God...im so RELUCTANT.
So the rest of the day will be all dnt and dnt and dnt.FUCK! We have to stay from 8am til 4pm to do the fucking artefact.Then we need to catch up with our shity folio.What is wrong with him man!
ROAR! So sick...sick subject.Though I have interest in art,but not in all this technology stuff thingy.We still have to make it OUT and waste my precious time.As if we do not have other subjects to study.
After hearing Leslie wanted to drop dnt,Was kinda sad cuz nobody is gonna share da` sorrows and burden with me anymore.Cant force him cuz he have no total interest in drawing.What to do?
Anyway,here's something happy.The new LCD is here today.Is a 37 inch LCD and definitely a cool one.Huge screen and muti-function.High tech and was...woo...SUPER COOL.
CHAO.
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Saturday, May 27, 2006
As the soft and gentle light at the corner of the room light up the whole room,the atmosphere was totally depressing.I was at the corner of my bed.As the cold air swept across my body,I just wish to sleep forever.
Here I am,lying on ma` bed.Everything around seems to be so dead and I'm the only thing that is alive.I can hear myself breath and I can feel my heartbeat.I was pondering what on earth was happening to me.
I looked up to the ceiling,imagining...reflecting......................
As the waves crushes in,
the bird are flying freely.
I saw the couples walking,
with their hands holding each other.
They did not speak a word,
but just keep silent,
and walk along the shore.
As the sun begin to set,
everyone is walking away.
I am still there,
there admiring the moon,
which have the accomany of the million stars.
The rain is pouring,
and everyone was searching for a shelter.
Children were playing in the rain.
Even though the sky gathered with dark clouds,
but their smiles are as bright as the sun.
I was deeply affected.
People are getting in and out of my realms.
How elated can it be...
how depressing can it be...
At the end of the day,
here again,
I close my eyes.
I wished upon the stars,
please catch me if I fall...
Here I am,lying on ma` bed.Everything around seems to be so dead and I'm the only thing that is alive.I can hear myself breath and I can feel my heartbeat.I was pondering what on earth was happening to me.
I looked up to the ceiling,imagining...reflecting......................
As the waves crushes in,
the bird are flying freely.
I saw the couples walking,
with their hands holding each other.
They did not speak a word,
but just keep silent,
and walk along the shore.
As the sun begin to set,
everyone is walking away.
I am still there,
there admiring the moon,
which have the accomany of the million stars.
The rain is pouring,
and everyone was searching for a shelter.
Children were playing in the rain.
Even though the sky gathered with dark clouds,
but their smiles are as bright as the sun.
I was deeply affected.
People are getting in and out of my realms.
How elated can it be...
how depressing can it be...
At the end of the day,
here again,
I close my eyes.
I wished upon the stars,
please catch me if I fall...
i'm outta ma` mind...
Yesterday was like hell.totally jaded and sedated.after my shower,i use the computer for a few hours and went for nappin`.just a few mins,i fell into deep sleep.the hp was just beside me and i couldnt even notice the sound of my incoming msg.
anw,had a great nap,and believe that i cannot slp at nite anymore...
oh ya...something's with my living room tv.so my dad had to move it aside and move the smaller one to the living room.so pathetic...hahaha...so they're gg to BEST to buy a new one.really excited!
hmm...but im not gg with them today cuz im gg out with my friends to a concert by red rain.yup...i was stuck between 2 appointment and end up 2 combining tgt.im looking forward to it...and kinda..........nervous? :P
Yesterday was like hell.totally jaded and sedated.after my shower,i use the computer for a few hours and went for nappin`.just a few mins,i fell into deep sleep.the hp was just beside me and i couldnt even notice the sound of my incoming msg.
anw,had a great nap,and believe that i cannot slp at nite anymore...
oh ya...something's with my living room tv.so my dad had to move it aside and move the smaller one to the living room.so pathetic...hahaha...so they're gg to BEST to buy a new one.really excited!
hmm...but im not gg with them today cuz im gg out with my friends to a concert by red rain.yup...i was stuck between 2 appointment and end up 2 combining tgt.im looking forward to it...and kinda..........nervous? :P
Friday, May 26, 2006
Early morning I wake up. Soft purple curtains dress up the windows softly in a quiet way. I am lying on my bed like a dead body. As the cold air blew on me, I closed my eyes. I dream…
With my hands I held my blanket tight, hoping that I will not be alone…hoping that I will not be left behind. I’m wishing upon nothing.
Basking under the afternoon sun, I know I got to do something that is the best for me. But I have never thought of leaving anyone behind. My sunglasses are breaking; my body is contorted with agony. I am contemplated to soak myself with love. I am burning. I want a frenetic lifestyle. That will be great. In time to come, I will manifest no interest in all this. Yes…. fickle-minded. Just believe it.
Beautiful evening I sat under a tree. I appeared to be at the beach. The waves were crashing in. Sunset was a feast to the eyes. It was visually stunning. Gorgeous…
Couples I saw were walking along the seashore. I am deeply affected. Seeing nobody was by my side sharing the scenery with me, I am utterly wrong to be here.
Cold and freezing night I was with my buddies. I am jaded. I am sedated. The topic they were all talking were uninspiring and disinteresting. Dull and monotonous. Gloomy…. I am.
I walked away quietly. Friends that noticed me looked at me furtively. From my looks they can sense I am apathetic. I just can’t be bothered with I am feeling a bit low.
Wondering…I am thinking. I should do something rather than standing like nothing.
Running all around the 2-storey chalet, up and down, here and there. Down to the kitchen I grabbed my chocolates. Switching on my rock music and went out-of-mind. Screaming I go… jumping here I go again. All my friends were enticed by my behavior they have observe. And I shake and shake and shake it. They all being influence by a mad lady in the middle of the night. They start dancing with me. They start jumping. Everybody is intensely moving. We all laugh. I am jubilated.
Here everyone is tried. Simply tired. They all run to the kitchen to grab for water like hungry souls. I was sitting outside under the starlight. My angry soul rest, telling her:
“ Little baby, please don’t cry…
Here have some beer and everything is going to be all right.
I know you missed someone, but you got to be strong.
I will hold you tight and I promise…promise everything
Is going to be all right. “
[As the rose wilted, the fragrant is still being remembered; the petals are still being collected. Here close to the lips it touches, it was said” fades away”.]
With my hands I held my blanket tight, hoping that I will not be alone…hoping that I will not be left behind. I’m wishing upon nothing.
Basking under the afternoon sun, I know I got to do something that is the best for me. But I have never thought of leaving anyone behind. My sunglasses are breaking; my body is contorted with agony. I am contemplated to soak myself with love. I am burning. I want a frenetic lifestyle. That will be great. In time to come, I will manifest no interest in all this. Yes…. fickle-minded. Just believe it.
Beautiful evening I sat under a tree. I appeared to be at the beach. The waves were crashing in. Sunset was a feast to the eyes. It was visually stunning. Gorgeous…
Couples I saw were walking along the seashore. I am deeply affected. Seeing nobody was by my side sharing the scenery with me, I am utterly wrong to be here.
Cold and freezing night I was with my buddies. I am jaded. I am sedated. The topic they were all talking were uninspiring and disinteresting. Dull and monotonous. Gloomy…. I am.
I walked away quietly. Friends that noticed me looked at me furtively. From my looks they can sense I am apathetic. I just can’t be bothered with I am feeling a bit low.
Wondering…I am thinking. I should do something rather than standing like nothing.
Running all around the 2-storey chalet, up and down, here and there. Down to the kitchen I grabbed my chocolates. Switching on my rock music and went out-of-mind. Screaming I go… jumping here I go again. All my friends were enticed by my behavior they have observe. And I shake and shake and shake it. They all being influence by a mad lady in the middle of the night. They start dancing with me. They start jumping. Everybody is intensely moving. We all laugh. I am jubilated.
Here everyone is tried. Simply tired. They all run to the kitchen to grab for water like hungry souls. I was sitting outside under the starlight. My angry soul rest, telling her:
“ Little baby, please don’t cry…
Here have some beer and everything is going to be all right.
I know you missed someone, but you got to be strong.
I will hold you tight and I promise…promise everything
Is going to be all right. “
[As the rose wilted, the fragrant is still being remembered; the petals are still being collected. Here close to the lips it touches, it was said” fades away”.]
Last day of school.
Yup...having holiday.BUT still have to go back to school for the 1st 2 weeks.the 2nd week is just down for dnt pupils holiday.that's sick!
Today was definitely a tiring day for everybody.Cuz the morning assembly was delay til 8.30 and have missed one period of pe lesson.However,generous mrs loke gave mr lim one extra period and we do not have to attend maths lesson anymore.played ball game and really have a great time,we even combined with class a2.Even though it was a damn sunny day,but i still enjoyed myself.
After that,straight away was our break time.Immediately after that was our use ur hands campaign.yahh...i did not help much...just pass the wet cloth to the people...teasing people...having fun.and...school ends!
oh ya...got my report book back.it was...HAHA.
chao!
Yup...having holiday.BUT still have to go back to school for the 1st 2 weeks.the 2nd week is just down for dnt pupils holiday.that's sick!
Today was definitely a tiring day for everybody.Cuz the morning assembly was delay til 8.30 and have missed one period of pe lesson.However,generous mrs loke gave mr lim one extra period and we do not have to attend maths lesson anymore.played ball game and really have a great time,we even combined with class a2.Even though it was a damn sunny day,but i still enjoyed myself.
After that,straight away was our break time.Immediately after that was our use ur hands campaign.yahh...i did not help much...just pass the wet cloth to the people...teasing people...having fun.and...school ends!
oh ya...got my report book back.it was...HAHA.
chao!
Thursday, May 25, 2006
I love shopping...who else?
hmm...most of the people do not like shopping.well...they only like window shopping.i find it so hard to take when I do window shopping with them.a few touch of clothings and all,but did not get anything back home at the end of the day.
Now my star shopping kakis is Leslie.we're both mad about shopping and trends.however,we do not always go often cuz our events and appointments always clash.actually wanted to go shopping during our march holidays,but since then it was being dragged til now.But we're both ready and we're now choosing a good day to shop our heart out.
Since leslie is always busy,i've been looking for a good and crazy shopper.someone who is able to give comments and know places with nice clothes,like leslie.someone who is able to tolerate the long hours of walking around the town,at the same time enjoying our time and having a great conversation with.
I know is kinda difficult,but someday that person will appear. =)
let's shop our hearts out.
hmm...most of the people do not like shopping.well...they only like window shopping.i find it so hard to take when I do window shopping with them.a few touch of clothings and all,but did not get anything back home at the end of the day.
Now my star shopping kakis is Leslie.we're both mad about shopping and trends.however,we do not always go often cuz our events and appointments always clash.actually wanted to go shopping during our march holidays,but since then it was being dragged til now.But we're both ready and we're now choosing a good day to shop our heart out.
Since leslie is always busy,i've been looking for a good and crazy shopper.someone who is able to give comments and know places with nice clothes,like leslie.someone who is able to tolerate the long hours of walking around the town,at the same time enjoying our time and having a great conversation with.
I know is kinda difficult,but someday that person will appear. =)
let's shop our hearts out.
This is simply outta my mind! lol...
ok..yesterday was a...hmm..what can i say?
Yahh..went to school alone.Leslie,elisa,cynthia and min hui weren't in school and left me alone with andy and sutra.Bored.
I know it sound crazy but still believe it.I was chatting on the phone since 7.15 at night,all the way til midnight,12am.but of course,there's a break in between like...15 mins.it just went on and on and on..morever,we even msged each other since early morning like 10.30am!so the whole day was so...chatty.
I guess i've broke my record and im kinda proud of it. :P
yah...logged in to friendster this afternoon and i hate the changes.so weird and...eww.i dun like it. :(
leslie called this afternoon.yahh..damn many people skipped sch and my teacher called their parents.i wondered if mr lee call my dad or something..but maybe not cuz i did not give him any no. at all.oops...
Yahh..gonna slack at home the whole day.mum actually wanted to go shopping at OG but i was reluctant cuz was kinda FAR.so i just told her why not go the tm or blablabla...ya ya...in the end we did not go anywhere.well...cool with anything.
nice...
ok..yesterday was a...hmm..what can i say?
Yahh..went to school alone.Leslie,elisa,cynthia and min hui weren't in school and left me alone with andy and sutra.Bored.
I know it sound crazy but still believe it.I was chatting on the phone since 7.15 at night,all the way til midnight,12am.but of course,there's a break in between like...15 mins.it just went on and on and on..morever,we even msged each other since early morning like 10.30am!so the whole day was so...chatty.
I guess i've broke my record and im kinda proud of it. :P
yah...logged in to friendster this afternoon and i hate the changes.so weird and...eww.i dun like it. :(
leslie called this afternoon.yahh..damn many people skipped sch and my teacher called their parents.i wondered if mr lee call my dad or something..but maybe not cuz i did not give him any no. at all.oops...
Yahh..gonna slack at home the whole day.mum actually wanted to go shopping at OG but i was reluctant cuz was kinda FAR.so i just told her why not go the tm or blablabla...ya ya...in the end we did not go anywhere.well...cool with anything.
nice...
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
You feel really relieved when there's someone to hold you and listen to you.For someone who knows you,is indeed extremely difficult to find.
Just keep searching...
Yesterday was a fun day indeed...with those hilarious performances by the students and strangers,it really brighten up my day.
Did not watch DA CHANG JIN cuz` i was chatting with clinton yesterday night.I definitely have enjoyed a great conversation with him.Despite my phone's bad reception,we're still able to pull through...haha.So we talked about...well...almost everything.It have been such a long long time I had a good and long chat with somebody.I was totally into the conversation.The special thing was that there's a emotional part in the conversation.one thing,we can talk.=)
After a long chat and craps,Time for me to go to bed.Suddenly someone called me.It's Keith,my primary school friend.I was totally surprised that he called.His voice was kinda tremblings,and I could tell immediately he's not in good state.He told me that he did extremely bad for his mid-year and was very worried about his coming O level exams.I felt really sad and depress for him cuz` I cannot do much.I can only tell him,advise him,console him and motivate him.Knowing his difficult situations,i tried my best to advise him by giving him some life's examples.Even though I was only on the phone with him,but i can feel how lost and worried he was.hopefully,he's able to make it.take care dude.
Wasnt able to get into slp ytd night.Tossing and turning was all i was doing all night long.Received a msg that elisa and min hui all those werent coming to sch today.So i have to be alone all day long.even though was kinda bored,but at least i was here today to listen to mrs loke's opinions and how she feel when she found out so many people skipped school these few days.
tired now...gtg now.Chao!
Just keep searching...
Yesterday was a fun day indeed...with those hilarious performances by the students and strangers,it really brighten up my day.
Did not watch DA CHANG JIN cuz` i was chatting with clinton yesterday night.I definitely have enjoyed a great conversation with him.Despite my phone's bad reception,we're still able to pull through...haha.So we talked about...well...almost everything.It have been such a long long time I had a good and long chat with somebody.I was totally into the conversation.The special thing was that there's a emotional part in the conversation.one thing,we can talk.=)
After a long chat and craps,Time for me to go to bed.Suddenly someone called me.It's Keith,my primary school friend.I was totally surprised that he called.His voice was kinda tremblings,and I could tell immediately he's not in good state.He told me that he did extremely bad for his mid-year and was very worried about his coming O level exams.I felt really sad and depress for him cuz` I cannot do much.I can only tell him,advise him,console him and motivate him.Knowing his difficult situations,i tried my best to advise him by giving him some life's examples.Even though I was only on the phone with him,but i can feel how lost and worried he was.hopefully,he's able to make it.take care dude.
Wasnt able to get into slp ytd night.Tossing and turning was all i was doing all night long.Received a msg that elisa and min hui all those werent coming to sch today.So i have to be alone all day long.even though was kinda bored,but at least i was here today to listen to mrs loke's opinions and how she feel when she found out so many people skipped school these few days.
tired now...gtg now.Chao!
Monday, May 22, 2006
something that was meant to be.
since we have free tickets,we decided to have some fun and excitment at Escape.initially,elisa and i were very reluctant to go cuz` we're actually looing forward everyone to change their mind to wild wild wet.i really have a hard time pulling people around me,persuading them to go.well...all for the sake of andy.but i guess he was touched by my effort. :P
we really have great fun.since afternoon 12.15pm,we started enjoying ourselves til about 7.45pm.everyone was tired,and their voices became really sore,esp. mine and leslie's.we kept roaring but not screaming..we roared our heart out.later i found out i lost something.something that was once important and close to me.
the chain with my name on that lun gave it to me on my bdae.and the little rabbit that i got it myself when i was having a date with him.but it happened not only these 2 things were lost,but the whole bunch of chain including my nickname.depressing it can be,what it ws trying to tell me was,it was meant to be.i accepted the truth,and carry on with my journey.
we did a good deed that day.we found a bag.we opened it up and found a hp and 2 wallets.so we sent it to the office.they were like..."THANK GOD!"ya...i strongly believe that the group of people have senile.who can ever forget their bags?
anyway,we're there to celebrate andy's bdae.after fun,we went to a indian restaurant.well...we feel really left out cuz the restaurant was filled with indians.but we really appreaciate indian food.we order a curry fish head a a nice plate of vege.have a great time,and of course a happy ending.
called my mum and asked her to fetch me home.I was really jaded and sedated.i just to jaded to even speak.
Oh ya! Eugene gave me the topshop's discount voucher.how cool can this be? yeah!
the next day, i went out with my parents.we went to the centrepoint.robinson was having sale and i was running mad.brought a new wallet and a new handbag.actually wanted more but it was way too crowded.
i skipped school today.my mum told me she wanna go town but in the end she dun wan anymore cuz im having holiday soon.aiyah! i tot of using her money for shopping. :P
see ya!
since we have free tickets,we decided to have some fun and excitment at Escape.initially,elisa and i were very reluctant to go cuz` we're actually looing forward everyone to change their mind to wild wild wet.i really have a hard time pulling people around me,persuading them to go.well...all for the sake of andy.but i guess he was touched by my effort. :P
we really have great fun.since afternoon 12.15pm,we started enjoying ourselves til about 7.45pm.everyone was tired,and their voices became really sore,esp. mine and leslie's.we kept roaring but not screaming..we roared our heart out.later i found out i lost something.something that was once important and close to me.
the chain with my name on that lun gave it to me on my bdae.and the little rabbit that i got it myself when i was having a date with him.but it happened not only these 2 things were lost,but the whole bunch of chain including my nickname.depressing it can be,what it ws trying to tell me was,it was meant to be.i accepted the truth,and carry on with my journey.
we did a good deed that day.we found a bag.we opened it up and found a hp and 2 wallets.so we sent it to the office.they were like..."THANK GOD!"ya...i strongly believe that the group of people have senile.who can ever forget their bags?
anyway,we're there to celebrate andy's bdae.after fun,we went to a indian restaurant.well...we feel really left out cuz the restaurant was filled with indians.but we really appreaciate indian food.we order a curry fish head a a nice plate of vege.have a great time,and of course a happy ending.
called my mum and asked her to fetch me home.I was really jaded and sedated.i just to jaded to even speak.
Oh ya! Eugene gave me the topshop's discount voucher.how cool can this be? yeah!
the next day, i went out with my parents.we went to the centrepoint.robinson was having sale and i was running mad.brought a new wallet and a new handbag.actually wanted more but it was way too crowded.
i skipped school today.my mum told me she wanna go town but in the end she dun wan anymore cuz im having holiday soon.aiyah! i tot of using her money for shopping. :P
see ya!
one difficult day
Friday, May 19, 2006
aye...what a day.
so...got my math paper back.guess what? i've got a distinction.HAHAHA.
anw,have a hard day persuading people to go to the theme park with us.giving free tickets is really difficult.well...they just simply do not want to waste thier time on those non-living and deadly machines.oops?
ok...so we persuaded so many people.leslie and i just feel like killing ourselves.omg...and i,still,calling them one by one.but the end result?still the same.aiyoo!!
ok fine...we had enuff.but surprisingly andy's gg even though those 2 fellows aint gg anymore.
so...got my math paper back.guess what? i've got a distinction.HAHAHA.
anw,have a hard day persuading people to go to the theme park with us.giving free tickets is really difficult.well...they just simply do not want to waste thier time on those non-living and deadly machines.oops?
ok...so we persuaded so many people.leslie and i just feel like killing ourselves.omg...and i,still,calling them one by one.but the end result?still the same.aiyoo!!
ok fine...we had enuff.but surprisingly andy's gg even though those 2 fellows aint gg anymore.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
friendster is driving me CRAZY!
omg...after deleting some of the old pics,i tink is time for me to upload my new pics in friendster alr.everyone knows that friendster is lag at uploading pics.but it only takes about 1 or 2 days to get it fixed.however,now not!
anw,i tried uploading my pics and it FAILED.i was so frustrated about it and kept on trying.not only i have problem uploading,and oso deleting.how can it be that lag?4 dyas passed and im still having the same problem.
SHIT IT!
omg...after deleting some of the old pics,i tink is time for me to upload my new pics in friendster alr.everyone knows that friendster is lag at uploading pics.but it only takes about 1 or 2 days to get it fixed.however,now not!
anw,i tried uploading my pics and it FAILED.i was so frustrated about it and kept on trying.not only i have problem uploading,and oso deleting.how can it be that lag?4 dyas passed and im still having the same problem.
SHIT IT!
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
mission impossible 3
went out with my mum for a movie.she wanted to watch mission impossible.
well...it was indeed a great show and is a must-watch.
definitely tiring day.when i reached the bus stop i realised that i have forgotten about my bus card.we took a cab there instead,anw is a another hot day.
friendster is really lag and some of my uploaded pics aint out yet.worst,it became an question mark.
had a scolding from my mum that i've spent too much and asked me to spent wisely.I AM.
still feeling insecure that the guy might came perstering me agn.anw,he is a china guy.eww.
brough new rubber bands agn,and a nice rose clip. :D
went out with my mum for a movie.she wanted to watch mission impossible.
well...it was indeed a great show and is a must-watch.
definitely tiring day.when i reached the bus stop i realised that i have forgotten about my bus card.we took a cab there instead,anw is a another hot day.
friendster is really lag and some of my uploaded pics aint out yet.worst,it became an question mark.
had a scolding from my mum that i've spent too much and asked me to spent wisely.I AM.
still feeling insecure that the guy might came perstering me agn.anw,he is a china guy.eww.
brough new rubber bands agn,and a nice rose clip. :D
i've been followed!
Monday, May 15, 2006
oh my god! i've been followed!
After spending my day at downtown,im ready to go back home with elisa.so everything went right.we have a lot of fun,even though we did not ride bicycles,nor gg to escape[we have free 8 tickets but escape not open!!]so we decided to hit the arcade and have some fun like we used to have.
so they hit the...racing car,then basketball,jackpot,gun shotting,hitting,and i,playing keyboard.oh,anw,my driving improved at the advanced level.i won!lalalala...
so...took some pics and have some fun.we're all jaded.so decided to go home.took bus 21 with elisa cuz` there's no direct bus.then later i wanted to change to a direct bus.elisa do not want to accompany,so i solo. :)
Yahh..wanted for the bus hell long and finally it appeared.how nice,but not as nice anymore when something actually strike happened.
I was sitting alone and there was a empty seat beside me.i was sitting inside cuz` i wanna see the view outside.then another crowd came into the bus,a guy sat beside.
Initially,his legs were facing outside,later he start sitting in and play with his hp.well...he's playing the pool game and the noise was...boo.so i take a look at it and he saw it.i hecked care.
and then his arms start touching mine.i tot it was just normal cuz the bus was turning.however,i can still feel his arm.i kept quiet for the whole journey.well...cuz i saw a nice ring on the 4th finger.
so i just walked away when i've reached the bus stop.but he got down the bus too.i was panic and wasnt really know what to do.i was just hopping someone call me.i tried to stopped and let him walk 1st but he stopped too.
so i decided to call leslie.i wasnt able to tell him what was happening cuz he's just behind me.i was like..."yahh...leslie where are ya?oh...ya..u know...erm..just know..i seperated with elisa..ya..u know..err..brr..." OMG!
then i decided to turn around and asked him b4 he got in the lift with me.i was like"ya?" he was like..."huh? smile."then he start talking asking me if i can be his friend.i was totally turn off .I say NO and clarify with him that i've a boyfriend alr.[even though is fake]then he ask..oh ok..."you stay here?" i was like..."no...im gg to my boyfriend's house ya..gtg..bye".
I rushed off and got into a lift with another young boy.so decided to press as many buttons as possible.then leslie called agn and told him everything.
i didnt have any keys with me and i kept pressing the door bell shouting at my dad to open the door and he was like looking at me with that look.then my mum was so frustated that she asked me what's the rush.
then i told them i was being followed since the moment we're sitting down with each other.omg...i just dun wish to go out anymore!so sick!!
After spending my day at downtown,im ready to go back home with elisa.so everything went right.we have a lot of fun,even though we did not ride bicycles,nor gg to escape[we have free 8 tickets but escape not open!!]so we decided to hit the arcade and have some fun like we used to have.
so they hit the...racing car,then basketball,jackpot,gun shotting,hitting,and i,playing keyboard.oh,anw,my driving improved at the advanced level.i won!lalalala...
so...took some pics and have some fun.we're all jaded.so decided to go home.took bus 21 with elisa cuz` there's no direct bus.then later i wanted to change to a direct bus.elisa do not want to accompany,so i solo. :)
Yahh..wanted for the bus hell long and finally it appeared.how nice,but not as nice anymore when something actually strike happened.
I was sitting alone and there was a empty seat beside me.i was sitting inside cuz` i wanna see the view outside.then another crowd came into the bus,a guy sat beside.
Initially,his legs were facing outside,later he start sitting in and play with his hp.well...he's playing the pool game and the noise was...boo.so i take a look at it and he saw it.i hecked care.
and then his arms start touching mine.i tot it was just normal cuz the bus was turning.however,i can still feel his arm.i kept quiet for the whole journey.well...cuz i saw a nice ring on the 4th finger.
so i just walked away when i've reached the bus stop.but he got down the bus too.i was panic and wasnt really know what to do.i was just hopping someone call me.i tried to stopped and let him walk 1st but he stopped too.
so i decided to call leslie.i wasnt able to tell him what was happening cuz he's just behind me.i was like..."yahh...leslie where are ya?oh...ya..u know...erm..just know..i seperated with elisa..ya..u know..err..brr..." OMG!
then i decided to turn around and asked him b4 he got in the lift with me.i was like"ya?" he was like..."huh? smile."then he start talking asking me if i can be his friend.i was totally turn off .I say NO and clarify with him that i've a boyfriend alr.[even though is fake]then he ask..oh ok..."you stay here?" i was like..."no...im gg to my boyfriend's house ya..gtg..bye".
I rushed off and got into a lift with another young boy.so decided to press as many buttons as possible.then leslie called agn and told him everything.
i didnt have any keys with me and i kept pressing the door bell shouting at my dad to open the door and he was like looking at me with that look.then my mum was so frustated that she asked me what's the rush.
then i told them i was being followed since the moment we're sitting down with each other.omg...i just dun wish to go out anymore!so sick!!
last paper...!
tell me ya happy! u wannabe wannabe!
my last paper today and im feeling totally and awfully relieved.now is time for me to have GREAT FUN~
shopping,nite-out,foods,fun,,
muaha...gg to hit da downtown later this afternoon.meet up with elisa and we will go ard having fun ya.wonder if will it be fun. :D
have my last paper this morning and kinda like..a disasters.hahaha...but my holidays ain't so good anymore cuz we have to go back to the hell school to prepare for our prelims then our N`.well...since i still have some time,guess i just have to simply indulge myself in the fun.
ohh ya!is gg to have the great sg sale soon! leslie and i are looking forward to it VERY MUCH.we have our bucks and ready to go! but b4 that we will be gg to a concert by red rain ya.cynthia gave us ther tickets and sound really cool.then i have to take the vouchers from eugene and we can have more discounts.Hohoho...
YA!ytd was huixiong's bdae.wish u a happy bdae!
happy birthday to u!!
my last paper today and im feeling totally and awfully relieved.now is time for me to have GREAT FUN~
shopping,nite-out,foods,fun,,
muaha...gg to hit da downtown later this afternoon.meet up with elisa and we will go ard having fun ya.wonder if will it be fun. :D
have my last paper this morning and kinda like..a disasters.hahaha...but my holidays ain't so good anymore cuz we have to go back to the hell school to prepare for our prelims then our N`.well...since i still have some time,guess i just have to simply indulge myself in the fun.
ohh ya!is gg to have the great sg sale soon! leslie and i are looking forward to it VERY MUCH.we have our bucks and ready to go! but b4 that we will be gg to a concert by red rain ya.cynthia gave us ther tickets and sound really cool.then i have to take the vouchers from eugene and we can have more discounts.Hohoho...
YA!ytd was huixiong's bdae.wish u a happy bdae!
happy birthday to u!!
mother's day
Sunday, May 14, 2006
mother's day!
i called my god mum this afternoon and she sounds so happy.she was out with her son and grandson.:)
my sis booked a table at chili padi resturant.it is a noynia restaurant.well...the food was nice.i tot my sis will be the one end up paying,but this time round,AGAIN,not her.my bro paid.
hahaha...so we gathered together and i'm so full!having that uncomfortable feeling and as if im gonna vomit out soon.ewww....
so...today was another plain day with good food? what the hell?oh no..tml is my poa paper 1 and i was so..lazy to think abt it.
yawn..chao!
i called my god mum this afternoon and she sounds so happy.she was out with her son and grandson.:)
my sis booked a table at chili padi resturant.it is a noynia restaurant.well...the food was nice.i tot my sis will be the one end up paying,but this time round,AGAIN,not her.my bro paid.
hahaha...so we gathered together and i'm so full!having that uncomfortable feeling and as if im gonna vomit out soon.ewww....
so...today was another plain day with good food? what the hell?oh no..tml is my poa paper 1 and i was so..lazy to think abt it.
yawn..chao!
the rush in me
Early in the morning,i was awaken by a phone call from my mum,asking me to go downstairs and help her carry those fishy meaty stuff from the market.But sorry mum,im still sleeping.so i did not manage to help her.oops?
One very normal day,breakfast,tv,newspaper,alalala.same old thingy and nothing fresh since the day he left me.lying on my sofa and had nth to do.until my mum requested to ask me help her out.yahh..mop the floor.
time to exercise!!
Ya...damn it.i hate to sweat.makes me so sticky and smelly.but still have to cuz is good.hahaha..so clean up the whole house and i was left with the housefly.eww...
had a bath,had a facial,had a short short nap,and end up here.
halfway,mum asked me to have some nice fishballs outside.when i come back to my room,there's a msg.tot is eugene,but turned out to be lun.i was totally shocked and tot it will be a prank agn.but is not,this time round.
his msgs makes me feel uneasy,so i tried calling him but to no avail.but i replied back and he just say,take care.
everything turns out to be so...odd.im fliping in and out of the realms of mine,just tell me what to do.
life is short,
take it easy.
love is blind,
accept the heartbreak.
One very normal day,breakfast,tv,newspaper,alalala.same old thingy and nothing fresh since the day he left me.lying on my sofa and had nth to do.until my mum requested to ask me help her out.yahh..mop the floor.
time to exercise!!
Ya...damn it.i hate to sweat.makes me so sticky and smelly.but still have to cuz is good.hahaha..so clean up the whole house and i was left with the housefly.eww...
had a bath,had a facial,had a short short nap,and end up here.
halfway,mum asked me to have some nice fishballs outside.when i come back to my room,there's a msg.tot is eugene,but turned out to be lun.i was totally shocked and tot it will be a prank agn.but is not,this time round.
his msgs makes me feel uneasy,so i tried calling him but to no avail.but i replied back and he just say,take care.
everything turns out to be so...odd.im fliping in and out of the realms of mine,just tell me what to do.
life is short,
take it easy.
love is blind,
accept the heartbreak.
life is short,take it easy.
Saturday, May 13, 2006
life is short,take it easy.
That's what huixiong told me when we're chatting online.well...he knows what happened to me this recent daysss.so he actually explained that to me and im like...thanks! :P
Slept at 1.30am last nite cuz i wanna watch vocalno high.quite lame but overall not bad.It was indeed a very tiring day and i went to guang ming shan with my parents.Have my breakfast there and it was really delicious.Shared seats with the strangers,kind strangers i meant.
Hot and sunny,brought along my sunglasses and bottle.had a bar mof choco. early in the morning cuz im damn hungry.
Visited the whole temple and it was definately a phenomenon.The huge buddha statue and people were praying hard.Read throu the wishing list and seems like everything wish are from the younger generations.Like passing PSLE and exams...or bla bla bla.Welll...i didnt mean to read it,my mum showed that to me! :D
After spending the whole morning there,we went to bishan junction 8.Have our lunch there.Ordered a unagi set and was quite...nice.Often one nice lunch,walked ard and nearly got lost cuz was the 1st time we went there.Likewise,the place was big.Lotsa shops and a lot of...youngters there.
Then there we go to the ntuc and off back home.Well...have a bad time searching back the carpark until my cleverness hit me. ha!
That's what huixiong told me when we're chatting online.well...he knows what happened to me this recent daysss.so he actually explained that to me and im like...thanks! :P
Slept at 1.30am last nite cuz i wanna watch vocalno high.quite lame but overall not bad.It was indeed a very tiring day and i went to guang ming shan with my parents.Have my breakfast there and it was really delicious.Shared seats with the strangers,kind strangers i meant.
Hot and sunny,brought along my sunglasses and bottle.had a bar mof choco. early in the morning cuz im damn hungry.
Visited the whole temple and it was definately a phenomenon.The huge buddha statue and people were praying hard.Read throu the wishing list and seems like everything wish are from the younger generations.Like passing PSLE and exams...or bla bla bla.Welll...i didnt mean to read it,my mum showed that to me! :D
After spending the whole morning there,we went to bishan junction 8.Have our lunch there.Ordered a unagi set and was quite...nice.Often one nice lunch,walked ard and nearly got lost cuz was the 1st time we went there.Likewise,the place was big.Lotsa shops and a lot of...youngters there.
Then there we go to the ntuc and off back home.Well...have a bad time searching back the carpark until my cleverness hit me. ha!
my relaxation.
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Guess what?Guess what?Guess what? I only left ONE paper and my mid-year will be all DONE!
How cooool!Finally it is time for me to relax.Out down my pens and throw my books aside,jump
onto my summer paradise.Woohoo!
Even though my summer did not end up perfectly in the middle of the month,but i strongly
believe in destiny.Life is full of ups and downs,so with my friend's support,i stand up once agn
and walked back to the reality.I am back on track and ready to strive for my goals.
As i looked back,it have been a long time i am blinded by nonsensical stuff.Despite of advices
thrown onto me,i still stubbornly want to try out something that will not work.cuz i dun wan
a missing part and i do not accept that.how miserable....
anw,this afternoon went to tampines after my papers.Finally we have the time for 4 of us to
take photos agn like the past.We're kinda losing the grip cuz it is such a long long long time since
the last time we took neoprints.We lose the pose but still able to produce proper and nice shots.
have lunch at yoshinoya.actually wanted to have lunch at long john but the twins aunty grab our
seats away from us.Those f**king sh*ts.
anw im chased by a beetle in my room! im RUNNING NOW!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~
How cooool!Finally it is time for me to relax.Out down my pens and throw my books aside,jump
onto my summer paradise.Woohoo!
Even though my summer did not end up perfectly in the middle of the month,but i strongly
believe in destiny.Life is full of ups and downs,so with my friend's support,i stand up once agn
and walked back to the reality.I am back on track and ready to strive for my goals.
As i looked back,it have been a long time i am blinded by nonsensical stuff.Despite of advices
thrown onto me,i still stubbornly want to try out something that will not work.cuz i dun wan
a missing part and i do not accept that.how miserable....
anw,this afternoon went to tampines after my papers.Finally we have the time for 4 of us to
take photos agn like the past.We're kinda losing the grip cuz it is such a long long long time since
the last time we took neoprints.We lose the pose but still able to produce proper and nice shots.
have lunch at yoshinoya.actually wanted to have lunch at long john but the twins aunty grab our
seats away from us.Those f**king sh*ts.
anw im chased by a beetle in my room! im RUNNING NOW!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~
oh...my god.
Monday, May 08, 2006
oh my god! so damn hot this afternoon.had my history and maths P1
today.YA..gonna fail history.
anw,today saw that adriano from campus superstar again.Ya...those freaking bitches
were damn it ah lian.screaming here and there,when they want to take a pic with
him,they're like little rats.The whole mac. people can't stand their noise and so do
WE.cyn was on the verge of breaking into 2 pieces soon.hahaha...
yupyup...came back early today and saw a ka zhua with white spots and give out shh
shh sound.LOL...and some more the feelers are so...hack-saw like.LOL.my mum
played with it and threw it downstairs.and i? ran into my room and scream at my
mum to throw it away.YA..stupids.
phew...days past...so quickly.back to the reality again.feel kinda weird though...but
try to add as many colours and fil my life with entertainment.quite difficult..but try
to.heart sank when saw his words but...still i am who i am.
today.YA..gonna fail history.
anw,today saw that adriano from campus superstar again.Ya...those freaking bitches
were damn it ah lian.screaming here and there,when they want to take a pic with
him,they're like little rats.The whole mac. people can't stand their noise and so do
WE.cyn was on the verge of breaking into 2 pieces soon.hahaha...
yupyup...came back early today and saw a ka zhua with white spots and give out shh
shh sound.LOL...and some more the feelers are so...hack-saw like.LOL.my mum
played with it and threw it downstairs.and i? ran into my room and scream at my
mum to throw it away.YA..stupids.
phew...days past...so quickly.back to the reality again.feel kinda weird though...but
try to add as many colours and fil my life with entertainment.quite difficult..but try
to.heart sank when saw his words but...still i am who i am.
sigh...bad start
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Sigh...bad day.
Still on a very fragile state.one very fresh cut across my heart.but i believe time will heal all wounds.
Woke up very early this morning.received a msg.number is almost the same as lun's one.just wish the msg is true,but i guess is a big prank.anw,it is confirm not sent by lun,so a bit sad.
oh y god,if im really granted 3 wishes,one is to have a time machine.omg,so many flashback in my mind.but just have to live with it.
this afternoon was alone at home.home bitter home.just cant stop thinking about him.something quiver thru my body when i think about everything.
i wanna shout it out loud.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
thanks.
sickos.
Still on a very fragile state.one very fresh cut across my heart.but i believe time will heal all wounds.
Woke up very early this morning.received a msg.number is almost the same as lun's one.just wish the msg is true,but i guess is a big prank.anw,it is confirm not sent by lun,so a bit sad.
oh y god,if im really granted 3 wishes,one is to have a time machine.omg,so many flashback in my mind.but just have to live with it.
this afternoon was alone at home.home bitter home.just cant stop thinking about him.something quiver thru my body when i think about everything.
i wanna shout it out loud.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
thanks.
sickos.
my heartache.
Friday, May 05, 2006
I wish i wish i wish,i wish i am still yours...
"yup,let's stop here".
This phrase is used almost everywhere.To the taxi driver,to your parents or friends,anyone around you.But definitely not a phrase that appear within love.
I feel the tremendous pain inside me,as if it is going to kill the soul inside me.Everything was so fast,faster than i thought it would be.After weeks not seeing each other,things just ended at one go.Even though im looking for a more positive ans,but ended up negative.but this is not an equation.it is not math.i can just multiply negative one to be positive right?
Since the decision was made,i have to still carry on with my life without him.Maybe my life will have som changes.
I do not have to give him morning call,and i can't listen to his voice anymore.
I wont be receiving smses from him in the middle of the boring class.
I wont be looking forward to his msg that he will be meeting me.
I won't be charging my phone in the afternoon so that i can chat with him in the night.
I wont be worrying when he's in jb.
No more "doing?"
No more wallpapers for me and him.
No more dates.
No more passions.
No more love.
The bottle is empty now.
It is not that you are not good for me,it is just that we liked each other,but it doesn't work between us.And may you be a happy guy.
"yup,let's stop here".
This phrase is used almost everywhere.To the taxi driver,to your parents or friends,anyone around you.But definitely not a phrase that appear within love.
I feel the tremendous pain inside me,as if it is going to kill the soul inside me.Everything was so fast,faster than i thought it would be.After weeks not seeing each other,things just ended at one go.Even though im looking for a more positive ans,but ended up negative.but this is not an equation.it is not math.i can just multiply negative one to be positive right?
Since the decision was made,i have to still carry on with my life without him.Maybe my life will have som changes.
I do not have to give him morning call,and i can't listen to his voice anymore.
I wont be receiving smses from him in the middle of the boring class.
I wont be looking forward to his msg that he will be meeting me.
I won't be charging my phone in the afternoon so that i can chat with him in the night.
I wont be worrying when he's in jb.
No more "doing?"
No more wallpapers for me and him.
No more dates.
No more passions.
No more love.
The bottle is empty now.
It is not that you are not good for me,it is just that we liked each other,but it doesn't work between us.And may you be a happy guy.
free time...
Have my chinese paper 2 and physic paper today...the chinese paper was ok,not the phyics paper.i know i gonna fail terribly cuz i did not written down my SI units.
Yupyup...afer school,went to tampines to have a walk.tot it gonna be the 3 of us,but ended up 6.Dint have lunch with them cuz no appetite.later found out bin's at century square too.Went out to the food court with cynthia and saw him at the 4th floor.he wanted to come down to the 3rd florr where i was standing.but shouted across and asked him not to come down.then i walked away with cyn.
reasons?well...i know there's nothing to talk between us now.maybe just a hi will be more than enuff alr.so after about a minute i went off with cyn and he go catch a movie with his buds.the day ended up cyn and i went home 1st.i was tired and didn't want to hang ard tampines.
all the while i was talking to cyn.from the beginning to the end.we kinda have some of the same situations.she's having a situation that is reversed.well...she's a happy girl.kinda envy about it but just have to live with it.it's really nice to share some stuff and she knows my sorrows.well...she read my blog actually.im touched.:) thanks cyn.
received lun's mail today.It's a fwd msg.guess he's back from sailing?i don't know...i didnt contact him at all.giving him and myself an extra space.3 more days...my heart is pumping real fast.phew...!
Yupyup...afer school,went to tampines to have a walk.tot it gonna be the 3 of us,but ended up 6.Dint have lunch with them cuz no appetite.later found out bin's at century square too.Went out to the food court with cynthia and saw him at the 4th floor.he wanted to come down to the 3rd florr where i was standing.but shouted across and asked him not to come down.then i walked away with cyn.
reasons?well...i know there's nothing to talk between us now.maybe just a hi will be more than enuff alr.so after about a minute i went off with cyn and he go catch a movie with his buds.the day ended up cyn and i went home 1st.i was tired and didn't want to hang ard tampines.
all the while i was talking to cyn.from the beginning to the end.we kinda have some of the same situations.she's having a situation that is reversed.well...she's a happy girl.kinda envy about it but just have to live with it.it's really nice to share some stuff and she knows my sorrows.well...she read my blog actually.im touched.:) thanks cyn.
received lun's mail today.It's a fwd msg.guess he's back from sailing?i don't know...i didnt contact him at all.giving him and myself an extra space.3 more days...my heart is pumping real fast.phew...!
one week of survival.
Thursday, May 04, 2006
CREDITS:STICKGIRL.
Thursday...4 more days.
4 more days to happiness,or 4 more days to the disaster?
I can't stop myself from thinking about it.
I tear mt heart,to make me numb.
I ain't got you.I ain't got you.After you said you used to love,I guess everything have gone.Yes,I used to,but always loving you.I don't always show,but I really do.
Few more days to wait for your final answer.If I don't love you,why do I have to wait?You kept giving me hope by saying I don't know.When I say I wanna let you go,you still remain silent.I was mentally prepared for the worst,yet it doesn't happen.I lamented about the last time I went out with you.When came to think about it,I was at the moment of collapsing soon.The last time,even though was not a good one,but I still regret it...
One busy day...my life is so empty without you.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Yesterday was indeed a busy day...Well...trying to get myslef very busy.
I was struggling in school to be prepared for my exams.After school,I went to thw workshop and do my finishes for my d&t artefact.About an hour later,we packed up and went off.Have a sudden urge for going to tuition to revise my physics.When I reached home,have a nice shower and get ready for my tuition.Spend 4 hours there and have finish 2 chapters there.
Of course,I did not forget about my accounts.I asked Sri and Qing En to come over to my house to study accounts.I went home at 7pm,and have my dinner.Later we started this group study at 7.30pm until about 9pm cuz Sri have to go.Didn't really study much,but able me to remember some very important things.
Yup...packed everything and send them to the door.After that,have to prepared for tomorrow morning.Went to use the computer and update my blog.Then offline.Went to bed at 10pm.Early ya?
Even though I was studying the whole day,I did not feel tired at all.I was listening to the music,hoping I can quickly fell asleep.Suddenly I forgot to set my hp alarm.Here,another sad thing happened.
As I was setting my alarm,suddenly 3 alarms that were set before appeared on the screen.6a.m for school.4.30p.m for tuition.The last one is 7a.m to remind myself to give wei lun a morning call.As those memories were recalled,I just could not control my tears at all...
one of my habit were lessen,
how weird is that...
I was struggling in school to be prepared for my exams.After school,I went to thw workshop and do my finishes for my d&t artefact.About an hour later,we packed up and went off.Have a sudden urge for going to tuition to revise my physics.When I reached home,have a nice shower and get ready for my tuition.Spend 4 hours there and have finish 2 chapters there.
Of course,I did not forget about my accounts.I asked Sri and Qing En to come over to my house to study accounts.I went home at 7pm,and have my dinner.Later we started this group study at 7.30pm until about 9pm cuz Sri have to go.Didn't really study much,but able me to remember some very important things.
Yup...packed everything and send them to the door.After that,have to prepared for tomorrow morning.Went to use the computer and update my blog.Then offline.Went to bed at 10pm.Early ya?
Even though I was studying the whole day,I did not feel tired at all.I was listening to the music,hoping I can quickly fell asleep.Suddenly I forgot to set my hp alarm.Here,another sad thing happened.
As I was setting my alarm,suddenly 3 alarms that were set before appeared on the screen.6a.m for school.4.30p.m for tuition.The last one is 7a.m to remind myself to give wei lun a morning call.As those memories were recalled,I just could not control my tears at all...
one of my habit were lessen,
how weird is that...
imagine me without you
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
I teared opened my heart just to let you know I'm addicted to you.
I have nothing to type.I kept staring at the screen and force myself to stop thinking of it.I'm still bleeding...
It was definitely a fateful day.I was so poignant.All I can do was just to swallow my tears into my soul.Everything happened in a flash of blue light.There was still an air of uncertainty.But when to come to think about it,it is totally a heartbreak.I strongly believe that everyone will experience the pain,but when it actually happened to you,what you thinking was that...why me?
At that point of time,I wasn't able to control my emotions.I slammed the keyboard and ran into my room to vend out my anger in me.It must be time.My time ruined everything?
I can't stop myself from staring and hoping that the screen of my moblile will light up.Even if it does,is not what Im expected.This discouraging feeling just rose inside me.I lost all my confidence,even myself.
As the feelings slowly fade,all that is left was just memories.All these memories will make you smile a little bit,but in the end,another sword is pierced into your heart.All I can remember is the very moment when he say i love you into my ears.How great it is,to know he really do.You will be staring endlessly at the little stuff he gave you,the little stuff you guys have,and a little pillow for you to hug to ensure he's beside you while your are sleeping.
I really thought Im the happiest girl ever.When your friends asked about it,you will kept smiling,not telling them a single thing.However,it is totally different.When they talked about it,your heart sank.Cuz you are not the girl that was used to be blessed with love...anymore.
When I found you,I was blessed.
Blessed with your love,
that you used to shower me on.
Im sorry,I love you.
I have nothing to type.I kept staring at the screen and force myself to stop thinking of it.I'm still bleeding...
It was definitely a fateful day.I was so poignant.All I can do was just to swallow my tears into my soul.Everything happened in a flash of blue light.There was still an air of uncertainty.But when to come to think about it,it is totally a heartbreak.I strongly believe that everyone will experience the pain,but when it actually happened to you,what you thinking was that...why me?
At that point of time,I wasn't able to control my emotions.I slammed the keyboard and ran into my room to vend out my anger in me.It must be time.My time ruined everything?
I can't stop myself from staring and hoping that the screen of my moblile will light up.Even if it does,is not what Im expected.This discouraging feeling just rose inside me.I lost all my confidence,even myself.
As the feelings slowly fade,all that is left was just memories.All these memories will make you smile a little bit,but in the end,another sword is pierced into your heart.All I can remember is the very moment when he say i love you into my ears.How great it is,to know he really do.You will be staring endlessly at the little stuff he gave you,the little stuff you guys have,and a little pillow for you to hug to ensure he's beside you while your are sleeping.
I really thought Im the happiest girl ever.When your friends asked about it,you will kept smiling,not telling them a single thing.However,it is totally different.When they talked about it,your heart sank.Cuz you are not the girl that was used to be blessed with love...anymore.
When I found you,I was blessed.
Blessed with your love,
that you used to shower me on.
Im sorry,I love you.
days of my life...
Monday, May 01, 2006
I was having a fever these few days.Definitely feel uncomfortable and my body was as if burning inside.A bad flu,cough,fever and have bad appetite.I have no energy to talk,walk,even opening my eyes.As I force myself up from the bed,I found out I was the 1st to wake up.My parents went to buy breakfast,and I was alone sitting on the sofa,watching the lifeless tv programs.
Yes,is a holiday today.Usually I will be chilling and hanging out til I drop.However,I did not.Once I fell onto my bed,I just wish I can sleep forever.Nobody is talking to me til I fall asleep.But I just wait for my eyes to get tired,think of a little something,and close my eyes.It doesn't work.My eyes just opened up and here,again,wake up at the wrong side of my bed.
It have been half a month since the last time I meet up with Lun.Is either he's sailing or he's too tired to come over and meet me.Of course,he needs time to hang out with his buddies,and i,having limited time,make no chance for us to meet up.Morever,Im preparing for my exams.After my exams,guess he will be sailing again oftenly.He is oblivious to the sorrow around him.He's a gregarious person who avoids solidute.So he will enjoy himself with his company of friends.
Still,lying on my sick bed.Wondering if someone could give me their company.Yesterday night after my tuition,I went to meet up with Leslie for dinner.Cuz I really don't know what to do at home when nobody is around.So I dragged my feet along,and meet up with Leslie,for my dinner.After dinner,I begged him to accompany home cuz my house area was very remote.Well...he kept saying that he as if he owe me in the previous life.Ok,just accompany home ok?Lol...
Never fail to send a good night msg to lun before I sleep.At least to let him know that I care,and still exist.Im still not dead yet,don't worry.
Yes,is a holiday today.Usually I will be chilling and hanging out til I drop.However,I did not.Once I fell onto my bed,I just wish I can sleep forever.Nobody is talking to me til I fall asleep.But I just wait for my eyes to get tired,think of a little something,and close my eyes.It doesn't work.My eyes just opened up and here,again,wake up at the wrong side of my bed.
It have been half a month since the last time I meet up with Lun.Is either he's sailing or he's too tired to come over and meet me.Of course,he needs time to hang out with his buddies,and i,having limited time,make no chance for us to meet up.Morever,Im preparing for my exams.After my exams,guess he will be sailing again oftenly.He is oblivious to the sorrow around him.He's a gregarious person who avoids solidute.So he will enjoy himself with his company of friends.
Still,lying on my sick bed.Wondering if someone could give me their company.Yesterday night after my tuition,I went to meet up with Leslie for dinner.Cuz I really don't know what to do at home when nobody is around.So I dragged my feet along,and meet up with Leslie,for my dinner.After dinner,I begged him to accompany home cuz my house area was very remote.Well...he kept saying that he as if he owe me in the previous life.Ok,just accompany home ok?Lol...
Never fail to send a good night msg to lun before I sleep.At least to let him know that I care,and still exist.Im still not dead yet,don't worry.
