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Saturday, May 02, 2009

CAN YOU HEAR MY PAINFUL CRIES?




I was down with high fever since wednesday morning. And it continues until now.
My dad bring me to the nearby clinic and doctor said everything's gonna be fine. It was a very easy consultation and he's not listening to what I wanna say. We took the medicine and went home.
Sadly, it didn't went fine.
My temperature raised to a wholly 39.3 degrees. I didn't know that yet until I was shaking and jumping on my bed in the middle of the night. I felt hot and cold and felt that something is not right. Just when the sun was about the raise, I screamed my pain out.
And I was hospitalised at East shore.
Again, the doctor wasn't listening to me. He thought it was just a normal fever. I was angry and I told him I heard of that a lot of time and you gonna do smth about it before things get worst inside my body.
FUCK.
So, I got an injection on my butt. (hot right?) I can't remember when was the last time I got an injection. Anyway, it was slow and painful. It didn't really relieve my bone ache until one hour ltr. And I have to do a blood test.
The needle slit slowly into my veins and I feel the pressure from the syring. I see my blood being sucked out and the needle being retrieved. I can't curse anymore. It's hell painful.
My temperature dropped to 38.5 degrees and I still feel like shit because I have plans for my thursday. Friday is a holiday and I've been looking forward. Been wanting to have shot drinks a a quiet place but PLAN WAS DOWN DUE TO MY FEVER.
Sadness.
I went back home around afternoon and rest. And I fainted in the middle of my living hour at wee hours.
Mum got a fright, Dad got a shock, Sis awaken, Bro still sleeping.
Spend the rest of the night in the living room and got better. I just keep on sleeping and feel that I've lost touch the other half of the world already. I dreamt of many dreams. I felt weird and it sucks not enjoying my holidays.
I still didn't get better. I thought I'm gonna die soon when I heard a problem occured during my blood test. WHAT IS IT?
They told us doctor not free.
I didn't care more but move on and hopefully get better. My head hurts like somebody is hammering my brain that I shouted for mum.
My life is so dramatic.
Ps. Thank you to all people who show your care and concerns towards my conditions these couple of days. Love yall'.
Pps. I felt like a pig because I just keep sleeping.
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