FEAST TO MY EMOTIONS
This picture is taken at Kai's place. I'm standing at the balcony and it's so beautiful.
JAVA sucks today because the faci suck. I don't like her, I DON'T.
And, holidays are here.
Dinner-ed at Kai's place and boozed at rooftop garden. Very nice view and had crazy times. So crazy that I got sober after that.
And I feel so freaking shag right now.
Ps. the faci really sucks soooooooo badly.
Rose
Labels: tired but fun =D
FUCK FACE PART 2EH YOU, your face pisses me off,and I feel like giving you mutiple slaps with a smelly slippers,even though I know it doesn't make any difference after hitting you face,because you got fuck face.I hate your eye liner,because it's drawn so terribly.I hate your bangs,because you look like a transexual.I hate your voice,because it's so low,I thought I'm talking to a guy,who acts like a bitch.YOU LIARDIRTY DIRTY LIARBIG FAT DIRTY LIAR I WANT TO TWIST YOUR HEAD TIL IT'S BROKEN
CHEE BYE.
rose
Labels: fucked up people are meant to be in hell
WHAT IS WRONG WITH EVERYONE?WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?What is wrong today?AHHHHH, I hate it when I come home, and people giving me faces. Then I couldn't find my things, and being shot at. After I took a shower, I have still have to keep it to myself, and hoping this will end. But the worst thing is, when problem come finding you, and ask you more than just explanations.Tired lah.It comes to a point where you bus Q is so fucking long, that you either have to wait for another 2, or take another bus. And when you alight from the bus, you found out that you have to wait for 26 mins just to reach home from tampines to bedok.When you hope that you can get some warmth at home, it didn't happen.I swear I'm swearing so badly right now.rose
BLAST YOUR LOVE
I had the bestest day I ever had so far.
Why?
We were deciding if to go night cycling since Kai has 2 bikes at home. But when I come to think about riding back to his place again, and me taking a bus back home smelling stinking, I became fickle-minded.
Went to East Coast with parents to bring machi for a walk. It's was such a sunny day, anyone can just die off man! Went back home and shower all over again, make up all over again. But feel fresh. =D
Okay, in the end, cycling didn't happen. Both of us were craving for satays but didn't able to get it because we couldn't find it. So, we bought honey-glazed whole chicken and many sushi. Bought beers to go along with the sinful food we bought, bring them over to the beach.
It's like night picnic. Never really thought of that, never fantasize about that. Kai brought his guitar, and it's super coolness, seriously.
Ps. Don't blame the strong wind for blowing off the candles' light.
Pps. We can always use the candles next time!
rose
RED PLUS WHITE EQUALS TO INSANITY
If only there's 4 season in SG. Prolly I would tend to love summer more.
Yesterday was a blur. Met up Kai at tanah merah and that dude didn't finish what his grandmother asked him to, delaying the meeting time. Ended up at PS the whole day.
Walked to many places to hunt for good food, so happen that everywhere suck. Especially Aston's at Cathay. The Q was so long, that kills my appetite. Dinner at cafe cartel and meanwhile, knowing my severe headache came back.
Headache went off after few cold drinks, wanted to catch a show but did not. It's either too late or selling fast. So, we didn't catch a movie.
Chilled at TCC and saw Kai's friend working there. What a small world.
Place getting noisy, we grabbed wine and went to Istanna park. The place got a lot of rats, eek!
Mixed red and white wine together and gulped. Shouldn't have tried and listen to what Kai had said. It taste like shit and I guess it was the time I got high.
And mind was filled with "wake up your idea la" in my unconscious mind later that night. Slapped onto my bed soon after and died.
rose
Labels: chill, drinks, kai, lost
HEY BABY GIRL
My life is like a drama.
I skipped school last Wednesday, drove to town and catch "The uninvited" at Marina square. Eh fuck la, it's still quite scary leh. But overall, it's still okay. Chilled, and Tendious beautifully caught little soft toys for me. I think he play too much games.
But still, I'm so happy! I've been hanging those little things around (thou i'm not a fan) and being seen as xiao meimei kind. ZZZZZ?
Did my RJ in heeren and seen cacausian kids in uniform chilling at Mac D. Both of us were wondering if they are different and more matured, but we were wrong. They are playing some boring games like truth or dare kind shit, did some unproper stuff. Wtf?
Home ltr, super tired after playing one whole day. =D
Skipped JAVA yesterday because it was so intolerable. Can't live my life doing things I don't know at all and acting that I know. Thinking of catching during the hols and come back with better grades. So I guess I'll prolly skipping the next JAVA? =p
So movie-ed in library and lunch-ed at subway. I don't think I'll have subway agn because I'm freaking sick of it now. Passed my phone to Benedict, and didn't return me, didn't even realise some more! He just walked into the train station and I stone-ed awhile at the control station hoping he will realise. But sadly he already boarded the train.
Then how?
See his face again at Novena. Borrowed somebody else's phone and called my phone. He's late for work and I'm squeezed in Bus 5. Had a fight at home because of internet and damn, after settling everything on phone calls, I needa breath. Mum told me she didn't cook dinner for the FIRST time.
Went to town at 9 plus and starbucks-ed at wheelock place until 1.30am. I was high talking but died ltr.
Oh! And got a random call from an unknown number.
"Hello, Rola, eh got any nice movies to watch?"
"Huh? Who are you?"
"Uh? I'm roanny la! Who you?"
"ROSette!"
"Uh sorry! By the way, got any nice movies?"
"Er, night in the museum 2?"
"Oh! thks!"
Stone-ed awhile after the call and wondering what happened.
Then he texted me ltr and told me the movie was good and intro himself.
Liked what Benedict said,
WAKE UP YOUR IDEA LAH.
And now, I'm going out for a movie. =D
rose
FUCK FACEMy morning is good, because I can wake up late in the morning and can comfortably sit back and relax in the car while on the way to school. Light breakfast, happy day.Fucked up when enter class, seeing people that have fucked up attitude and fuck faces. Come on man, I hope I can throw bombs into the bodies of 2 of you.I seriously don't want to bother, to stay in class and just do my work. But things just go beyond the line when THEY JUST CAN'T SIMPLY BE NICE.I know, not everyone is nice. But come in, we're in the same group. Prolly they don't like me because I'm bitchy, noisy, bimbotic, don't do work. But don't they even realise it's because they don't do work either?Then when it comes to presenting the things you don't know, you became like a fragile little weak heart girl who looks sooooo innocent, asking for HELP?!And all you say to me was - "I don't know...heh. How?"_I_ is my answer.PISSERS.rose
HOTTIES.SUMMER.VACATION
Sunrise.My life had a sudden change, out of the blue. Just a blink of the eyes, it seems that I know the reason why people loves to study in Poly. Anway, it's still sucky because of our systems and my UTs are coming soon.But put that away, term break is coming and even though it's just 2 weeks, I still gonna love that. I was thinking of catching my weaker modules and try to finish my PP. Hint: I need a tutor.So, other than that is to enjoy my life for 2 weeks. I don't know why, have been taking train to school instead. Tried to convince myself to take bus instead. But I just hate it when I think about squeezing in the bus and sitting on the darn hard chairs that never gives me comfort to my butts.And I hate it even more when I came to think about bus 168 jammed in SLE and knowing i'll be late to school although I wake up early. Worst still, when it breaks down halfway to school.And it's even more suckier when I stop my holy car pracs lesson because I'm so tired driving at night and I think my instructor lost my PDL.And it's the suckiest when you know you go to school and study some shitty stuff you won't never get it and trying to smoke thru during your presentation.Finally, I really dislike walking to the coffeeshop just to have a puff. Oh well...Today's module suck because faci kept asking me questions from my slides. And I try to convince her that I know. Met up with Faci Wendy after school to tell her how stress I am in RP coping with those computer language.Tmr there's database systems UT and I read thru the 6P. I realised how easy the 1st few lessons are and completely know that I am distracted by FB.I am hoping for a easy UT tmr. I wanna score well so that I can have peace in mind.I have been eating subway lately because of school, but it's nice, better than canteen food.Yawns, go to bed.Ps. I'm lovin comforting sounds.rose
BECAUSE OF YOUHello world. Life's a bitch.
My term break is coming, meanwhile, UTs are attacking in. Fuck em', this time round, almost all are computer language.
What should Rosette do?
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Study lo.
Omg, my modules are all so sucky, but met a lot of new people. They're so cool.
And many people getting sick.
Ps. Don't get sick, alright? =)
rose
COLD AND FROSTY MORNING
I woke up 3 in the morning, sneaked out, and had a great time.Yep, chilled at the reservoir this morning and it was the 1st time I see the back roads having NO CARS. I couldn't get a cab and was a little late. Breakfast was sweet, as in the food is sweet, and feels sweet. Was stucked in between gg to sch or not gg to sch.So, better go to sch.Took 168 to sch after so long, slept in the bus like a pig. We were totally irritated by the message tone. It was so loud and it just keep buzzing. Bloody hell, SHUT UP!And now, I'm having this networking communications module that is so difficult to understand, and so irritating and so BOO, that everyone in class is not very focus.I'm Lost. My soul is lingering somewhere elses..................................................Emo kid.
Ps. Again?
rose
HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY!I brought a new cook book for mummy for mother's day. Sis went to HK but left a swarvoski (spell like that huh?) necklace. Bro bring us for dinner and I chose JUMBO!Sadly, it was busy and our orders were messed up and service were not as good as usual. However, the food were great and I had a BIG BIG CRAB!I called and reserve a table and when I reached the place, the recep alr filled with so many people. And we still have to wait. Their arrangement sucks and totally piss my brother off.
Mum and I. Aiyah don't know why she's not smiling.
Before going out. I make sure I tie my hair up because my mum wouldn't be too happy when she sees me struggling with my hair when eating.
On sat, I seriously couldn't find anyone for shopping! I just got better and wanted to go for a walk. Although I slept late the night before, I woke up quite early in the morning. Leslie have something on. Luckily I went online, went out with Edwin for dinner and mother's day shopping.
HELLO!And I wore that freaking white dress I bought during CNY. I didn't wear them at all!
Sushi-ed at Sakae and Tampines seriously filled with too many people!
Meet up with Kai there after.
Ps. My sis's getting engaged!
rose
Labels: happy mummy's day
SWEET ESCAPEI got so much better, and my grades are going down due to my poor attendence. I've never not go to school for so long before. I went back on Thursday but I chao class and ended up at the new Subway in school with Kai..Subway is damn cool..Anyway, I skipped Marketing because it's way too off for me, seriously. A powerpoint AND a debate ready within 1 and a half hours? School cut short out break and causes students to be so stress about their work. Come on, it sucks very badly.Pls note - VERY badly.My sis went to HK with her boyfriend ytd afternoon and the room will be only belong to me the next 5 days. I love it. I'm retarded-ly in my room for a long time, spending my time watching movies on m laptop. I was wanting to head out ytd but in the end, I slept my day thru. I feel very uncool..So today, I decided I wanna go out to breath in some fresh air. And will be going out ltr. I've been missing this sort of feeling for a very long time, it's something I've missed when I was sick. Re-polish my nails and wanna make things feel right.At one point, I feel that my best friends were right about me. I was always be me, and it is Xinmei, it is Rosette. I can't hide it, can't close it, can't throw it away. It will always be there and it's me. When it comes to talking about me, Leslie always look......that-girl-haiyo-i-tell-u kind of face.Ps. Swimming.......at nightPps. I feel like flying to barcelona right now.rose
LOST IN A DAZE
I'm still recovering and I've been hoping I can get back as usual. The more I tried to, my conditions didn't seems to be trying.
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And I spent the whole day baffled by the fact why my body became like that. It's just a snap and I'm down. Many days flashes by and I know more than anyone else that I am wasting time just like that. To something that is happening to me, yet I still don't know.
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What is dominating my mind right now is when will I ever get well again? I missed so many important things in school and get stay up long enough because my body system can't take it. Worst thing worsen when I have to go back to the hospital soon.
FUCK, sincerely swearing this time.
rose
Labels: I think I'm dying
TORTURING ROSETTE
Fuck you all.
Okay fine, I don't mean it.
I thought I recover from my high fever and was feeling good about it. But who knew?
I got hospitalised on Sat night, prolly Sunday morning, 3a.m
While some poeple are getting their beauty sleep or watching their favourite tv show, I'm actually back to having the darn 39.4 degree fever and shallow coughs. However, this time is different. It comes with severe headache.
It was so painful that I have to hug onto something tight to tolerate the pain. Mum and Dad tried to make me feel better but it didn't work. So Bro and parents send me to east shore.
Warded lor.
They suspected so many things. Brain tumor, germs in my brain, virus in my brain, etc. That is because there was a problem in my blood test. And ya, they took a lot of blood from me. And I've been on drip. The small tube really sucks, it hurts and I've to bring the stand around I go. I almost burst out in joy when my doctor told me they are going to remove drip.
The days in the hospital were really bad. Although I've a good time playing with the bed, the food sucks, no entertainment, very noisy, and nurses just come over to you while you're asleep taking your blood. I couldn't sleep well at all, I felt like a zombie.
All my 3 meals on bed, and I sleep after eating. Like pig sial...
AND,
A big thank you for the people who came to visit me and also people who were there for me.
Ps. Andy, I want to play your psp.
Pps. Leslie, make a better bread next time.
Ppps. I'm so not going back there again.
rose
Labels: Rosette's sick vacation
CAN YOU HEAR MY PAINFUL CRIES?
I was down with high fever since wednesday morning. And it continues until now.
My dad bring me to the nearby clinic and doctor said everything's gonna be fine. It was a very easy consultation and he's not listening to what I wanna say. We took the medicine and went home.
Sadly, it didn't went fine.
My temperature raised to a wholly 39.3 degrees. I didn't know that yet until I was shaking and jumping on my bed in the middle of the night. I felt hot and cold and felt that something is not right. Just when the sun was about the raise, I screamed my pain out.
And I was hospitalised at East shore.
Again, the doctor wasn't listening to me. He thought it was just a normal fever. I was angry and I told him I heard of that a lot of time and you gonna do smth about it before things get worst inside my body.
FUCK.
So, I got an injection on my butt. (hot right?) I can't remember when was the last time I got an injection. Anyway, it was slow and painful. It didn't really relieve my bone ache until one hour ltr. And I have to do a blood test.
The needle slit slowly into my veins and I feel the pressure from the syring. I see my blood being sucked out and the needle being retrieved. I can't curse anymore. It's hell painful.
My temperature dropped to 38.5 degrees and I still feel like shit because I have plans for my thursday. Friday is a holiday and I've been looking forward. Been wanting to have shot drinks a a quiet place but PLAN WAS DOWN DUE TO MY FEVER.
Sadness.
I went back home around afternoon and rest. And I fainted in the middle of my living hour at wee hours.
Mum got a fright, Dad got a shock, Sis awaken, Bro still sleeping.
Spend the rest of the night in the living room and got better. I just keep on sleeping and feel that I've lost touch the other half of the world already. I dreamt of many dreams. I felt weird and it sucks not enjoying my holidays.
I still didn't get better. I thought I'm gonna die soon when I heard a problem occured during my blood test. WHAT IS IT?
They told us doctor not free.
I didn't care more but move on and hopefully get better. My head hurts like somebody is hammering my brain that I shouted for mum.
My life is so dramatic.
Ps. Thank you to all people who show your care and concerns towards my conditions these couple of days. Love yall'.
Pps. I felt like a pig because I just keep sleeping.
rose
