xoxo, rosette

no more him.

He probably won't see this because he might hate me to the very end right now. But I don't think it's a good idea to text or call him again. He won't listen either and both of us are having tough times.

But if you're reading this, carry on...

I don't know if I should apologize but I'll just go ahead. For everything that have make you feel bad, upset and frustrated about. But this is not the point I'm trying to make.

Perhaps, I think I should thank you for what you've given so far. I know you've trying to be somebody better for me and tried to be there for me. No matter it's when I had a big fight with my family and caught cheating on tests, you didn't get angry with me and comfort me until I feel better. There were many other things and I want you to know that you are such a big part in my life that everything I do, think and act somehow always like you.

Things started to slowly come to an end when I found you losing grip of your own life. You're losing yourself and the worst thing was, you said that I've changed. Loving your partner is to accept them for who they are, love them for who they are. Perhaps you can't, and, I probably can't.

Culture and religion difference, and many other more that caused barrier between us. Giving in and taking in seems to be in a random ratio. Worst thing was we don't even realise our problem. When we start to realise it, it was too late.

I don't want this but, I seriously can't see a future between both of us. You told me once that one day if things are going to end, it's gonna end. And I don't wanna waste our time. Maybe we should just get some time alone and cool it off. Probably someday when our lives get better, you will never know what would happen next.

It's time. Both of us will be happier after this.

p.s Yes, my heart aches like fuck, and I know you're pissed
p.p.s But, it's over.

rose