I'm still recovering and I've been hoping I can get back as usual. The more I tried to, my conditions didn't seems to be trying.
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And I spent the whole day baffled by the fact why my body became like that. It's just a snap and I'm down. Many days flashes by and I know more than anyone else that I am wasting time just like that. To something that is happening to me, yet I still don't know.
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What is dominating my mind right now is when will I ever get well again? I missed so many important things in school and get stay up long enough because my body system can't take it. Worst thing worsen when I have to go back to the hospital soon.
FUCK, sincerely swearing this time.
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Labels: I think I'm dying
