ROCKSTAR ROCKSTAR; you're my rockstarOh~ rockstar falls sick today. It was a gross night, yesterday. I was asleep and it was around 5.30a.m. I decided to have a big sneeze and I suceeded. However, the jelly jelly stuff was all over my face. I was too tired to grab a tissue that I wipe directly on my t-shirt and continue sleeping......................I know it's disgusting lah. I couldn't stand it either when my hands keep bua-ing on it, so I change to another t-shirt and clean my face also. Hehe.Ps. Like I mentioned, I was too tired.rose
HEY SEXY; HEY ROSETTE'S BOYFRIEND; HOTweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
rose
BOUNCY BOUNCY MEATBALLS; HOT HOT HOT My cravings satisfied. I just can't wait for anybody else already because I think I'm going to die not eating the very hot and spicy steamboat. But I ended up having sore throat and I also LAO SAI.
However, I still craving for it you know.............................................................................
Ps. MORE LA MEI ZI
rose
IN THE RING OF LOVE; with you
Things might not be running smoothly recently for you, or going your way to make things better for yourself. I know myself that I couldn't help you much but make you at least happier. I'm sorry if I've upset you.
But it doesn't mean I care less.
Ps. I love you
rose
CAR PRACTICAL 3; EXTRA HOLY AND FUN"kiss me thru the phone, see you later on..."
Somebody wanted me to change my blog's music to this current one. Somebody, but I don't tell you who!
Anyway, prac was fun. I know you irritating people wants to know how many times I stall right?
I TELL YOU NOW
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2 TIMES.
Hana hana, I still stall lah. But from the HOLY SHITTY MORE THAN 8 TIMES reduced to 2 is far better. And I drove all the way to hougang from old tampines road. I drove too fast that Uncle James asked me to slow down.
He said" Aiyo! Don't fly first! You still having L plate leh Xinmei".
And guess what? I was driving paya lebar air base area and I SEE ANA AIRPLANE CROSSING THE ROAD IN FRONT OF MY CAR.
Like...so exciting. Because I nv seen a air plane so close to me in front of my car, like crossing the damn road lah. Uncle James said he only see that 2-3 times a per. So I'm quite lucky that day. =D
Oh, and he showed me many temples and ask me to go pray 2 times per year. =/ And also show me buddha in his car. =///
HUHU.
Ps. liee, the bbq was really cool.
Pps. boyfriend getting his graduation robes!
rose
Hey everybody. Rough days...
Aw, La Luce is getting more and more rosy. They imported sooooooooo many rose clips in and were well sold. I think I should get one too. (=
But working in a good envoirnment doesn't mean your personal life gets to go by YOUR way. Fuck, just sucks. Sometimes you just can't hold the frustrations in yourself that you have to behave in an ugly way.
What's worst is that you can't even enjoy a nice meal with your best friend after a hard day of work and standing and entertaining irritating shoppers.
I sent so may angry smses to my sister. I totally ignored my mum and went to sleep, crashed under the sheets. My sister bought me a pair of nice butterfly-pattern earrings.
I went to bed and force myself to fall aslp without repeating my love habits. Resulted me to have weird dreams and even one which I can feel my heart is thumping really quickly.
What I want? All I want is to fall in your arms again. I'm just so shag, so tired. Feeling so weak that I just wanna stay and stop thinking.
Ps. take me away.
rose
AQUARIAN GIRLS' DAY OUT;XOXOGood day good day! So, today was my 2nd prac and it sucks so badly. I stall-ed like hell times because I was so on the road today, facing the real life traffic after 7 days of not practicing. I made a lot of careless mistakes today. I forgotten to bring my prac fees even.But after some stalling, everything came smooth and okay. VERY NERVOUS. Have to recall back everything again. And now, La Luce @ Far east has a new look! It has a ROSE GARDEN. I couldn't believe my eyes. I so wanna work there!Anyway, today I went out with Dawn and so many things happened. It was a HILARIOUS DAY.We went to Coffee Club@Paragon and talked. I really like their chicken pie. So we hang out in the ladies and it's really confortable. We did some touch up and some bitchy kid told her mum "Mum, these 2 girls are vain." I didn't hear that, Dawn did. And I was like " You will know it when you grow up @$#@%$#^%$". But like Dawn said, we are very vain. HUHU.So, vain girls love to cam-whore. This picture was taken by Dawn and I look like some drug abuser. But it's okay.We went to cine ltr and CS called Dawn. I dragged her to the New urban male and some stuff happened. It goes like this...:"Went into num and made a scene. Wanted to look at the price of the bag on the mannequin, then the whole male mannequin fell backwards and I screamed. OMG SO MALU. Lucky the shop was kinda empty. LOL. When they tried to stabilise the mannequin, the leg came off. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. It was so funny watching all of them fussing over the mannequin and his leg. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Gosh. I felt so malu cause I was just touching this other bag on another mannequin, then the belt drop. ZSD LA. Then I decided, better not touch anything and walked out." Dawn' LHRI was laughing like hell and seeing all the guys fussing over the male mannequin and the leg. Before the mannequin is going to fall, I was like..." It's gg to fall...ahhhh...."Dawn, don't touch any mannequin from now on okay? But maybe it's not our fault. HAHAHAHA.So, after malu for so long, it's time for dinner. Had LJS and both of us are so full. And I am happy. THERE SHE IS! THE MALU QUEEN!
Ps. BABY CAME BACK! YES!
Pps. MANNEQUIN IS FALLING!
FIRST DAY IS MY last DAY?Doubt so."Stop playing tricks on me..." was what I was thinking when I received a call from La Luce. I saw unknown number appearing on my phone and have no idea who the hell was that. Then one familar voice said my name in like a sort of guilty tone."Rosette..... ... ..?"Ya I know why you call, for reserves right? Anyway, she asked me if I'm free tmr and asked me not to be surprise when I'm reporting work tmr. Why?"Oh, the shop expands."So all these while you didn't call because it's under renovation? Hmmm, maybe I can ask her that tmr. I'm reporting at 1pm tmr and that's the time I normally wash-up. And all the way til 8/9 pm? I so don't wanna feel that "retail-girl-stands-all-day-long". Maybe for one day. =D I'll earn it and wait for my baby to come back.Ps. Wondering what is he doing... =/ worried*rose
B.L.A.C.K REVITALIZED; THE NEW ROCKO
I look like some ghost in tihs photo, I don't deny. Seriously, I couldn't find a better photograph of me. And I don't wanna delay anymore time blogging. So, just use this picture. Don't see my face. My hair.
I used Henna and the smell stinks. I used FIVE packets and still there are brown hair at the back of my head. It so black.LIKE B-L-A-C-K.I feel very asian. Next time when you see a black head lingering around the east and central, that's me.huhu.Ps. Shld I cut bangs?rose
WHEN YOU'RE GONE;XOXO FAVOURITE SPOT; L.O.V.EDin gg off to KL. Before he leaves, I meet him up ytd at the reservoir. I made lunch for him. He likes to crabmeat I think. But above all, the last part were always the best part that's happening at the end of the day. MUSHMUSH. All before I meet him at the reservoir. HANA HANA I KNOW LA. Vain lah. huhu.
MY HEART CAME CRYING OUT FOR YOU
I went to ECP today. Wasn't planned but I told my parents to bring me there because I need to walk. I was suppose to skate but did not. Ended up walking around looking at people. There weren't many dogs today, so Munchie was not happy.
Had Mac for lunch and the service sucks so bad at ECP Mac. I was served by some sort of ah lian. She even forgotten to give me the change. She charge the apple pie of 2 bucks. She didn't apologize. BU KI MAK KAU.
I think it's gg to rain because there're dark clouds gathering. But it was gone ltr. What's happening? I think it's because my baby is not here with me. =(
Ps. First day without you suck so badly.
Pps. Nobody eating dinner with me :(
Ppps. IMY BEH.
rose
DISGUSTEDBYMYSELFI'm so frustrated. I'm so upset. A strong hurtful feeling on my chest and it's killing me.
I need my trustees.
I want attention. Tons of it, lots of it, big bags of it, whole basket of it, one truck of it.Enough was never enough from you. I just want to feel your presence whenever and wherever I am. And there wasn't a day that I don't miss you.
Don't talk about the day that we would move on by our own because I just can't say goodbye. I still wake up every morning dying to see your face, to hear your voice. I felt loved.
Everytime I had a bad dream, the first thing is to tell you and to hear you laugh about it because it makes me so happy.
I will burst in joy if you take me away from any of my misery that's happening. That I rather not hold my tears in front of you because I know you wouldn't ignore and laugh at me, thinking that I am ridiculous.
My friends are the people living in my past until present. And I hope you don't mind my past because I am trying to know more people of the opposite gender today to let you know I care about your thoughts about my circle.
Ps. You have to ask for a kiss because it makes me feel like you want me, even for a slight second.
love,
rose
THINKING AND THINKING OF YOU; FOR YOU I DOI miss looking into your eyes.
I am thinking of you.
For you i'll try.
Lesser mistakes.
Take it away.
Yes I love you,
for you I do.
Looking into your eyes
I love to look into your eyes.
Because
I
see
your
love
for
me.
Ps. Hugs
rose
I like to listen to his heartbeat because it plays my favourite song.I'm so bored. I've been catching up tv shows lately and trying to get addicted to it. This is how bored I am. Why am I staying at home? For the sake of staying at home. Well, my close friends know why if I'm out late with them. It's nothing when it comes to shouting on my mobile at night. Sickening!Since, I tried staying at home(alr 2 days) and my boyfriend is ill. He's leaving KL on saturday, and I die die also wanna meet him tmr. This is when " unless otherwise stated" happens. And it don't kill not letting me out, right?Seriously man, La Luce is kinda pissing my pussy okay. I just hate being a "Reserved" sometimes. I shldn't have said something like, "I'm so used" while I was still working for Raoul. How I don't appreciate they using me. And why are every company hiring full timers uh?! Save cost, hire part timers mah. Like me =DMy parents came naggin' why I quit SGCC. A few reasons :1. Sick of everything there2.Sick of travelling there3.Sick of sitting down all day4.Sick of my job5.Sick of entertaining6.Waste of my time7.No freedom8.Meet irritants almost everyday I work9.Sick of that place10. My parents asked me to leave because they said they will support me. (NOTE THIS)I know I shld have more sense when it comes to this. HOW CAN I ALLOW MY PARENTS TO SUPPORT ME? But too bad, because I'm so tired of working on weekends. HELLO?! WEEKENDS ARE MEANT TO BE FUN AND ENJOYABLE.I lost count on how many time I missed parties, birthdays, trips and time with my family. Furthermore, I miss working in retail. I thought La Luce can save me, but it DIDN'T.Oh~ let my broke days end quickly.Ps. mush mushrose
XOXOROCKO!XIN MEI TO ROSETTEDin fell ill again. I'm so dead worried after we hang up our last call this evening. Cuz' he will be sick for the rest of the weak and it sucks seeing him not eating well for a week. Can't hang out, can't be with him. Even if I do, he's so fragile.Ps. If I could, I would be there for you right now. You have no idea how much I want this.rose
HOLY PRACTICAL LESSON 1.Yesterday turned out to be a disaster. Oh never mind that, everything is fine now. I'm okay. Anyway, I had my first practical lesson today with Ah James. He was late for 15 mins, but he did call and inform me. So it's okay. Once I entered the car, I feel so holy. Like I can drive the car without being trained. LOL.I feel I will never have a car accident and I will feel guilty if I lie inside the car. It was interesting because he's damn lepak. After only 5 mins, he already asked me to move to the driver's seat. Practice my brake, clutch and accerlerator. Not forgetting my gear lever. IT'S DAMN FUN AND EXCITING!I feel like driving so fast but of course cannot lah. It's even more cool when I learn how to turn the car 360 degrees, repeatedly.What's the best thing? He uses rythum so that it's easier to remember. He was so chill-ed."I've been sitting here for 25 years. You don't be stress. I should be stress! But don't worry, because I am here to protect and take care of you so that there will not be any accident. Xin mei so smart, A division already!"Well, it's very nice.Sometimes even nicer when he starts to meditate in the car.Ps. I can't wait for next week's practical!Pps. Love you beh.rose
I'VE PASSED MY BASIC THEORY TEST TODAY!Thank you for the good luck messages and calls today. Plus, Din was with me the whole time(except in the room la), waiting for me to complete my test. I was a bit reluctant, but still feeling nervous about the test.During the test, it was quite difficult for me to focus because I'm too anxious. When the question was out, I already knew the answer. And then feeling excited to find the correct on below. Within 15 mins, some people finished and even pass. The guy beside me was so stressed that it affects me as well. So, I decided to check every of my question before I end my test.I felt wrong when I'm waiting for the screen to switch to results. But it was a HUGE RELIEF when I see the word "Passed".If I don't pass,Nas will think that I'm stupidMum will think that I'm too stupidLeslie would laugh his head offJasper would also laughDad would be pissedSis will give me the face I hateDin would need to have the patient to console meAnd I would have to drag my feet to book my test again.HOWEVER,I PASS THE DAMN TEST.PRACTICAL TIME!Hope I don't hit everywhere big time.P.s BFF I didn't fail youPps. SAYANG DIN!Ppps. I want to eat LAMEIZI!rose
HELLO.Hohoho. Finally, I got to visit Shila. I'm not alone, with my bimbo girlfriend, ERINA.
So, I made my way to Jurong west. After those tiring journeys, WE FOUND SHILA.
Her baby is HUGE lah. Like some 8 months baby when it's only 2 months. Can stand on his feet also. He has a unique name, Risky. I think I spell wrongly because it's the same pronounciation.
And Shila just throw her baby in my arms.
HAHA. NEVER CRY.
I made a history carrying baby. The baby see me he shy.
ME:"HAHAHA, I AM BARNEY THE BIG D. I AM GOING TO EAT YOU LIL' ANGEL"
BABY: "NO~~~~SOB"
And this is my cheena face. MUAH TO BF.
So we went to town and look for sharifah. OH, i miss her. She was so happy when she sees us. Or maybe u shld say, ERI. Hahahahaha. Had a good chat with her. Then me and eri eat sushi and go find our boyfriendssss.
I am going to make lemonade again~update soon.
PS. I WANT TO EAT LA MEI ZI
PPS. STEAMBOA
PPPS.STEAMBOAT STEAMBOAT
PPPPS.BTT COMING!!!!
ROSE
In this photo, we all look happy. But, behind each smile, has an evil heart.
NO LAH.
But I don't deny that I don't like to talking or even looking at some of them inside the photo. Well, Sem 2 is not as crazy as Sem 1. I miss Sem 1 more. Sem 2 pass too quickly. We do not have a lot of time to get tgt and some people are not as outgoing.
However, I am glad to meet Marcus, Zai, Sindy, Ridwan and Marc. OR WILL BE DAMN FUCKING SIAN.
Ah, Tuesday. I woke up at 6.30a.m to shit. I've been having stomachahe the whole of last night. I didn't wanna get up to shit because I wanna sleep. At some point, I have to wake up and shit.
I don't know what shit I've ate but it's damn shitty.
So, I didn't do much tdy. I just iron some clothes, Sweep the floor. And I guess that's it. No mood lah. Boyfriend not free, never reply text. :(
Somemore I'm in pain. __
fuck yall' all.
Thw weather been so sucky the past few days and it's ruining my mood. Can't go anywhere to chill and need to get back early because we couldn't find a place to sit and talk. I'm so getting frustated.
AND, my hair looks like some weed. I decided to colour it all black. But this morning. I don't feel like dying it black anymore because I see a nice head lingering in front of me. AHA.
OK I'M FUCKING BORED PEOPLE.
Ps. Don't know where's my boyfriend. Tell me if you see him okay?
rose
Some people have been telling me to update my blog. Everytime they visit my blog, it's the SAME OLD THING.I have my reasons okayyyy.1. I don't have a lot of time2.When I've time, my bro would want to use the desktop3.There's not wireless in my hse, so can forget about isiong my laptop4.I'm out with my besties and boyfriend5.I'm working6.My bro always play his stupid dota7.I'm too tired to upload photos8.Too many to update9.Photos not edited yet10.I'm lazyOkay la, partly I'm lazy. But I help out my mum with hsehold chores sometimes. Too many clothes to iron and too many other things to wash. Or my eyes are glued to my tv screen after I'm done with everything. =DOh, so many people pass their fucking TP alr. Fucking irritated. But if you my friend, it's okay. BECAUSE GOT CAR GO ANYWHERE ALSO CAN~~~Aiya, BTT is coming. Jasper was like - Quickly pass you BTT. Then you can start driving liao!!!!Seriously I didn't know that. Luckily he told me or I wont have the heart to study the book. I'm excite. And Liee just keep saying I can't try driving or I'll stall tons of times.NBCB.I go take BTT first. BLEAH.My BF is going to be with me on that day. =DHopefully no ka zhua.Ps. It's been 3 days.rose