xoxo, rosette

Dion next year's schedule will be really tight..
Hmm...he might even be gg overseas for training and all those. Maybe he cant even spend new year, lunar new year, MY BIRTHDAY AND VALENTINE'S DAY with me. =(
Discouraged,disappointed,depressed,poignant, words are describe how i feel that that point of time. The LCD is flashing the white light on my face, the living room was dark and cold. Nobody's ard me, only myself, holding on to my phone, keeping my grief inside silently.

" come on...darling it's alright. there will be off days, and there's a word, belated."

my man have his job to complete and i will never be one of his obstacles in his life. he choose, i'll support. he ask, i comment. that's it.

i love u.

since august 10, i've not been updating the blog. some of them are alr complaining. actually wanted to delete my whole blog. after some thoughts,i think better not.

a lot of happenings.i'll not be mentioning all, maybe a couple of it will be enough.

it have been 3 months together with Dion. really tough for dion and i, but we are determined to move on. there have been fights and quarrels, misunderstandings and distrust. but i believe, i will miss those if one day, we're unable to be together.

time flies, and now dion is going for course starting from next tues. sadly, he still need to keep his hair short. anw, i still love the way he is.

Okie...that's fried Mars. Dion ordered that for me. I've seen that on cable tv CH16, that's onli sold in New York. If you guys wanna try, the restaurant is located at city link, called NEW YORK. obvious eh?

Okie...darl and I. Mrt, on the way home i guess. if im not wrong, we watch bardyard at plaza sing.yes...another geek show.

Anyway...next.

Yea...my N levels coming and I do not have a lot of time to spend with Dion. So fights often occurs at the end of the call. He wished to see me, but I am unable to. Sadly, i have to keep my grief inside. There we go again, crying hysterically. During tuition, my hp nv leaves me. every question i did, i'll take a look at my phone. If someone called, I wished for Dion, not my parents. Even if i can meet him up, it will only be a few hours. I believe he will appreciate, i believe he will understand.

Now this is my most important week. 7 more days to go. after my N levels, Dion will come over to my house, and meet my parents. I am of course worried, anxious and afraid. One disapprove will be like hell for both of us. But i will not forget dion, he lives inside me.

yep...Dion is moving house soon. He can now have his own room. he was wondering what to paint on his walls. So i've search for him this design. I edited for him. maybe blue and red is the better choice?

now this design is my computer's background picture. i love it,there's another design, but im too lazy to upload. LOL. oops.

Hmm...yesterday something's wrong with audition. So i removed the program. then i found out it was on maintaince. ok fine...downloading it AGAIN and it takes hell lotsa time. hmm...i need that to kill my boredom.

Oh god...i miss Dion. it was like have not seen him for ages! hmmm...darling, i miss u. >.<

i've never been so bless.
did i make u feel complete?
but u make me feel complete.
the things that we've done together.
every moments we've shared are unforgettable.
every mistrust is every lesson i've learnt.
all the love u have showered me,
are all buried deep inside my heart.
my boy, im sorry to make me feel that way.
but dun worry, im always behind u.
i will not ask u where u r,
as long as ure here for me,
i glad that ure here.

I Love You.