My Phobia:
standing at the seashore.Especially when its having high tides.
Well...I don't know. The fear increases when its at night. There's just a kind of unusual feeling inside me that its completely difficult for me to express out.
To my darling:
babe...Im still afraid. I just can't wash away the last message you send me last Saturday afternoon. It keeps flashing in my mind and it seems that its not getting out of my way. It really scare the hell out of me. Guess what...I'm still suffocating myself in agony. Maybe its good to happen. At least you let me know how you feel. Now I'm still trying to be a better person. Remember of what you have promised me. You shall never break this promise. I just hate to see the backview of yours. =/
It is as if my heart will stop beating anytime.
Love always,
Rose