xoxo, rosette

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

I'M WEARING SLIPPERS...

I prone to chao school when I'm wear slippers to school. So again, I did. Partial from networking class today. Although it's easier to score when there's only 10 ppl in class, but the topic is irritating enough for me.

Somebody not feeling well today so wanted to pay a visit. But in fact, we lunched tgt instead.

And life is always random, you know when was the last time I had stupid pictures with my classmates?

See below and you will know.

This xiao jie over here and totally pointing at me. I guess?

So I point at her back.

THEN THEY FLOOD MY LAPPY WITH THEIR FACES WHEN IM AWAY....

Too many, lazy to post all also. lol

And I always this.

Ps. Don't make someone the priority in your life when you are just an option in his life.

Pps. And yes, everyone deserves better at times

Ppps. Then DON'T say you won't let it fade.

rose

Monday, June 29, 2009

NEW LANDYARD

I am happy.

Tdy's presentation was the easiest ever and at the same time showing my understanding towards the topic.

AND

I GOT A NEW LANDYARD <3>

You can't find it outside,

and even if you do,

it's not as special as mine.

Fuckin' confident.

Ps. Thks BBB's owner

Pps. FUCKIN HAPPY LAH

rose

USED TO FEEL THIS WAY

"

Early morning I woke up. Soft purple curtains dress up the windows softly in a quiet way. I am lying on my bed like a dead body. As the cold air blew upon me, I close my eyes. I dream…
With my hands I held my blanket tight, hoping that I will not be alone…hoping that I will not be left behind. I’m wishing upon nothing.

Basking under the afternoon sun, I know I got to do something that is the best for me. But I have never thought of leaving anyone behind. My sunglasses are breaking; my body is contorted with agony. I am contemplated to soak myself with love. I am burning. I want a frenetic lifestyle. In time to come, I will manifest no interest in all this. Yes…. fickle-minded.

Just believe it.

Beautiful evening I sat under a tree. I appeared to be at the beach. The waves were crashing in. Sunset was a feast to the eyes. It was visually stunning. Very gorgeous.......

Couples I saw were walking along the seashore. I am deeply affected. Seeing nobody was by my side sharing the scenery with me, I am utterly wrong to be here.

Cold and freezing night I was with my buddies. I am jaded. I am sedated. The topic they were all talking were uninspiring and disinteresting. Dull and monotonous. Gloomy…. I am.
I walked away quietly. Friends that noticed me looked at me furtively. From my looks they can sense I am apathetic. I just can’t be bothered with I am feeling a bit low.

Wondering…I am thinking. I should do something rather than standing like nothing.
Running all around the place, up and down, everywhere. Down to the kitchen I grab my chocolates. Switching on my rock music and went out-of-my-mind. Screaming I go… jumping here I go again. All my friends were enticed by my behavior they have observe. They all being influence by a maddie in the middle of the night. They start dancing with me. They start jumping. Everybody is intensely moving. We all laugh.

I am jubilated.

Here everyone is tried. Simply tired. They all run to the kitchen to grab for water like hungry souls. I was sitting outside under the starlight. My angry soul rest, telling her:

“ Little baby, please don’t cry…
Everything's gonna to be alright.
You got to be strong,
You have to be strong,
Everything is going to be all right. "

As the rose wilted, the fragrant is still being remembered; the petals are still being collected. Here close to the lips it touches, it was said” fades away.

"

Ps. It used to be my essay I used to write
Pps. Just something random to share

rose

Labels: extracted from my past

LEFT WITH THE ONLY ONE

I have been wanting to sleep a lot.

And I terribly miss the times where I can have all the time in the world to sleep til I can wake up naturally, and feeling refreshing and awake there after.

But recently, I've been dying to sleep, but I did not. In fact, I actually wanted to sleep during wee hours, and drag myself out of my cosy nest couple of hours later. It's not healthy, not cool, not fun, and why the hell am I doing it?

Ps. Life's a bitch

rose

Friday, June 26, 2009

CAPTURING YOU

I went to Raffles Place with Benedict. He brought me to this really fascinating place where I am very much inspired to take photographs constantly.

I really love this place, and would love to go back there.

rose

WHEN THE MORNING LIGHT EXPLODES

I love Sunrise.

It's another java day and I didn't have enough sleep last night. I overshot meeting time again and was feeling irritated by myself, asking myself why have I been waking up so late. I used to wake up early, and find myself having a peaceful morning. And now, it's all about hearing screamings in the morning.

Decided to attend class in a later time, because I don't want java to start my day. Had breakfast with benedict, and walked to school tgt. Right now, I feel like chaoing. But my grades just stop me from going. I shouldn't have got sick and skipped 2 lessons of java.

FUCK

I took this picture yesterday while I'm on my way home. I didn't manage to get the full shot of it. But it was very beautiful, as the rays of the sun strikes out of the clouds. It looks very holy, but I like. =p

Ps. I hate JAVA.
Pps. And the faci too.

rose

Thursday, June 25, 2009

SCARY MONSTER

H1N1 is spreading in my school. 9 confirm students tested positive. And one of them is in my block, in the same floor, and just 1 class away. It's so scary. I wanted to leave, but I still stay and finish up my work.

Today's marketing topic is really very dry. It's like stuffing somebody's mouth with a lot 5 pieces of cookies without allowing to drinking of water. ERRRR?

Ok, I should have just walk away.

Ps. Ah hai, stay for what?

rose

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

I'M NOT ANSWERING

I wouldn't wanna answer your call,
if I feel not important to you.

I see no reason why I should answer calls from people who pretend to ignore the other for the sake of feeling better, to make the other person feel ignored before he/she is being ignored. Then it was way too late for them to realise to do such a dumb thing when things doesn't turn out right in the end.

And sometimes, I just don't wanna listen.

What is it so difficult to understand and to know some things that are already so simple? I don't deny the fact that everyone is learning and trying to be wise. It can be my bad,

it can be yours too.

I have my troubles too. People reveals and become someone I can't even recgonise.

I can't always be the same too,
I can't always do a good job,
I can't always calculate the perfect timing,
I can't always satisfy you,
I can't always be listening to you all the time,
I can't always be doing the same thing,
I can't always be saying the same thing that can make you happy,
I can't always cater to your desire,
I can't always take the choice you can provide me with.

I can't.

And please,

Don't.
Don't even think about it.

I'm sorry to let you see the energy inside me burning.

Because it's fading.

Ps. when the morning light explodes...

rose

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

AH HAIS

Why ah hais? I intended to book my FTT ytd over at CDC with ben. I checked the operating hours and it was then I realise I have check the wrong operating hours. It's very saddening because I'm already wore out and still have to make an effort to book my test.

Feel dumb at that point, that's why feel like ah hai. Ben travel all the way down and find himself in mars. Therefore another ah hai.

It was networking class tdy and feel completely out of place. Feeling apathetic towards today's module and the people around me. Not a single amount of percentage of understanding towards today's problem. It is not a good thing. I can't imagine how I will do for my ut2 when I know I'm so gonna flung for my 1st.

People in school been praying really hard, awaiting for annoucments for early release from classes due to H1N1. Sadly, there ain't any. I did try to wait, but I know it wouldn't happen.

Sometimes I'm wondering if it's the school education system or it is us, the attitude towards learning affect our grades. I reckon that it's the school system that causes the students not to have positive learning experience.

All these remind me of my PP. I haven't even started it out yet. I'm so need to save my ass lo....

Ps. Someone uses my name and open a blogshop in FB. It's call e rosette boutique.
Pps. I'm wondering if she's really call rosette.
Ppps. It's not that I'm the only one who is having this name, but you never know........
Pppps. I'm just feeling uncomfy only la

rose

Monday, June 22, 2009

J A D E D R O C K S T A R

And then I hear a Babyface..."I only think of you..."

I've been rather not busy these couple of days because I feel very lazy and not motivated to complete the tasks I am suppose to do. I tend to feel very apathetic towards the things I should be finishing, somehow losing the focus.

If you've been wondering what I've been doing recently, I would prolly say trying to enjoy my time in RP and forgetting to study for my tests. Fortunately, my UTs come to a peaceful end this afternoon. I left early, and was the first to leave. I see no point sitting there, flipping my 6th presentation powerpoints, looking for an answer.

Because if you don't know, you don't know. You won't even understand what you are answering.

I know, try right?

Currently I am reading this book - Nigella Lawson, A biography by Gilly Smith. I am attracted to this lady because she is not only attractive, but sexy and live her life embraced with her passion on cooking.

She is wealthy rich, superb family background and smart. She is known as a "distractive student" since young in school. However, she will be extremely quiet when she is back home, back to her own room.

One thing that also caught my attention was, her mum and sister passed away during her most important point of life - Pregnancy.

And again, the same thing happened when her beloved husband pass away due to throat cancer.

Today, still standing strong and shining so brightly as a successful woman.

Very inspiring.

rose

Sunday, June 21, 2009

UH HMMM...

Can't remeber the last time I had popeyes over at the airport, and seeing planes over at the plane viewing area. But I certainly remember the time I came out at 2 am to chill at TCC with liee and jasper.

Had popeyes over at the airport ytd, and chilled there too. Really enjoy the whole session because I'm laughing, smiling, disturbing and being very action about my past. HAHAHAHAHA.

Ps. It's daddy's day

Pps. Maybe...try coffee club next time? =p

rose

Saturday, June 20, 2009

REVISION TURNS INTO RELEXATION

I've been having problems with my data networking and I think I need a tutor. I so happen to find myself one.

But he is also easily distracted, and I am trying very hard not be get distracted. Plus, we're at such a lovely place with water and view, who the hell would wanna study but not to chill?

Ps. Anymore uts to study? lol

rose

Sunday, June 14, 2009

ROBERT PATTINSON

So fucking hot.......I'm melting.........................................

rose

Saturday, June 13, 2009

FORCE OF NATURE

This is the phenomenon I saw at the back of the kitchen windows.

"BEAUTIFUL BEAUTILFUL!" was the 1st thing that came out of my mouth. It's going to rain soon, but I'm gg to swim. By the skies are cleared now. =D

Fireworks, planes, moon, stars, parachutes, mars, city of singapore, ferris wheel, IR, sunrise, sunset, and above all, the beautiful sky outside my windows.

This is the reason why I love my place.

And also the reason why my Dad would never sell this place for another.

rose

NO MORE BOTANIC GARDEN

I was suppose to meet Dawn for a picnic at Botanic but I overshot last night. Got wasted and had a bad hangover. Sorry babe! But make it up for her by asking her over to my place for dinner.

Went to town and did some shopping. Bought my studs after so long, chilled later at coffee club with Benedict and David.

Went tanning on thursday at Tampines. Maybe what Ben says is right, you will never get tan there. It's a curse.

He's not tanning, nor he's slping.

Ps. What a thursday night...

Pps.SURPRISE BENEDICT! was what I wanted to say at wheelock.

Ppps. I feel so effing tired.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

5 YEARS LATER - TODAY

RAVE ON =D

Meet up with Rave after 5 years not contacting each other. Thank god, I'm having holidays, he's having a off day, both of us are free, and manage to get into each others' lives again.

Catch Dance Subaru at cine. It's a touching show, and the dancing is cool. I like the part where the climax and impact of the show comes in. It's heart stopping and lots of goosebumps moments. I like the ending. The last dance, but the show is a bit too draggy, too long.

Bus-ed down to selegie and ate tao huay and you tiao. The place is pretty cool, sat upstairs. I like to you tiao. Dinner at boat quay (for after so long not gg there), chilled and chatted til late.

And a smooth ride home.

Corner of a street.

Rave.

By the water.

Ps. Holiday is ending very soon

Pps. Butter factory?

Ppps. Marina barrage

rose

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Don't know what the fuck is wrong with these people. It's true what Liee told me -

" It's not that people have changed, it just that they are revealing their true colors."

Ps. Don't ask me who I'm refering to.

rose

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

SMALL BOY BIG CAR

First thing I know in the morning, is to get ready, and go out.

Meet up with Winson, plan to movie, but time slots limited. Catch sex and the city and half part of 12 rounds over at his place. Yawns, tired at night, drove me home, dinner. And his mum wants me to go over for bbq. I feel so shy to reject her.

Ps. Your car is definitely too big for you
Pps. Thursday no more hair on your head, good luck with tekong
Ppps. Transformer 2, make sure it's at vivo okay

rose

Monday, June 08, 2009

SEARCHING FOR THE RIGHT ONE

Woke up late, mum didn't nag about last night, and I feel super tired. It's monday, time flies.

Meet up with BFF for lunch; waited for more thn an hour for him over at Tampines - lunch turned into dinner. Dinner on him - Thai Express. Soft shell crabs again, and lovin' it. Kai's with us too, for dinner and shopping for my new pair of shoes.

Walked all around tampines and found a nice pair. Cam whore at a open plaza at tampines 1.

And shopped for mum's grocery. When I wanna enter one of the lanes to make payment, I was blocked by a mum and her kid. They were just standing there, kid is not crying, and both of them just block the way. So, I said POLITELY, " Excuse me". Guess what did she say?

" EXCUSE ME MY BACKSIDE AH"

Seriously fat bitch, you are fucking blocking my way and I still get backfired by your childish remarks? No wonder your kid is not listening to you because you are obviously teaching and showing your kid the wrong stuffs. Yes indeed, your ass is huge and blocking my way. I should have said,

"EXCUSE ME BACKSIDE"

sunset.

Blazing hot sun outside my windows.

All prepared.

I love sunlight.

BFF.

Ps. I bought a new pair of shoes and I love it!

Pps. I've been eating a lot

rose

Labels: i love simple day out

AMAZING BARON'S

Oh, made a new pair of specs finally. If I'm not wrong, the specs that I'm wearing now lasted like...6 years. Never change em', and still usable. Prolly it's because I've been wearing contacts instead. Had Liee to make some suggestions but ended up choosing the one that I like. Plastic frame, black and slight leopard prints. Good side angles and people would definitely concentrate on the specs than my face. Anyway, there weren't a lot of choices. Others were okay, but I know I would spoil them within a year.

Watched Night in the museam at Downtown East. Some parts were funny, some are just not that funny. Suppose to booze inside but too engross with the show. Chill-ed at one part of Pasir Ris and it's really nice.

Full moon, bright. 12.a.m,

Happy Birthday BENEDICT!

Currently he is like a cooked lobster but still looking good uh! Amazingly in my JAVA class or I prolly die in the class with people who likes to "YEYY!" and keep quiet and who tries to talk like he is a pro.

FUCK EM YALL'

Ps. Enjoy your birthday. Happy 20th!
Pps. It's 1.40 and I have not get rdy to meet Liee at 2.30 yet. LOL
Ppps. I WANT TO TAN LAH.

rose

Sunday, June 07, 2009

EMPTY APARTMENT

Manage to get out today after a night of fun. I really had a great time on Friday. Oh, I laugh like a crazy woman. See some crazy people, play cool game, found myself in some cool places I'll never think of chilling, and realising the day was seriously full of unexpected surprises.

Got up early today because was awaken by noises. I couldn't sleep long even though I really wanna sleep. Meet up with BFF, was prasied by Gary, and waited for BFF.

Wore heels today, and both feets were severely injured because of the damn new heels. Forgotten to bite em'. Ouch throughout the day, but manage to settle down a few times to plaster my injuries, but you know, sometimes plasters never really work.

Realise time passed like a bolt of lightning.
HOTPOT FOR DINNER!

Meatballs with peanut sauce. Today we had the 4 different kinds of soup base. Tom yam taste common, clear soup base taste okay, ma la is the BEST!

It's KHAIRUL day. Meet up on Thurs and watched the to-rosette-is-scary-movie, TERMINATOR SALVATION. I cannot really stand super loud sound, shootings and all the machines thingy. I've never watch terminator. And I don't think I'll watch it again? =p

Did something bitchy, mean, but I'm just trying to show off what I can do? I know, right?

ZZZZZ.

Like totally candid.

Hi, I am ROSETTTTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Ps. I've been telling myself, life's a bitch, and people I meet, might not be nice, or rather, not as nice as I thought they will be.

Pps. And wondering why, they can't just take other people seriously

Ppps. Who is Rosette?

Pppps. A lot of voices in my head right now.

rose

Thursday, June 04, 2009

MORNING GLORY

Seriously, I really thought I'll wake up late in the morning, or prolly afternoon during the holidays. In fact, I've been waking up early. Like totally?

So anyway, since I've nothing better to do in the morning, I'll blog about what I've done yesterday(part II). Took some random shots actually, nothing much. Liked I said, I've nothing to do.

It doesn't look clean, it just look more organized. I didn't take any shots of the before images, if not you will see the difference.
But just like what my mum said, everything will go back o square 1. ZZZZ.

My closet. There're so many things that my "ROSETTE" at the back of the board is blocked.

Perfumes, Nail Polishes, Sun glasses...

Watches, Facial products, and random stuffs.

Watches, Facial products, and random stuffs.>Oh, I threw away some bags away, and put them inside a big box. It will get messy in no time. The little soft toy in the box is actually a speaker. It's damn cool, it has a USB plug at the back, and you can just connect to any lappy and the music will product from the soft toy's pair of feets! Ps. Thanks T.! =D

Other stuffs". That's my aroma therepy stuff I use to put every night before I sleep.

My favourite corner <3make>

I found more when I'm cleaning up.

"OH SO YOU'RE HIDING HERE!"

Okay, so that's it. What should I do next? Hmmm...

Ps. Yawns

rose

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

EMPTINESS THAT kills...

What a day, zzzz.

As you can see, I didn't really enjoy my day today. I feel so not occupied.

So, I decided to spring clean my room today. I woke up early today, and spend the whole afternoon cleaning my room. I even do cut outs with color them with color pastels. Paste them on the board. Aline the cushiony wallpaper onto my desk. Re-arrange my stuffs, throw away unwanted things, and TADA!!!

Spring cleaning done.

But my Mum commented that the place will be in a mess in no time. She estimate within 3 days. Wth? Prolly she's right, and prolly that's the reason why I'm always cleaning my room.

Got a last min meet up with ZJ, for after so long. We haven't seen each other for like, almost a year? I don't know. Abandoned mum's curry to meet him up for dinner. Oh yes, his honda civic transformed into the one who last saw at Downtown east. And yes, he did his modifications well, and yes, it's common nowadays but it's still a good car.

We ordered too much food. We went to bedok 85 and the one near fengshan, but both were closed for cleaning. As suay as we would thought, we ended up at bedok interchange. He shouldn't have ordered that much, he thought I'm somebody that haven't eaten for days. (wth?)

Oh, I watched Mall Cop and I think it sucks. Like totally?

Ps. I didn't wanted to go Georges', why booze at your workplace, again John??!!

Pps. Omg, I think I made a mistake, did I?

Ppps. I shld prolly work again

Pppps. hey you, yes, you come here, what is wrong?

rose

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

ROSES ARE BLACK

He listens, He learns, He, who appreciates.

I had a great time at ECP last night.

So, we didn't get a tent. But it was good enough. Shopped at Giant for food and Cold storage for dips, olives (super awesomeeeee!) and a bottle of red wine.

Honey-glazed chicken, french loft, dips, olives, pasta and lettuce sound a little too much for picnic, but still, manage to finish it. I've been dying to have this sort of picnic for ages, but didn't have the time, effort and person to share the moments together.

Mapped out picnic mat under a huge tree and remembering the stars we used to gaze. More food, wine and guitar.

Very windy, very breezy, very chilly.

For the very first time, I slept at a place in public, openly. Couldn't find a toilet, so pee openly also. HAHAHAHAHA.

Photos :

After picnic, soaking feets with sea water. Put a wall to soak my feet but mission failed.