When I can't breath, I didn't get out of the water.So peaceful...so quiet.Let me sleep under the surface so that I will not be facing everybody.Eyes are feelin the pain, I can hear nothing.Heart stop pumpin, body stop working.
So actually decided to go swimmin today.Well...it had been a long time since I was in the pool already.This morning I got up at 8a.m and meet my girlfriends at the nearby bus stop at 8.30 a.m.So we went to Tampines to have our nice breakfast at HANS.I ordered ham salad[it sucks] and a cup of orange juice.So chatting and eating, we went off to Bedok swimmin complex.Even though it was still raining[slightly], but we just wanna soak ourselves in the water.
So when we reached, we walked on the path and there was a dozen of bangaladesh restin on the grass.As we girls walked by, those bloody eyes kept looking at us[dun say we gals hao lian la!] But as long as there are girls, im sure they will look at them.So we gave them that disgusted face and walked away.But actual we girls are quite irritated.
So walked and walked and is like only a few people swimmim in the pool.The pool was ours! I guess cuz it's rainin...so we swim in the rain. :) Later to deep pool we start playin some stupid games, see some nice hunks.Later children were there for their lessons, we decided to move to the medium pooll instead.So we swam...and "kill" each other.Hahaha...In the afternoon, the Sun finally came out.So my friend and I basked under the sun and it was like so nice. :p
So later at about 2pm, we go for shower and went off for our lunch.KFC.Yahh! Sinful I know...just eat la! Then we went to NTUC and buy sweets. Sin! Yahh...bo bian. I suggested goin to the library cuz we girls were so damn tired and were dying.So we took TONS of magazine[style and fashion] and hide ourselves at one corner.Nice envoirnment...eat sweets, gossip,chat, nice huh?
Yahhh...we didnt return the magazines back.But we put it aside and is better for the stuff to clear up ma.So we're very kind alr.So and then, we went back HOME! So I got myself tan and well...okok la.Some girls say girls look better with fair complexion.Yahh..I USED TO think so too but now not.Face so white like ghost like that...floating here and there.Give that pale face not nice ok! So I rather get myself...well..at least a bit tan to look better.People see you oso nice ma..rite? :D
Gettin myself on the move...
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Aunt's birthday!!!
Saturday, November 26, 2005
Is my aunt's bdae today!! So i got to enjoy a very nice dinner with lotsa ppl!
Heyyy...hahaha.Here I go again...just keep eating good stuff.So this time round I have to dress real nice and make-up and al those shits.Whoo...finally wear some nice acessories and fit in a nice pair of heels! So we decided to have Muthu's Curry.Sound very Indian and no-a-nice-place rite? I oso thought is not a nice place to have a great dinner.But later when I saw the place, I was totally shocked! A real high class restarant!Wahahaha.....
So my dad ordered 2 medium size fish head curry, 2 Mutton curry,2 Chicken curry,2 Vege, 3 non, 4 basket of crackers.Burppp.Yahhh..a nice meal indeed.Total amount of money spent? $200.55.Worth it..
So when we're having dinner, my cousin is sitting beside me.He's damn bad and spray water on me! Arghh! So later i ignored him and he even say im a molester! Basket..
Later I walked away my uncle press my head down and say " you cannot be tall!".Grins...
And oso! The prawns we ordered is like damn HUGE! So is real nice and i dropped it on the floor wile peelin it! Everyone laughed at me! Cuz the prawns are like so expensive and each cost $6!Yes...just for one prawn.Hahaha...
Heyyy...hahaha.Here I go again...just keep eating good stuff.So this time round I have to dress real nice and make-up and al those shits.Whoo...finally wear some nice acessories and fit in a nice pair of heels! So we decided to have Muthu's Curry.Sound very Indian and no-a-nice-place rite? I oso thought is not a nice place to have a great dinner.But later when I saw the place, I was totally shocked! A real high class restarant!Wahahaha.....
So my dad ordered 2 medium size fish head curry, 2 Mutton curry,2 Chicken curry,2 Vege, 3 non, 4 basket of crackers.Burppp.Yahhh..a nice meal indeed.Total amount of money spent? $200.55.Worth it..
So when we're having dinner, my cousin is sitting beside me.He's damn bad and spray water on me! Arghh! So later i ignored him and he even say im a molester! Basket..
Later I walked away my uncle press my head down and say " you cannot be tall!".Grins...
And oso! The prawns we ordered is like damn HUGE! So is real nice and i dropped it on the floor wile peelin it! Everyone laughed at me! Cuz the prawns are like so expensive and each cost $6!Yes...just for one prawn.Hahaha...
MOAN...Love affair
Friday, November 25, 2005
A love affair with knowlegde will never end in heartbreak...
A love affair.I read tons of romance novels.In my mind, every affair are all so interesting and romantic.A huge risk taken to statisfy their own desire.Meeting up in a hotel room to spend "big time" with each other and make it an unforgetable event.
People that were involved in an affair live in a much fearful life.Every moment they have to be alarmed and alert even what they talk about and how they look at their lover.Affair might be a real fun, but it might not be as fun as it seems to be.Some man have an affair outside have several kinds of reasons.One of them was that they do not love their wife and keep on fighting with their wife.This made those man find other woman who they love and also get the return of love from their lover.Another reason was that those man have made the woman pregnant.So they just have to hide this dark secret to themselves and visit the "mistress" secretly.
Next, Man See Red.Yahhh...there is a saying that man are beast.Well...not all of them!Maybe 8 out of 10 are not.Hmm...almost all of them are.Man just cannot stand it when sexual arousal shake their mind.They will stand the temptation but...some just can't take it.So in a real harsh, things happened.What to do? So those man will usually continue that affair for their sexual needs but some just don't bother and forget about all those things that have happened.
Well...not only man.Nowadays, woman are like...want to statisfy their needs too.Some woman are real seductive and they do that because they want to attract man.Some of them use sex to win love.So there is another saying, Man use love to attract woman, Woman use sex to attract man. Hahaha! Quite true isn't?
But having a love affair in real life is no good.So please do not follow those romance novel or books.Just read it and forget it.Maybe you can think about it but please wash it away after thinking about it.Cuz it will turn your mind yellow.Love affairs stories usually attracts me the most cuz is so....Woo yea! HAHA..
A love affair.I read tons of romance novels.In my mind, every affair are all so interesting and romantic.A huge risk taken to statisfy their own desire.Meeting up in a hotel room to spend "big time" with each other and make it an unforgetable event.
People that were involved in an affair live in a much fearful life.Every moment they have to be alarmed and alert even what they talk about and how they look at their lover.Affair might be a real fun, but it might not be as fun as it seems to be.Some man have an affair outside have several kinds of reasons.One of them was that they do not love their wife and keep on fighting with their wife.This made those man find other woman who they love and also get the return of love from their lover.Another reason was that those man have made the woman pregnant.So they just have to hide this dark secret to themselves and visit the "mistress" secretly.
Next, Man See Red.Yahhh...there is a saying that man are beast.Well...not all of them!Maybe 8 out of 10 are not.Hmm...almost all of them are.Man just cannot stand it when sexual arousal shake their mind.They will stand the temptation but...some just can't take it.So in a real harsh, things happened.What to do? So those man will usually continue that affair for their sexual needs but some just don't bother and forget about all those things that have happened.
Well...not only man.Nowadays, woman are like...want to statisfy their needs too.Some woman are real seductive and they do that because they want to attract man.Some of them use sex to win love.So there is another saying, Man use love to attract woman, Woman use sex to attract man. Hahaha! Quite true isn't?
But having a love affair in real life is no good.So please do not follow those romance novel or books.Just read it and forget it.Maybe you can think about it but please wash it away after thinking about it.Cuz it will turn your mind yellow.Love affairs stories usually attracts me the most cuz is so....Woo yea! HAHA..
No snowflake ever falls in the wrong place
Thursday, November 24, 2005
No snowflakes will falls in the wrong place, some goes with Destiny.
Destiny will not be wrong.Or maybe it will never go wrong.
Here I am...restin' at the beach.Wind is blowing, Sun is setting,Clouds are gathering,Dusk is coming.
One of my hands is grabbin a handful of fine sand, another is holdin a seashell.I open up both of my hands, the wind blow away the sand on my hands.Quickly, the sand was blown away by the strong wind and my hand have nothing.On the other side,the seashell is still restin on my palm.
The sand that I was holdin just now, will not be back in my hand anymore.What was gone will not be back.Don't missed your precious fate.Because one day, you will be letting go someone.
So I get up and start havin a stroll by the beach.I walk...and walk.I accidentally dropped the seashell on the bicycle track.It breaks into pieces.Lookin at the broken seashell, I didnt bother to pick it all up and just walk away...
Even though seashell is the one which is staying still on one of your hands, it doesn't mean it will stay with you forever.No matter how much effort you use to protect your loved ones, they will still be gone.No matter how much you loved them, you still still get seperated by them and walk different directions.
Dusk is here.Moon appeared.Stars are shiny.The sea is calm.Soon...it will be another day.
Destiny will not be wrong.Or maybe it will never go wrong.
Here I am...restin' at the beach.Wind is blowing, Sun is setting,Clouds are gathering,Dusk is coming.
One of my hands is grabbin a handful of fine sand, another is holdin a seashell.I open up both of my hands, the wind blow away the sand on my hands.Quickly, the sand was blown away by the strong wind and my hand have nothing.On the other side,the seashell is still restin on my palm.
The sand that I was holdin just now, will not be back in my hand anymore.What was gone will not be back.Don't missed your precious fate.Because one day, you will be letting go someone.
So I get up and start havin a stroll by the beach.I walk...and walk.I accidentally dropped the seashell on the bicycle track.It breaks into pieces.Lookin at the broken seashell, I didnt bother to pick it all up and just walk away...
Even though seashell is the one which is staying still on one of your hands, it doesn't mean it will stay with you forever.No matter how much effort you use to protect your loved ones, they will still be gone.No matter how much you loved them, you still still get seperated by them and walk different directions.
Dusk is here.Moon appeared.Stars are shiny.The sea is calm.Soon...it will be another day.
i tear my heart open, just to feel it.
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
When petals start falling, this is the first sign of wilting.
When people are getting sad,this show that someone is hurting them.
As the rose wilt, the frangrance was left behind.But it is just whether the people appreciate it or not.
I used to be weak.As in...weak in everything.No determination and no faith and confidence in myself.I do not learn but I avoid it and just pretend that nothing have happened.I am scared and frightened.I am afraid of doing things and end up in great disappointment.I locked myself up and do not let anyone enter my world to bring me out of the realistic that I need to learn how to face.I am as timid, I am as foolish.A girl who has everything to lose but failure.
Just then, I realised that I'm being a fool.Getting control by people.Treating me like a rubbish and replacement.I am furious.Until one day I know I have to be myself and tell people that I'm better than them on anything in life.I start to do things individually and show how much potential I have.I win friends,with trust.
Being happy is one of the most important element in my life.I won't fake a smile.Because it doesn't work.To me, a fake smile is equal to a fake personailty.I don't want to discriminate my own personailty.I want to express it all out and let people feel and let them touch my world.The rainbow behind my smile, and the dark clouds behind my tears.
In my life,I have been blinded by one thing.Friendship.
I thought being loyal and true to people will be a great thing to do.However, I just so stupid to put so much trust on one person.Even though I believe in myself and the bonds, but I still have to accept facts that are placing in front of me.Thinking about the future is good, but maybe we should think about ourselves now, the present.It will be as painful as you throw a handful of salt on your wound when you found out that things are not as good as it seems like or think it will be like.It just like a well-planned plan being destroy but your partner who plan this with you.You will be totally lost and puzzle, of course heartbreaking.You scold,you shout,you talk,you advise or whatever things you do, the respond from them was that they just walked away and leave you behind.
Tonight, I walked towards the window, looking at the scenery.I was pondering...wondering.Thoughts were running all over my mind.I do not have the spirit to do anything but just to stand or sit.I start flashing back all the things that my sisters and I have done.And start thinking the present.What a dramatic change over this year.Where is the problem? Even if I found the problem, it doesn't mean I can find the solution.And even if I found the solution, It doesn't mean that it will work.This is the hardest thing that I've handled in my life.I am a strong girl now, but sometimes,I will fall.I get up everytime I fall.I am just afraid I can't get up now.I cannot handle everything at once so I chose to walked away.Like Shu Kai have said to me, the definition of a true friend.To know whether they are, I guess time will time me the exact answer.So I've decided to walk away from the unpeaceful and go to someone who can guide me along the way and push me all the way to the top.
What I can understand is that people change.I cannot request or demand anything but to let them know that I'm still there.I've already express out how I feel and what I do.I do not make empty promises.But what else can I do to let them know that I still care even if there's something wrong with my character or things happened out of all sudden?I was asked not to bother about that because things will get resolve.But the thing is that how can I put the stones down from my heart when they are already inside my heart?
Tears start to appear and my heart is aching.I have tear my heart open to let you feel it but will you really stand by me? If your faith is not with me, I don't think neither one of us need any explaination.This will be all craps and childish stuffs that you think about.I have no idea, no clue but fate to help me out.
Walking away from the windows, I sat down on the sofa.My angry soul was resting and is time to take a small break...I guess.
When people are getting sad,this show that someone is hurting them.
As the rose wilt, the frangrance was left behind.But it is just whether the people appreciate it or not.
I used to be weak.As in...weak in everything.No determination and no faith and confidence in myself.I do not learn but I avoid it and just pretend that nothing have happened.I am scared and frightened.I am afraid of doing things and end up in great disappointment.I locked myself up and do not let anyone enter my world to bring me out of the realistic that I need to learn how to face.I am as timid, I am as foolish.A girl who has everything to lose but failure.
Just then, I realised that I'm being a fool.Getting control by people.Treating me like a rubbish and replacement.I am furious.Until one day I know I have to be myself and tell people that I'm better than them on anything in life.I start to do things individually and show how much potential I have.I win friends,with trust.
Being happy is one of the most important element in my life.I won't fake a smile.Because it doesn't work.To me, a fake smile is equal to a fake personailty.I don't want to discriminate my own personailty.I want to express it all out and let people feel and let them touch my world.The rainbow behind my smile, and the dark clouds behind my tears.
In my life,I have been blinded by one thing.Friendship.
I thought being loyal and true to people will be a great thing to do.However, I just so stupid to put so much trust on one person.Even though I believe in myself and the bonds, but I still have to accept facts that are placing in front of me.Thinking about the future is good, but maybe we should think about ourselves now, the present.It will be as painful as you throw a handful of salt on your wound when you found out that things are not as good as it seems like or think it will be like.It just like a well-planned plan being destroy but your partner who plan this with you.You will be totally lost and puzzle, of course heartbreaking.You scold,you shout,you talk,you advise or whatever things you do, the respond from them was that they just walked away and leave you behind.
Tonight, I walked towards the window, looking at the scenery.I was pondering...wondering.Thoughts were running all over my mind.I do not have the spirit to do anything but just to stand or sit.I start flashing back all the things that my sisters and I have done.And start thinking the present.What a dramatic change over this year.Where is the problem? Even if I found the problem, it doesn't mean I can find the solution.And even if I found the solution, It doesn't mean that it will work.This is the hardest thing that I've handled in my life.I am a strong girl now, but sometimes,I will fall.I get up everytime I fall.I am just afraid I can't get up now.I cannot handle everything at once so I chose to walked away.Like Shu Kai have said to me, the definition of a true friend.To know whether they are, I guess time will time me the exact answer.So I've decided to walk away from the unpeaceful and go to someone who can guide me along the way and push me all the way to the top.
What I can understand is that people change.I cannot request or demand anything but to let them know that I'm still there.I've already express out how I feel and what I do.I do not make empty promises.But what else can I do to let them know that I still care even if there's something wrong with my character or things happened out of all sudden?I was asked not to bother about that because things will get resolve.But the thing is that how can I put the stones down from my heart when they are already inside my heart?
Tears start to appear and my heart is aching.I have tear my heart open to let you feel it but will you really stand by me? If your faith is not with me, I don't think neither one of us need any explaination.This will be all craps and childish stuffs that you think about.I have no idea, no clue but fate to help me out.
Walking away from the windows, I sat down on the sofa.My angry soul was resting and is time to take a small break...I guess.
Christmas decoration
Monday, November 21, 2005
A beautiful world, a beautiful day.
As I was walkin down the streets of orchard,it reminded me the christmas last year.It was when everything was so fine, days were so smooth-sailing.Until this year,things start to get worst,day by day.I wonder who will be the one who is goin to be holding a candle and holding my hand to guide me when im depress.For all of my heart, I pray that next year will bea good year for everyone around me.All misunderstandings will be resolve.We guys will see the word "forever" again...
The christmas decoration was nice and not that bad.But i think is not bright enough.Anyway, before i start walkin down the streets with my parents, i went for our dinner. Hahaha...So we went to crsytal jade to have our nice dinner.Well...a very happy and good dinner ever.My dad even took a snapshot while i was enjoying my redbean paste dessert.It's real ugly man..hahaha.
We took quite a no. of pics at takashimaya.The popular huge christmas tree.Getting nicer though... :D
As I was walkin down the streets of orchard,it reminded me the christmas last year.It was when everything was so fine, days were so smooth-sailing.Until this year,things start to get worst,day by day.I wonder who will be the one who is goin to be holding a candle and holding my hand to guide me when im depress.For all of my heart, I pray that next year will bea good year for everyone around me.All misunderstandings will be resolve.We guys will see the word "forever" again...
The christmas decoration was nice and not that bad.But i think is not bright enough.Anyway, before i start walkin down the streets with my parents, i went for our dinner. Hahaha...So we went to crsytal jade to have our nice dinner.Well...a very happy and good dinner ever.My dad even took a snapshot while i was enjoying my redbean paste dessert.It's real ugly man..hahaha.
We took quite a no. of pics at takashimaya.The popular huge christmas tree.Getting nicer though... :D
Finally i can expose to the sun.....
Friday, November 18, 2005
Like a bird, Im free from the cage!
This afternoon, i just couldnt take it anymore! I need to shop! Shop Shop Shop! Hahahahaha...So my mum and i prepare for the sales and just...BUY LA! HAAA..
So and then...go shop ard...buy erm...some facial thingy cost me $131.Then later Brasss, girls' best friend, $85.90.Then new pair of sharpe point heels[at last]$30.New rubber band agn![i know i have...er..tons of it?]and one pair of earstunds..$2.The go supermarket...psend $30.70.Total: $279.60. That's...hahahaha.yahhhh.
Actually wanted to buy a wallet and a nice jacket.Of cos a bag.But i guess i can't find what i want. :D
Happy happy!
This afternoon, i just couldnt take it anymore! I need to shop! Shop Shop Shop! Hahahahaha...So my mum and i prepare for the sales and just...BUY LA! HAAA..
So and then...go shop ard...buy erm...some facial thingy cost me $131.Then later Brasss, girls' best friend, $85.90.Then new pair of sharpe point heels[at last]$30.New rubber band agn![i know i have...er..tons of it?]and one pair of earstunds..$2.The go supermarket...psend $30.70.Total: $279.60. That's...hahahaha.yahhhh.
Actually wanted to buy a wallet and a nice jacket.Of cos a bag.But i guess i can't find what i want. :D
Happy happy!
A long night.....
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Yahhh...what's up? Hahahahaha...
So yesterday evening I was bored to death man..sitting in front of the pc doin nth..click here click there...aiyahh..so sad.And so later shu kai log in.Later he came over in msn and talk to me.At first he laughed,later he apologized.Yahh...good job shu kai.All thanks to u my efforts that i've placed in my blog kena destroy by you.So and then i start typing some angry words la..hahaha..later he told me he have to go and guess wad i say? " I dun wan...i dun wan to see u liao la.." Come on...just angry words..so he just offline lo.:P
That night he log in agn and told me i can start the 2nd round of scolding alr.Anw, is not his fault and is my carelessness.So just ignore him and talk on the phone with Kelvin.
Yahh...that kelvin, M18 huh...why can't u stop eating some sour plums and spill it out on me! So just stop suaning me or u will "4" again.Lol...
So yesterday evening I was bored to death man..sitting in front of the pc doin nth..click here click there...aiyahh..so sad.And so later shu kai log in.Later he came over in msn and talk to me.At first he laughed,later he apologized.Yahh...good job shu kai.All thanks to u my efforts that i've placed in my blog kena destroy by you.So and then i start typing some angry words la..hahaha..later he told me he have to go and guess wad i say? " I dun wan...i dun wan to see u liao la.." Come on...just angry words..so he just offline lo.:P
That night he log in agn and told me i can start the 2nd round of scolding alr.Anw, is not his fault and is my carelessness.So just ignore him and talk on the phone with Kelvin.
Yahh...that kelvin, M18 huh...why can't u stop eating some sour plums and spill it out on me! So just stop suaning me or u will "4" again.Lol...
This simply sucks
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Yah....maybe you will wonder why im using this blogger template instead of my previous indian roses skin.Yahh...my mistake...so many efforts put inside and all gone down the drain.Why?
Actaully im helping shu kai to check out the time and date thingy.And guess what? I forgot to save my template code and replace it alr.Later i rmb that i've forgotten to save my template.I go to my blog and check whether if is still the same rose skin.It appear to be the same thing.So i just close it after checking the code for my friends.
And so today i went to take a look at my own blog.Guess what? Is the blogger skin.I feel like banging the wall til i lost all my memories...Oh god...Im so unlucky! So i just go and choose one of the blogger skin.I feel like deleting the whole blog and dun wanna blog again cuz is like driving me so mad.All thanks to my kindness...
Actaully im helping shu kai to check out the time and date thingy.And guess what? I forgot to save my template code and replace it alr.Later i rmb that i've forgotten to save my template.I go to my blog and check whether if is still the same rose skin.It appear to be the same thing.So i just close it after checking the code for my friends.
And so today i went to take a look at my own blog.Guess what? Is the blogger skin.I feel like banging the wall til i lost all my memories...Oh god...Im so unlucky! So i just go and choose one of the blogger skin.I feel like deleting the whole blog and dun wanna blog again cuz is like driving me so mad.All thanks to my kindness...
The Teddy Bear Story
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Walk back and choose the right one if you still have time...
This is a story about this little boy named Lou and a little teddy bear named Blue.
Blue is a little teddy which is blue in colour.Cuz of the unique colour,Lou decided to buy this little ted.Blue is just a small soft toy key-chain.Lou hang this little ted keychain to his small bag he carried around him whenever he go out.He will never forget to play with this little ted.
One year passed and Blue is smelly and dirty even though it is still attach to the bag.One day while Lou was out with his mother, he saw one very attractive and fury teddy bear.It even knows how to "speak".Immediately,he begged his mum to buy him this teddy key chain.
That night, while Lou wanted to hang that new keychain to his bag,he saw Blue in that dirty state.He did not intend to throw Blue away.Instead of doing that, he buried Blue at the garden outside..Months passed, Lou feel very weird when he looked at his new teddy keychain.He loves this teddy keychain cuz of the attractive look and sound.But everyday Lou kept pressing the sound and he will get bored.Feelings is different and to Lou, That new ted don't seems to be listening to Lou.
Lou throw the That new ted away and dig out Blue out of the ground.He wash Blue and hang him on the bag again...
Clean ur eyes and choose the right person.
This is a story about this little boy named Lou and a little teddy bear named Blue.
Blue is a little teddy which is blue in colour.Cuz of the unique colour,Lou decided to buy this little ted.Blue is just a small soft toy key-chain.Lou hang this little ted keychain to his small bag he carried around him whenever he go out.He will never forget to play with this little ted.
One year passed and Blue is smelly and dirty even though it is still attach to the bag.One day while Lou was out with his mother, he saw one very attractive and fury teddy bear.It even knows how to "speak".Immediately,he begged his mum to buy him this teddy key chain.
That night, while Lou wanted to hang that new keychain to his bag,he saw Blue in that dirty state.He did not intend to throw Blue away.Instead of doing that, he buried Blue at the garden outside..Months passed, Lou feel very weird when he looked at his new teddy keychain.He loves this teddy keychain cuz of the attractive look and sound.But everyday Lou kept pressing the sound and he will get bored.Feelings is different and to Lou, That new ted don't seems to be listening to Lou.
Lou throw the That new ted away and dig out Blue out of the ground.He wash Blue and hang him on the bag again...
Clean ur eyes and choose the right person.
Heartache...
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Can you hear me cry?
Oh god..things just happned overnight.All my important info. are all gone.All my entertainment programs..
My brother install a new program without telling me.I have a lot of folders in this computer.And just yesterday night,he install a new program.This morning i asked him whether folders will be affected, he told me everything will be deleted!!!! All the photos,files,history and songs all gone in seconds.He later told me that there's smth wrong with the computer.But at least he can tell me so that i can save everything inside a disc!
So now im as if everything left me.Hai...what a day man...is hard to accept.But maybe everything need to start afresh cuz new year is coming? That's lame..Well...since everything and everything are all done alr and i dun have a time machines, what to do? I guess i have to re-collect everything once agn when time pass by...is goin to be difficult.
What's the morale of the story? A disc can help.Grins......
Oh...ppl..please come and console me before my heart breaks into 2 pieces.
Cookie Monster...!
Friday, November 11, 2005
Cookies!Yahh...I love cookies but not biscuits.I love to have cookie monster's cookies!Heh!
I love cookies.Esp. the ones that we baked ourselves.So you will place all the cookies in one huge nice container.Isn't great? I used to bake chocolate cookies with my mother, even nice cakes.Since the day my oven was spoilt,we stop doing all those alr.Well...i really miss those days!
Ha! Nice cookies eh? I love those above esp.Nice aroma.Of cos not forgetting all other kinds like OREO,juliet's and loads more to cover.Most of the time i will dip it in the huge glass of milk.So when u bite the cookies,they are soft and met right away in ur mouth.I love that feeling.I eat like a kid.Hahaha...esp when im eating a burger.My friends will say i eat like a child.All those sauce will stain my shirt or around my face.My hands will be very dirty and full of chilli sauce.Veggie from the burger will fall off,the whole burger will be out of shape.So please prepare more of the tissue paper if ure eating fastfood with me. :P
So it same goes when im eating my cookies.The table will be like...full of "shit".And will like..stain with "shit".Hey! But is different when im using chopsticks and eating western's ok.Im more of professional. Hahaha...really la!
New haircut. *grins grins grins
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
New haircut......
Ok...now i have this newwww haircut of mine.Ya ya..mushroom head rite? But is...quite nice. :D
Ok...now i have this newwww haircut of mine.Ya ya..mushroom head rite? But is...quite nice. :D
Ok now...the problem is time! The fridge need to be longer.So i have to wait...But i really look like a dimwit.LOL..So i went to jean yip for my haircut.Well..i like the place there cuz is like so nice.The male hairdresser are great looking too. Heh! But...they dun like girls..YAHH..hahaha..So i have this hairstylist.Scare me to death when he appear man..He's obviously erm...a bit..yahh..u know.But he's great-lookin.Look very japanese..a very beautiful man." Mei nan zi".Guys nowadays are getting prettier each day man.. :P So he's real fast and smooth.He's real gentle.Very gentle..i like him...as a sister? hai.. So later he start cutting my fridge..he asked me if the fridge is too long and if it is poking my eyes, i said yes..so he continue cutting it.Later i got scare to death when is like damn short.I look like an idioit.LOL........
wao lao! YAHHHH..so was done is done..time is the only way that can heal my wound...AHHH..but later when he finish blowing...wooo! I can even rmb myself......................!!! Look nice..i kept asking my mum if its nice..she said yah! Look much younger..b4 that look so OLD..this is better.
when that..my whole face SIAN ar! YAHHHHHHH...what a day..
Ipod Nano
How Slim? This slim!!!*crying...............*
I've been dreaming abt ipod nano.It's so so so slim and so light .So right for me [even though i always drop things off my hands].The price is even more eye-soring.
So one day i saw singtel broadband thingy on the table.My brother apply for that and free ipod nano!!!!!!!! So when he came back he said yes..there's ipod nano but he wont be givin me.
Sadden.
Come'on bro...how many years you didnt even give me one b'dae present man...how can you ever do this to me? So i test the ipod and is like...OMG.The model is so slim...so light...colour screen.
Ok bro! Next time i'll buy the lastest Zen ok!
I've been dreaming abt ipod nano.It's so so so slim and so light .So right for me [even though i always drop things off my hands].The price is even more eye-soring.
So one day i saw singtel broadband thingy on the table.My brother apply for that and free ipod nano!!!!!!!! So when he came back he said yes..there's ipod nano but he wont be givin me.
Sadden.
Come'on bro...how many years you didnt even give me one b'dae present man...how can you ever do this to me? So i test the ipod and is like...OMG.The model is so slim...so light...colour screen.
Ok bro! Next time i'll buy the lastest Zen ok!
love vs lust
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Love V.S Lust
Love or Lust?
Love is bitter.Lust is sweet.Love is painful.Lust is hurtful.Love is long-lasting.Lust is a dream.
What have you got to ask this question, Do You Know What Is Love?
I hate people who like to ask this qnestion.To me, it is as if they know what is Love and have experience in that.But I would like to tell them that you are just nothing and knows nothing about Love.Why? Love have no definition.
I hate people who like to confess to someone they like by using " I Love You" when they are just kids.Saying that they really love them,can't live without them,able to commit themselves to them.But who knows what will happen a few months later? I guess they will be loving somebody else.
Do you prefer Lust or Love? People have their own choices.People are often confused between lust and love.What is lust? What is love? It seems that a lot of people are talking about it nowadays.
Like people always said, when you are in love,you will feel happiness with that person.If is a lust, you will get nervous and nothing to talk about.
I reckon that it just plainly human connections.We are not able to discover why, but we know we live to experience the love in the air.
Happy people always say " Live life to the fullest!"
Sad people always say " What is life? When we 1st step onto earth, death is already awaiting..."
When you love people, you will be loved. Due to unrequitted love, people feel that there is no use staying on earth.But why just commit yourself to one person?
Love or Lust?
Love is bitter.Lust is sweet.Love is painful.Lust is hurtful.Love is long-lasting.Lust is a dream.
What have you got to ask this question, Do You Know What Is Love?
I hate people who like to ask this qnestion.To me, it is as if they know what is Love and have experience in that.But I would like to tell them that you are just nothing and knows nothing about Love.Why? Love have no definition.
I hate people who like to confess to someone they like by using " I Love You" when they are just kids.Saying that they really love them,can't live without them,able to commit themselves to them.But who knows what will happen a few months later? I guess they will be loving somebody else.
Do you prefer Lust or Love? People have their own choices.People are often confused between lust and love.What is lust? What is love? It seems that a lot of people are talking about it nowadays.
Like people always said, when you are in love,you will feel happiness with that person.If is a lust, you will get nervous and nothing to talk about.
I reckon that it just plainly human connections.We are not able to discover why, but we know we live to experience the love in the air.
Happy people always say " Live life to the fullest!"
Sad people always say " What is life? When we 1st step onto earth, death is already awaiting..."
When you love people, you will be loved. Due to unrequitted love, people feel that there is no use staying on earth.But why just commit yourself to one person?
Stunning.....
Sunday, November 06, 2005
So today i went to expo for Dog Show.Woosh! Real stunnig dogs.I even notice one of the dogs have 2 different colour eyes.And one mega huge dog.You know that nippon paint dog? Is that kind of dog and is like..bigger than a human?
So i have a great time.And i think is my lucky day? I saw one wolfdog and the owner was real good-looking and cute man. :D ya...i know.But i just cant keep my eyes off him! He even got the 1st for the dog show thingy.Woo! Too bad if not i will take a pic with him! The way that he talks..realli attract my soul man..i guess i cant slp tonite.hahaha...kidding.But girls, i know u girls will get attracted to him too.Do i sound flirt?
Later in the day i went to the bookfair.I was so excited!! MPH books on sales! WOo~ And so i walked inside and tons and tons of books attracted me.I feel like bringing all the books back home.All the books are nice.But i have to pick one quickly cuz my mum was rushing me.So i choose one romance novel and leave with "tears"...
Before my day starts...
Ha! You guys will start teasing and laughing at me if u read this section.
I was drying my hair with a circular comb.Cuz im goin out with my aunt and uncle later,i wish to make some hair curls.So i start rolling my hair with the circular comb.Then i use my hairdryer to dry it.Later when i wanna release, it stuck!It started to entangle and the whole comb was stuck at the side of my head.I was fuming mad while i try to remove the comb.I decided to cut it off but my dad came into the room.He came to my rescue!So he pull me to the living room and slowly and slowly the comb is removed from my head.LUCKY.
But this is actaully the 2nd time alr.hahaha...when i was pri.4, my mum just cut it off cuz my sch bus waits for no one!
Bad day.Good day.
So i have a great time.And i think is my lucky day? I saw one wolfdog and the owner was real good-looking and cute man. :D ya...i know.But i just cant keep my eyes off him! He even got the 1st for the dog show thingy.Woo! Too bad if not i will take a pic with him! The way that he talks..realli attract my soul man..i guess i cant slp tonite.hahaha...kidding.But girls, i know u girls will get attracted to him too.Do i sound flirt?
Later in the day i went to the bookfair.I was so excited!! MPH books on sales! WOo~ And so i walked inside and tons and tons of books attracted me.I feel like bringing all the books back home.All the books are nice.But i have to pick one quickly cuz my mum was rushing me.So i choose one romance novel and leave with "tears"...
Before my day starts...
Ha! You guys will start teasing and laughing at me if u read this section.
I was drying my hair with a circular comb.Cuz im goin out with my aunt and uncle later,i wish to make some hair curls.So i start rolling my hair with the circular comb.Then i use my hairdryer to dry it.Later when i wanna release, it stuck!It started to entangle and the whole comb was stuck at the side of my head.I was fuming mad while i try to remove the comb.I decided to cut it off but my dad came into the room.He came to my rescue!So he pull me to the living room and slowly and slowly the comb is removed from my head.LUCKY.
But this is actaully the 2nd time alr.hahaha...when i was pri.4, my mum just cut it off cuz my sch bus waits for no one!
Bad day.Good day.
Love at first Sight
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Love at first sight. Do you believe in love at first sight? Some people do, some people do not. Is that an illusion or real feelings that are produced by our heart?
I remember I was shopping at huge supermarket.While I was walking along, there were tons and tons of books.I weren't that interested in books that time.However, One particular book attracted my attention.The book is red in colour and the front cover was published " Love At First Sight".Immediately,I took that book and decided to buy it.
After returning home, I didnt read it at all.Im just too plain lazy.One night, I saw that book in my book shelf.So starting from that day, im addicted to that book.
In this book,there're some scientific reasons why people are attrated when first met.They sort out all kind of reasons and explained.The main highlight were the stories.
The stories were absoutely great.The stories were very touching.Most of the stories have happy endings.Other than stories, there were some questions asked by people and answers were given too.
I totally indulge myself with this book.After readin gthis book, i asked for more books.Isnt great? hahaha...All the stories are nice. The one that leaves me the deepest impression is.......all of them? :D
Ciao!
How many special people change?
What's wrong? Everything seems to be so wrong.
I have never in my life, feeling so emotional before.What is it about? I don't even know what is happening.
Almost blue...
How many special people change? Uncountable.
I thought everything is all right.I thought i am on the right track.However,things seems to get wrong,and I, cant get the balance.Im falling,anyone can give me a hand?Can someone catch me when im falling?I would be grateful if you can save me...
Some people might not be able to understand human's emotions.Why? Because things have not happen to them yet.They do not use emotions that often, or maybe never.They don't experience tragic problems in thier life.Compared to those who have, the world are totally different.They did not get the idea of why the people are placing too much of their feelings strongly on some issues.
We are surrounded by people.We walked pass people everyday.We might not know them, but someday we will.He might be walking pass me everything, but i didnt notice.However,someday we will know each other.When you found someone who is very true to u, he will be that special someone.No, he's not "the one".He's your life partner.
It is indeed very difficult to catch someone who believes and trust you with your heart.But if you found that person, you can finally enjoy your time with him.Sorrows might just melt away, joys will be born.
Some people are strongly affected when you talked about death of their friends.That's is the reason.
Have you ever thought of this question? What if one day, you lose your special someone,out of all sudden?
Yes, you will be poignant.
Lost soul....
They are depress because of their death. Why? It is not because they were dead.It is actually because they didnt fully treasure them when they're alive.And why they didnt since it was someone who was sp special to them?
They left him aside.They have actually found someone who they think is much much more special and excellent than that special someone.Why? They took them for granted.They leave them,and be with another person who they think is better.They get bored with that special person,That's human.
When special someone died, they will reflect of what they have done, thinking back of those special memories and time they have spent together.But they have never thought how much pain they have actually brought to that special someone.After the death, they start regreting.What for? It can be quite pathetic....
To people who don't understand, imagine this:
Imagine if you talked to someone that you have admired happily yesterday night,that someone who leaves a deep impression in your mind...., passed away the next day.
The world do not change.Everything seems to be normal.But...someone around you was gone.It just that...he's gone.Thinking back the time u have with him become black and white.You cant walk back.You have to stay where you are, looking at his photos.You will be wondering why is the atmosphere so weird.You will be wondering why he didnt respond when you call his name...
