ( Careless rite? maybe im too tired.Oh god..
Yup..tml having a interview for that job.Yahh..need some income for christmas and kill my boring time. :D
CHAO.im damn tired.
Ok...what the freakin hell is happening to me today man? I am super duper blur today! Yoday is not my day at all.
Went swimming again with my friends.Guess what? I have to wait for them freakin hell time.So wait at the bus stop.Later things seems to be fine while we play wrestling.Yahhh...I am such a gentle and nice person and they treat me this way.Ha! Nahhh...just out for fun.Drowning one another like kids.Kena drown dunno how many time by min hui alr.She guess she wants to kill me.Later we went for lunch.
That's the problem!
Yahh...actually wanted to go long john to have lunch.But we walked past pizza hut.So wanted to eat pizza hut cuz i ate that long john thing yesterday alr.So we went in and take a look.Order one pan pizza, one medium pizza 4 soups, 4 cups of drinks.But one of my friend is workin there, so we get free salad , 1 JUG of pepsi and 1 JUG of 7 up.Pizza turn out to be LARGE...Wao, lucky rite? I saw that dessert thingy on the menue.So i check out my wallet to see i have enough for the meal.Guess what? I FORGOT TO PLACE THE MONEY IN MY WALLET. I feel like killin myself at the moment.The stuff I think about it is " HOW?".Elisa say, " I don't wan wash those cups and bowls!" Yahh..I need to find help.Help! At bedok, who live at bedok????? Ah! Have a friend workin there, didnt ans my phone.Another friend working there, didnt ans my phone.DIE.The problem is that Im always the main payer.My friend didnt have enough, so what to do?
Guess what?
Im saved! Yahh..call up my god bruuuuther and ask him bring money and come down! Yah, he did it, and he's late.As in...we stay there quite long.But order to pay the bill.Ahhh...nice.Then, things get better that all the people i have called moment ago return my call.Well..too late.Don't need their help but I appreciate it.Ha! Yahh..not funny.
THEN...
I went back home.Very tired but wanted to use the com cuz want to upload some pics we have taken just now.Yahh...i transfer pics to my Pc, then? I delete away AGAIN.AHhhh..now i don't have pics to upload anymore. : ( Careless rite? maybe im too tired.Oh god..
Yup..tml having a interview for that job.Yahh..need some income for christmas and kill my boring time. :D
CHAO.im damn tired.
Shopping again?
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
yes yes yes...here again spending money for the hell out of it...anyway, not my money for today.Wahahahaha...evil.
Awww...so tired.Still sticking on my bed and wanted to have more SLEEP.Ha! Later I wake up and I don't know why.So another day, how to spend my freaking time?
After breakfast,went out with mum and aunt to Tampines mall AGAIN.Yahh..tag along of course have reasons behind.Heh! Well...my aunt have a...the body shop member card.So set off to go over there to grab a little something.
Tampines mall always have damn tons of freaking people there yet shops are all empty.Yahh..we went in and start choosing lipsticks....lotions....dunno what hell those old poeple are using.Whitening la...mask la...lotion la...So I just walk around and round.Later I actually chose a new eye shadow and lip gloss. The gloss was freaking shining and the eye shadow was freaking shit brown.Like kena punch.But I will use it WISELY.-grins.
Yahhh...have a free gift cuz my mum and my aunt buy new bags again.You know those orange highlighter? That's the colour.Yahh...goonna be my pencil box soon.So that teachers will actually look at me more and pay more attention to me more.Good idea rite? I will dirty the bag if I place all those make-ups stuff.
So I walked pass U2 shop.Nice tops wor...Like this kinda tops and decided to BUY it.Yahh...I love the one which is like purple plus red plus pink.Aiyahh...dunno how to describe the colour but it nice.Wanted to buy the dark green and orange cum yellow but don't have my size.Come on...am I that fat? All XS...siao! Just a M or S la!Yahh...
Yahh..that colour and a light blue below..New clothes again!Then to espriteeee find concealer for my mum.Ohhhh! Out of stock liao le wor! Yahh..my clever mum went to book one of it and transfer over to the tampines branch and even pay for it.I don't know she need it take much.Maybe cover her wrinkles??? But I dont tink she needs it at all.Anw, went to Long john to have a meal and went back home.Quite tired actually.Elisa even msg me this afternoon while I was in the bus." Swimming? Tml wed. leh.." Yahh..in case you dunno, we need to exercise every wed.At least exercise one day ma... hurhur...
Awww...so tired.Still sticking on my bed and wanted to have more SLEEP.Ha! Later I wake up and I don't know why.So another day, how to spend my freaking time?
After breakfast,went out with mum and aunt to Tampines mall AGAIN.Yahh..tag along of course have reasons behind.Heh! Well...my aunt have a...the body shop member card.So set off to go over there to grab a little something.
Tampines mall always have damn tons of freaking people there yet shops are all empty.Yahh..we went in and start choosing lipsticks....lotions....dunno what hell those old poeple are using.Whitening la...mask la...lotion la...So I just walk around and round.Later I actually chose a new eye shadow and lip gloss. The gloss was freaking shining and the eye shadow was freaking shit brown.Like kena punch.But I will use it WISELY.-grins.
Yahhh...have a free gift cuz my mum and my aunt buy new bags again.You know those orange highlighter? That's the colour.Yahh...goonna be my pencil box soon.So that teachers will actually look at me more and pay more attention to me more.Good idea rite? I will dirty the bag if I place all those make-ups stuff.So I walked pass U2 shop.Nice tops wor...Like this kinda tops and decided to BUY it.Yahh...I love the one which is like purple plus red plus pink.Aiyahh...dunno how to describe the colour but it nice.Wanted to buy the dark green and orange cum yellow but don't have my size.Come on...am I that fat? All XS...siao! Just a M or S la!Yahh...
Yahh..that colour and a light blue below..New clothes again!Then to espriteeee find concealer for my mum.Ohhhh! Out of stock liao le wor! Yahh..my clever mum went to book one of it and transfer over to the tampines branch and even pay for it.I don't know she need it take much.Maybe cover her wrinkles??? But I dont tink she needs it at all.Anw, went to Long john to have a meal and went back home.Quite tired actually.Elisa even msg me this afternoon while I was in the bus." Swimming? Tml wed. leh.." Yahh..in case you dunno, we need to exercise every wed.At least exercise one day ma... hurhur...
He's flyin off~
Monday, December 12, 2005
Bin oh Bin...
Ok...you know what? I am now extremely jealous! Bin have actually run to Taiwan and having a nie vacation.Well...and I? Stuck in here and face the computer all day long.Not fair! Arghhh...
Hmmm...Saturday, went to my cousin's house.Well...baby 1st month.There is a group of relative askin if I want to go Malaysia of one of the most beautiful island there.Well...24,25,26.Come on!!! If you want me to go, don't ask me along during Christmas! At that time, I was thinkin all night long whether I wanna tag along...but I don't think so.Hmm..all are old people, no teenagers.So I don't really wish to go.While we are on our way home, my mum actually told me that she confirm that Im goin..well..of cos I am furious! She just can't help me make decision like this right?
Later I have a little fight with my parents at home.So they just let me stay at home.Even though there will be 2 guys, er...I guess ard my age are goin too.Even though I don't dare to say, But in my heart is like..." what?! You want me to hang out with those strangers? Comeon! "but is already decided, IM NOT GOING.
Unless is goin somewhere like.....france or hong kong or whatever, i will tag along.
Ok...here's that leave-me-alone idiot.Look like he's naked..HA! H e will kill me when he's back.Anw, he must be enjoying now...weep...
Oh ya! Sorry...didn't reply your msg when ure about to fly off.But, i did reply. :D Take care!!!!
Ok...you know what? I am now extremely jealous! Bin have actually run to Taiwan and having a nie vacation.Well...and I? Stuck in here and face the computer all day long.Not fair! Arghhh...
Hmmm...Saturday, went to my cousin's house.Well...baby 1st month.There is a group of relative askin if I want to go Malaysia of one of the most beautiful island there.Well...24,25,26.Come on!!! If you want me to go, don't ask me along during Christmas! At that time, I was thinkin all night long whether I wanna tag along...but I don't think so.Hmm..all are old people, no teenagers.So I don't really wish to go.While we are on our way home, my mum actually told me that she confirm that Im goin..well..of cos I am furious! She just can't help me make decision like this right?
Later I have a little fight with my parents at home.So they just let me stay at home.Even though there will be 2 guys, er...I guess ard my age are goin too.Even though I don't dare to say, But in my heart is like..." what?! You want me to hang out with those strangers? Comeon! "but is already decided, IM NOT GOING.
Unless is goin somewhere like.....france or hong kong or whatever, i will tag along.
Ok...here's that leave-me-alone idiot.Look like he's naked..HA! H e will kill me when he's back.Anw, he must be enjoying now...weep...
Oh ya! Sorry...didn't reply your msg when ure about to fly off.But, i did reply. :D Take care!!!!
I am losing my senses
Friday, December 09, 2005
A pair of mysterious eyes attracts, his movement so gentle.He is playful and fun, but he is gentle and sexy.He is a amazing man. He is David Blaine.
I couldn't help myself from looking at him, search his posters and images of him.I missed the way he looked at people, I missed the way he amazed people,I missed the way he try to scare the people, I missed the way that he talk,I missed the way he kiss. I admire the way the do things out of the box.He do things out of the box and have make him filled of confidence.
His magic is definately a oh-my-god or how-you-do-that.He often leave people with a huge question mark above their head, making their eyes pop and of course, speechless.His magic is not just plain magic, but is something way more than that.
Luck is something that often comes and leaves.I mean...who can controll Luck? He can.He can make someone who he entirely don't know to strike big money.That's for real.He can turn one cup of hot tea to a cup of coins for the beggar.He can make the ring you wore one of your fingers to be in that bottle at the corner of the streets.How he do that? You will never know the answer.[That's for sure]
I am not only attracted to his magic.Well...partly attracted by the way he look at people.Yes, the main highlight is his pair of dazzling and tired eyes.It look like the eyes are closing soon yet telling you the passion inside you.Hmmm...It just cannot be explain and describe by words.You have to see it for yourself.
What else can I say...hmm...He is so charming.Please don't doubt my taste.He really make me sleep.I was having a huge cramp[Girls' stuff!] Yahhh..you guys should know.So I was watching his magical programme.Ahhh...so nice.I just can't stay away from the TV.It is fun...and nice...and..hahaha.Yahh.
Later I just went to bed.It was only 11pm.I just went off and sleep after the show.I don't know why but I just wanna dream of him.1st time ever I am so attracted to a MAN.Yes! I can't believe it.It might sound a bit fake and foolish.Hmmm...I just want to see him in real life.I just wish he will be standing in front of me and talking to me.Oh god...Im properly mad right now?
He have a nice body too.Heh! He have some nice tatoos too.But I just love his eye
s.
7 Dec 2005 celebration
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Sick and tired.
I have actually organized a bbq yesterday.Well...not quite bad overall.It just that...not so like a bbq.Maybe a gathering or a place for people to misbehave themselves? Yahhh...as long as Elisa and De jun enjoy their day.
Well...went out 1 plus with Leslie and went to Marine parade.Shop for De jun's b'dae present.Well...we walked for several shops but back to 77th street again.I saw that nice bracelet[i guess so]..the colour of jade, look nice on him.Well...can't buy dark colour for him..cuz he's kinda having fair complexion.But I think he likes it. : )
Later we meet Shaun at 3pm outside Giant supermarket.So we pushed the trolley all over the place.Here and there and everywhere.And I kept playing a fool standingon the trolley so that I dun have to walk.Hahaha...we take cab to east coast..well..it was shaun treat.so why not??
After we received our orders not long, friends all came and the place start to get nosier when screams starts.Yahh..the girls are here.Hahaha..but I didn't really bother about them cuz im pulling yuyan and leslie to start fire! So the rest of them who have nothing better to do were chilling out at the beach.And De jun, yuyan ,leslie,cynthia and I were trying to start fire.Due to the strong wind,it was extremely difficult to start fire.But all thanks to yuyan, my idol, he suceed! Hahaha..I tried to but failed.Later when Im back from a stroll at the p ark, wao! All the charcoal were turning red alr.So I tried to help them out.Haa..im wearing contact lenes, so can't be too near to those red stuff.So all of them were hungry.Desmond, minhui,gloria and I start to bbq stuff for them .
Stingrays,Prawns,Fried rice,Chickens wings,hotdog, otah and satay.Ha! Best food ever man...All the food gone at the end of the night.Well..the night was like...a bit naughty.They were gambling and Elisa lost.So she have her punishment.One of the punishment was to dance pole dance.What the...If she didn't set this punishment, I guess she wont be dancing there.Yahh..she danced gently.De jun, too, dance pole dance.He even took off his polo tee man!Hmm...good body but..just fair a bit.HaAAAA!
So we tidy up the place, hang out a bit, didnt join the game with them cuz all of them seems so drunk.So I went off early with leslie, cynthia and patrina.Took cab home and my nite ended silently.
I have actually organized a bbq yesterday.Well...not quite bad overall.It just that...not so like a bbq.Maybe a gathering or a place for people to misbehave themselves? Yahhh...as long as Elisa and De jun enjoy their day.
Well...went out 1 plus with Leslie and went to Marine parade.Shop for De jun's b'dae present.Well...we walked for several shops but back to 77th street again.I saw that nice bracelet[i guess so]..the colour of jade, look nice on him.Well...can't buy dark colour for him..cuz he's kinda having fair complexion.But I think he likes it. : )
Later we meet Shaun at 3pm outside Giant supermarket.So we pushed the trolley all over the place.Here and there and everywhere.And I kept playing a fool standingon the trolley so that I dun have to walk.Hahaha...we take cab to east coast..well..it was shaun treat.so why not??
After we received our orders not long, friends all came and the place start to get nosier when screams starts.Yahh..the girls are here.Hahaha..but I didn't really bother about them cuz im pulling yuyan and leslie to start fire! So the rest of them who have nothing better to do were chilling out at the beach.And De jun, yuyan ,leslie,cynthia and I were trying to start fire.Due to the strong wind,it was extremely difficult to start fire.But all thanks to yuyan, my idol, he suceed! Hahaha..I tried to but failed.Later when Im back from a stroll at the p ark, wao! All the charcoal were turning red alr.So I tried to help them out.Haa..im wearing contact lenes, so can't be too near to those red stuff.So all of them were hungry.Desmond, minhui,gloria and I start to bbq stuff for them .
Stingrays,Prawns,Fried rice,Chickens wings,hotdog, otah and satay.Ha! Best food ever man...All the food gone at the end of the night.Well..the night was like...a bit naughty.They were gambling and Elisa lost.So she have her punishment.One of the punishment was to dance pole dance.What the...If she didn't set this punishment, I guess she wont be dancing there.Yahh..she danced gently.De jun, too, dance pole dance.He even took off his polo tee man!Hmm...good body but..just fair a bit.HaAAAA!
So we tidy up the place, hang out a bit, didnt join the game with them cuz all of them seems so drunk.So I went off early with leslie, cynthia and patrina.Took cab home and my nite ended silently.
What the hell...
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Yes you...yes..stop lookin!
Yahh...my bro did it again.But guess what? He suceed.
So he install windows xp and here again all my folders gone.Lucky I didn't store much of the stuff or I will be one mad dog.
So today I was so...ROAR!!! Yahh.. Cuz my levis jeans was beside me.That material was like...not like before.I thought it should be hand wash, but my mum and threw it into the washing machine.So when I collect my jeans back, I was very frustated and furious when the material was kinda like rough.Nvm...shit head.
Then another one.I was downloading song from my pc to my hp.So I kept trying and I tot is ok.Later when I check my phone, all the songs went back to my doc! So I have to download again.Then something wrong with my phone again.I use the whole afternoon doin all this and finally...yahh...at last!! Ok liao.
Bad day but wish for a good day tml.Cuz I will be having BBQ at east coast tml evening.Please don't rain tml.I put so much effort on this bbq and I will never organize it again.It's tough.I guess my elisa and de jun will be happy cuz shaun and I put so much effort in there.Yahh..so much effort to collect money from those scary creatures.I felt like a creditor when leslie and i start to travel ard spore to collect those bucks.That's life.Even the pit area, leslie and I try to make it more convenient for them.Is damn near.It just outside 7-11.But I was quite..down when it wasnt near the sea.The pit in the middle will be like...smth very extra cuz money people will be walking ard.Im afraid of crows too.Pls bless me. Just wish that the orders tml will not be too late or they have to wait for the food til they drop!
Yahh...my bro did it again.But guess what? He suceed.
So he install windows xp and here again all my folders gone.Lucky I didn't store much of the stuff or I will be one mad dog.
So today I was so...ROAR!!! Yahh.. Cuz my levis jeans was beside me.That material was like...not like before.I thought it should be hand wash, but my mum and threw it into the washing machine.So when I collect my jeans back, I was very frustated and furious when the material was kinda like rough.Nvm...shit head.
Then another one.I was downloading song from my pc to my hp.So I kept trying and I tot is ok.Later when I check my phone, all the songs went back to my doc! So I have to download again.Then something wrong with my phone again.I use the whole afternoon doin all this and finally...yahh...at last!! Ok liao.
Bad day but wish for a good day tml.Cuz I will be having BBQ at east coast tml evening.Please don't rain tml.I put so much effort on this bbq and I will never organize it again.It's tough.I guess my elisa and de jun will be happy cuz shaun and I put so much effort in there.Yahh..so much effort to collect money from those scary creatures.I felt like a creditor when leslie and i start to travel ard spore to collect those bucks.That's life.Even the pit area, leslie and I try to make it more convenient for them.Is damn near.It just outside 7-11.But I was quite..down when it wasnt near the sea.The pit in the middle will be like...smth very extra cuz money people will be walking ard.Im afraid of crows too.Pls bless me. Just wish that the orders tml will not be too late or they have to wait for the food til they drop!
A day at Orchard
Sunday, December 04, 2005
As the laughter starts, I am happy.
Oh god! Im late!! Yahh..suppose to meet at 12pm at Bedok inter. with my girlfriends.But yes...i woke up at 11am.Cuz i tot i will be fast but im not.I don't even have enough time to doll myself up.So I bring along my eye liner, eye shadow and lip gloss.Foundation alr applied.Hahaha..
So I've actually decided to take cab down so that I wont let them wait too long.But later I saw my bus coming,I just hopped in.Oops...I will be responsible for my late-coming.
So we're on our way to Orchard.We stopped at Orchard Mrt and start the shopping at Wisma.Walk here and there and sales every where.Christmas season now and all the clothings looked so gorgeous.So we walked here and shop there and we can't stop our feet.My foot started to hurt.All thanks to my sharp-pointed heels.The front and the back of my heels.Lucky I didnt buy the one which have a higher heel.So we choose birthday present for min hui's mum and a bag for her too.We went to far east later cuz Min hui wanter to buy a nice and less expensive bag.All thanks to me, I found her a nice bag that suits here really well and she loves it.
Here and there we shopped agn, I actually searching for the shop that I went last time.I walked like hell with that pair of freaking heels.But I still can't.Later we went to the second floor.And I start to remember when I saw that chicken rice store.Hahaha..That shop sells really nice clothes and I love it.[There are some nice-lookin guys too!] Yahh..double surprise right? Then here came little cute Cynthia.She's late man...even though she said she will meet us at 2 at orchard but she reached at 2.30.Roarrr...but is ok.But she's not responsible for her late coming! [ paid and treat drinks for them, paid helf of the neoprint price,paid the most for the children's arcade too!]Min hui even buy me a purple rose ring. :D
Then we went to take neoprint shots![Check out at my friendster, xinmei4@hotmail.com]
Then we go for lunch cum dinner! We take Mrt to Bugis . Order some nice food and we 4 sat there and eat like a family. :) When our lunch cum dinner was ending, something happened.You know what? While I was taking my handbag, my spilled my drink over me! Oh god! And min hui shouted" Aiyoo! Your levis jeans ar!!!" And I looked at her and feel like crying.Damn it shit! But it quickly dried up later.Still feeling very heartroken.. Ouch!
So we went bugis and shop again.Then we took our neoprints there and I give them the most money man.Cynthia don't even have to pay.But as long as they are happy. We took really nice shots and funny shots.Happy happy!
So walked up and I saw a children's arcade.Those which have to win a lot of tickets.I told them to walked quickly and when they saw it, they are all getting excited! So i change about 10 tokens for Elisa.Each token 50 cents, 10 only 5 dollars.So we started playing and playing.I saw that jackpot machine and I can't stop myself from playing.At first is onli 7,8 tickets.Later I didnt' know I won JACKPOT!!!!!!!!!!!! 100!!!! I didn't know luck was just by my side! Everyone didnt know how to play the game.When I hit jackpot, I screammmmm like shit and shouted JACKPOT.Eveyone in the arcade looked at me but im still jumpin.Then they saw the light hit jackpot.We 4 happy like hell.We kept collecting those tickets until arms are breaking.All thanks to me again!Later we have 280 tickets and exchange tons and tons of sweets.We are happy. : D
We get out of there and went to mos burger for a seat.My feet are breaking! HELL PAINFUL!! Hai...so we 4 sat there.I say go get smth to bite, everyone looked at me and say" Huh? No money liao how to eat?" All thanks to me again,I just take a $10 note out and ask 2 of them to buy fries and a large drink.Elisa looked at me and said" Eh! How come pay so much???" With eyes so big, I told them "As long as ure all happy, Im ok with it." Yahh..so they just buy it and we ate the sweets we won.We went back home by Mrt.Cynthia pass have insufficient amount.So she have to cheat by rushing out of the machine.She did it for once, twice,thrice,fouth but not the fifth.She got caught.But the surprising thing was that she's was let off! It was so so so stupid of that officer to tr on the tapping machine.He went to check the amount of money.She left some money on the card.So we quicky ran before he found out! Hahaha...
The day ends.
Oh god! Im late!! Yahh..suppose to meet at 12pm at Bedok inter. with my girlfriends.But yes...i woke up at 11am.Cuz i tot i will be fast but im not.I don't even have enough time to doll myself up.So I bring along my eye liner, eye shadow and lip gloss.Foundation alr applied.Hahaha..
So I've actually decided to take cab down so that I wont let them wait too long.But later I saw my bus coming,I just hopped in.Oops...I will be responsible for my late-coming.
So we're on our way to Orchard.We stopped at Orchard Mrt and start the shopping at Wisma.Walk here and there and sales every where.Christmas season now and all the clothings looked so gorgeous.So we walked here and shop there and we can't stop our feet.My foot started to hurt.All thanks to my sharp-pointed heels.The front and the back of my heels.Lucky I didnt buy the one which have a higher heel.So we choose birthday present for min hui's mum and a bag for her too.We went to far east later cuz Min hui wanter to buy a nice and less expensive bag.All thanks to me, I found her a nice bag that suits here really well and she loves it.
Here and there we shopped agn, I actually searching for the shop that I went last time.I walked like hell with that pair of freaking heels.But I still can't.Later we went to the second floor.And I start to remember when I saw that chicken rice store.Hahaha..That shop sells really nice clothes and I love it.[There are some nice-lookin guys too!] Yahh..double surprise right? Then here came little cute Cynthia.She's late man...even though she said she will meet us at 2 at orchard but she reached at 2.30.Roarrr...but is ok.But she's not responsible for her late coming! [ paid and treat drinks for them, paid helf of the neoprint price,paid the most for the children's arcade too!]Min hui even buy me a purple rose ring. :D
Then we went to take neoprint shots![Check out at my friendster, xinmei4@hotmail.com]
Then we go for lunch cum dinner! We take Mrt to Bugis . Order some nice food and we 4 sat there and eat like a family. :) When our lunch cum dinner was ending, something happened.You know what? While I was taking my handbag, my spilled my drink over me! Oh god! And min hui shouted" Aiyoo! Your levis jeans ar!!!" And I looked at her and feel like crying.Damn it shit! But it quickly dried up later.Still feeling very heartroken.. Ouch!
So we went bugis and shop again.Then we took our neoprints there and I give them the most money man.Cynthia don't even have to pay.But as long as they are happy. We took really nice shots and funny shots.Happy happy!
So walked up and I saw a children's arcade.Those which have to win a lot of tickets.I told them to walked quickly and when they saw it, they are all getting excited! So i change about 10 tokens for Elisa.Each token 50 cents, 10 only 5 dollars.So we started playing and playing.I saw that jackpot machine and I can't stop myself from playing.At first is onli 7,8 tickets.Later I didnt' know I won JACKPOT!!!!!!!!!!!! 100!!!! I didn't know luck was just by my side! Everyone didnt know how to play the game.When I hit jackpot, I screammmmm like shit and shouted JACKPOT.Eveyone in the arcade looked at me but im still jumpin.Then they saw the light hit jackpot.We 4 happy like hell.We kept collecting those tickets until arms are breaking.All thanks to me again!Later we have 280 tickets and exchange tons and tons of sweets.We are happy. : D
We get out of there and went to mos burger for a seat.My feet are breaking! HELL PAINFUL!! Hai...so we 4 sat there.I say go get smth to bite, everyone looked at me and say" Huh? No money liao how to eat?" All thanks to me again,I just take a $10 note out and ask 2 of them to buy fries and a large drink.Elisa looked at me and said" Eh! How come pay so much???" With eyes so big, I told them "As long as ure all happy, Im ok with it." Yahh..so they just buy it and we ate the sweets we won.We went back home by Mrt.Cynthia pass have insufficient amount.So she have to cheat by rushing out of the machine.She did it for once, twice,thrice,fouth but not the fifth.She got caught.But the surprising thing was that she's was let off! It was so so so stupid of that officer to tr on the tapping machine.He went to check the amount of money.She left some money on the card.So we quicky ran before he found out! Hahaha...
The day ends.
Painful to know, difficult to accept, heartbroken to let go
Friday, December 02, 2005
One, I met you. Two, I know you. Three, I admire you. Four, I love you. Five, I collasped.
These are the 5 steps.The summarised process of a painful relationships.Of course, there are more details with any one of those steps.Simple yet complex.But do you know there is one more final step? The most difficult step ever in life, the painful decision. Six, To let go.
You never know when chemistry happen.When you are looking forward, it does not happen.When you are in the middle of everything, it happened.A really huge affection in one's life.I reckon that it also happen mostly in everyone's life too. : )
Yes,it is as painful as anything else.You wonder what the hell is happening to you.Why are you behaving this way? Why you just can't continue the life you had in the past when you are truely a happy person? Butterflies flying all around your sprite.You just can't concentrate. Cuz you care too much. Memories bring back everything. How can memories be forgotten? Let's say if things didn't have to get remembered, do you think we have this kind of problems? I think we don't even feel the heartbreak.
Time heals everything.Everyone knows it.Period is hard to manage.But how are you going to bring someone else to your heart and giving space to the next special someone who is going to change your life again? Give yoursleves more choices.Don't do things to vend your anger cuz this is a sign that you your shadows are still available.Don't use your brain to think about it, your heart will tell you where to go.
These are the 5 steps.The summarised process of a painful relationships.Of course, there are more details with any one of those steps.Simple yet complex.But do you know there is one more final step? The most difficult step ever in life, the painful decision. Six, To let go.
You never know when chemistry happen.When you are looking forward, it does not happen.When you are in the middle of everything, it happened.A really huge affection in one's life.I reckon that it also happen mostly in everyone's life too. : )
Yes,it is as painful as anything else.You wonder what the hell is happening to you.Why are you behaving this way? Why you just can't continue the life you had in the past when you are truely a happy person? Butterflies flying all around your sprite.You just can't concentrate. Cuz you care too much. Memories bring back everything. How can memories be forgotten? Let's say if things didn't have to get remembered, do you think we have this kind of problems? I think we don't even feel the heartbreak.
Time heals everything.Everyone knows it.Period is hard to manage.But how are you going to bring someone else to your heart and giving space to the next special someone who is going to change your life again? Give yoursleves more choices.Don't do things to vend your anger cuz this is a sign that you your shadows are still available.Don't use your brain to think about it, your heart will tell you where to go.
Me me me me me
Thursday, December 01, 2005
Orange with seeds...or without? Grapes with seed or without? Peach with skin or peeled off?
Everyone have diff. personality! :D
This is a important entry.Cuz i'll be writin signs of mine to let you guys know how I feel or warnings.Hahaha!So kind of me rite?
1. When I start folding my arms...
Yah! Angry or tired.
2.When I stop talking...
I need food.
3.When I start to sigh angrily,
I want that!
4.When Im holdin on to my water bottle in the living room,
Dont come and disturb me.
5.When I closed the door,
Don't come in cuz im busy.
6.When I start smiling at you,
showing my friendilness.
7.When I give you attidute face,
I don't like you at all.
8.When I walked away quietly,
I dont wanna bother about you OR Leave me alone OR im sad.
9.When im sitting alone witha no-feelings face,
Im terribly sad and heartbroken
10.When I hatched back,
Feelin sick. Mood swing.
11.When Im getting active,
Im happy!
12.When Im in front of the computer,
Im damn bored now.
Everyone have diff. personality! :D
This is a important entry.Cuz i'll be writin signs of mine to let you guys know how I feel or warnings.Hahaha!So kind of me rite?
1. When I start folding my arms...
Yah! Angry or tired.
2.When I stop talking...
I need food.
3.When I start to sigh angrily,
I want that!
4.When Im holdin on to my water bottle in the living room,
Dont come and disturb me.
5.When I closed the door,
Don't come in cuz im busy.
6.When I start smiling at you,
showing my friendilness.
7.When I give you attidute face,
I don't like you at all.
8.When I walked away quietly,
I dont wanna bother about you OR Leave me alone OR im sad.
9.When im sitting alone witha no-feelings face,
Im terribly sad and heartbroken
10.When I hatched back,
Feelin sick. Mood swing.
11.When Im getting active,
Im happy!
12.When Im in front of the computer,
Im damn bored now.
