xoxo, rosette

Sunday, March 30, 2008

i met you; you met me-this shouldn't be the way it should be

I went to the cemetry on sat. It's very depressing-that's what I could describe. Death is unpredicable, memories that never be forgotten for the entire life, the most heartbreaking moment will be missing the dead.

It's a bad weather, but turned out to be okay near evening time. I went to visit my grandmother, grandfather and great-grandmother. It was...okay. I weren't even born yet and didn't get the chance to see them, or be carried by them. so no hard-core feelings. it was raining, we're all under the rain. It all reminds me of...the chemical romance. ....oops.

The most depressing part of the day was the visit to my cousin's grave. I think he sees me before...i don't know. He passed away from he was young and it's very very heartbreaking to see my aunt in tears. At that very moment, I could almost feel how she was feeling. Can you imagine the lost of direction since til today? She uses the palm to wipe the photo and make sure everything were in place. It is as if..the feeling is..unexplainable.

We proceeded to my aunt's place for dinner. Update each other and had a lil' fun..nothing much. Hmm...

p.s 7 more days to school. =/

rose

Friday, March 28, 2008

frozenBRAIN; if only things ain't that difficult.

i'll be there.
i'll not be there.

coffee under the beautiful drizzle.
riding vespa feeling the force of nature.
calling up stranger to fill up your life.
texting somebody when you are lonely.
missing someone else when you are not suppose to.
imagination running wild.
loving rainy days.

somebody else just left.

rose

Thursday, March 27, 2008

tan;shop;chill

meet up with liee ytd. we went sun-tanning tgt at tampines but sadly, the sun was playing prank on us. but manage to get a ok complexion cuz i didnt want to be too tan. i didnt swim cuz i dun wan to get my hair wet. i just got my hair dyed..so dun wan it to turn out like shit. the students were a huge turned off.

went back to liee's house to put our stuff. took a cab there and by the time we were in the house, liee realised that he dropped his phone in the cab. immediately, i used my phone and called his phone number. it rings the 1st time and somebody ans it the 2nd time i dialled. it's a passenger and he gave me his number and meet him out at cityhall cuz he was in the rush to cityhall.

after doing our hair nice, we took cab to cityhall to meet him with that chap. once we reached, i called him and he was at a restaurant at Raffles City. meet up at the entrance and got to see his face. (sounds like a blind date) on the way there, liee and i was betting how he looked like, how old is he and all those shit. guess what? WHAT GOT IT ALL CORRECT.

yah...and that liee kept pestering me abt that guy. "I know u want it!~~~~~"
OIE FRIEND...siao ah.

then we took train to sommerset. headed to heeren and did some window shopping. saw a guy's cadigan and felt that it look nice on liee. so on the spot bought it for him and ask him to wear it cuz i buy it for him. anw, it's like a super belated gift for all these years being SUCH A BFF*.

BFF*=best friend forever

ya lah! guess what? he wore it to meet me this afternoon for lunch. SWEET LAH.

and then after some small shopping, we headed to wisma for dinner. chosen din tai feng and it was cheap! well it's liee treat! nice food and super full. BURP

then went ot Indochine for some chillout session. drink a little and had a little salad. =D

super tired and took cab home.

rose

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

WakeUPcall;time of my own

Damn...

went to alexandra rd tdy. went to ikea to have a nice lunch. it's been long since i went out for the time of my own. had my favourite salmon and choc moose and of course, chicken wings. =)

right after my lunch, i went to hitachi towers. walked ard, went to raoul. i really love the working envoirnment there. i would have went to raoul hitachi! feels like home. and they closes at 7.30pm everyday. weekend is not open.

went ot east coast for dinner. stingray, lala, zu zu, satays, kan lan. it's been long im doing all these nonsense with my friends. sea breeze, good view.

one phone call from home, kills everything in me.
i cant have a room of my own
time of my own
peace of my own
myself for my own
what the fuck is wrong with these people? got nothing to do and keeps people to be their jailbird?
defending myself is rude
i believe they shld have brains to think the world they are living now is different. damn the going out early coming home late. and u know what?
rebellion is not the in thing.
it's a frustration.

and yes, i am feeling frustrated now.
can i have the peace of my own?

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FUCK.

rose

Monday, March 24, 2008

LET ME love YOU; ...how do i breathe

alrighty ppl...i feel damn shag. i would rather work than staying at home doing shit.

went out with my parents today to vivocity. yes, another day. changed my pedicure to red and medicure to pink. had dinner at sushi tei and my tummy is exploding. i wore my raoul shirt with my parents and felt that it's a wrong choice. i went home with backache and tired mind. i went to view laptops and phones. many ppl blocked my way while im walking. FUCK.

life's a bore.
but it's not with love.

rose

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Why don't you pick up the phone and dial my number?

ALRIGHTY...MY PHONE IS DOWN.
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fuck

now im using another phone. sadly, i cant see my photos in my phone anymore....BUT, i uploaded in my computer earlier. POSITIVELY, i can change my phone!

i went for phone hunting the past few days and actually like one of the sony ericsson phone. -W960i
it's huge, but it's good. the best part is...8GB.
i called up starhub to check my plan. it's more than a year and i could change my phone but i need to pay 100 bucks more. should i? so i asked him if it's the only way for me to change my phone...........................

customer relation: oh...ok miss rosette, I can actually help u by requesting voucher for u, so that u can offset from ur purchase.

me: oh really? u can do that?

customer relation: yes miss rosette, it will takes 5 working days to process. However, the value of ur voucher is not fixed. i need the approval of the other departments to process ur voucher and the value.

me: that is definitely alright.

customer relation: so miss rosette, the other departments will give u a call within 5 working days if the voucher is being approved.

me: thank you so much!

BLABLABLA.....
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EARLY IN THE MORNING I RECEIVED A DAMN CALL:

UNKNOWN CALL..

Hi, may i speak to miss roset?

me: miss ROSA??

CR: yes, miss rosa.

suddenly the starhub thingy poped out of my mind...

me: miss ROSETTE you meant?

CR: Very sorry, miss rosette.

me: it's ok, hie.

CR: hi, can i comfirm with the subscriber's IC no. b4 i proceed?

me:*********

CR: thk u. im calling to inform u that u will be upon receiving a ONE HUNDRED DOLLARS voucher from starhub.

me: thks!!

CR: it will be mailed to u within 5 working days. thk u miss rosette/

me: HANG AND RUN OUT OF MY BED AND OUT TO FIND MY DAD.

okie now...
i've so many phones in mind and and and and...
so many sony ericsson models (new ones) coming out.

AWWW.
happy lah.

and yah...i didnt get my laptop for school yet. FUCK

rose

Thursday, March 20, 2008

MAKING AN EFFORT TO EXPRESS MY GRATITUDE; i miss everyone

Sunday, 16 March 2008.

Last day at work. Supposingly should be a day earlier, whereby i alr planned with eriana that we would leave tgt. However, due to some circumstances, i am unable to. therefore, i make it 16th, my last day working in Raoul, Paragon.

I reported work in the afternoon. I was quite slack that day, didn't really serve many customers. Did some folding and ironing, this and that. Hoping that the day will end quickly. I couldn't wait for a good night sleep.

It was until when the store was closed. Help out a bit on closing, Shila went home early. The point when I feel sad was when I went to the storeroom and pick up my shoes. Standing in front of the white table, thinking what else to bring home. A sudden rush of emotions ran all over my body. I sat down on the white stool, recalling back the days working here. I opened the drawers and saw chilli sauce and all those shit we throw inside. And of course, the stock that I arranged for everyone.

my heart stopped beating.

it's time to go, i took my shoes and walked out of the store. Everyone was waiting for me.

P.S:

Shila, thank you for taking good care of me and sharing eveything with me. You are so nice, and taught me so many things for the past few months at work. Thank you.

Shahrifah, thank you for being understanding and guiding me for whatever I do. I will always remember your encouragments and notes you given me.

and not forgetting Kamal,
you took care of me. Stories that are never boring. You never fail to make me smile. I feel smart after talking to you. ( you claimed that) thank you for every single little things you did. I feel extremely lucky to know you. I guess, you're the best manager I ever ever met in my 17 years of life.

................................................................. <3

Okie im like movie marathon-ing with my mum. Watched a couple of movie this few days after i resigned. I watched step up 2, ps. i love you, semi-pro, august rush, and one more but i cant rmb. MY COM IS LAGGING LIKE FUCK. i'll stop here.

rose

Saturday, March 08, 2008

TEMPTATIONS ARE HOT.

my bro just bought a new 22" inch flat screen monitor from SAMSUNG. it's fucking cool.

rose