xoxo, rosette

I CAN FEEL THE BULLET DRILLING INTO MY HEAD

It's 1.55am in the morning and I still sitting in front of my lappy. I feel so shitty these days and I don't know what to do about it.

My car prac 5 is tmr and I'm not looking forward. Probably it's because things are different now and I feel empty. Hmmm...I guess I still at the getting-over-period. I wonder how many times will I stall tmr evening.

My FTT is this coming saturday morning and I did not study for it. I guess I'm so gonna fail it and will be Q-ing up to book the damn thing again. Just sucks. I was thinking of getting the rightest answer and quickly end it. It's a misery to me.

School is starting soon and it's gonna be lonely april for me. Now, all things changed and I'm back to who I am since I came to RP on the first day of school. How I am going to school and how I am going back home from school. No more surprises to give, no more.

Maybe I should burn the diary?

I think I really need to go out before school starts. And maybe have a shot drink before my class starts so that I am more sociable to the new class. I am so not looking forward to my course. All the IT and business shit, omg, how depressing.

Who wants to have breakfast with me in the morning before school?

Ps. Somebody please motivate me

rose