Good afternoon.
And tdy, I slpt until 1.30pm in the afternoon. My dog even slpt on my bed this morning while waiting for me to wake up to bring him down for a walk.
Graduation for Din today. I guess everything went well. Congrats.
Was talking about school with a friend ytd online. I'm starting to lose the motivation to go to school and start with my PP project. Once again, I need to make and know new friends again. Need to rmb their names, playing the stupid ice-breaking. And telling my Facilitator to call me Rosette instead.
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oh.....................life's sucha bitch you know. Now, I am just looking forward for countless freedom to enjoy my 19th year here. I kept forgetting that I'm 19 already. Always thought I'm only 18 instead. I'm getting into driving license and begging my parents for allowance. Until now, I still couldn't connect the damn wireless to my lappy at home and it's pissing me off when I hear my brother unlocking the main door outside.
It has already been 6 days and have never been so long not seeing Din. We broke our record and I wonder if he knows.
The sky looked very depressing today.It looks very polluted.
Right now, I feel like getting out of the hse. Then grab a bottle and a person to drink and talk. And laugh like, you can't even hear yourself laughing because it's too funny. I'm losing appetite lately and I'm wondering why. I just stop feeling hungry and just wanna keep my eyes shut.
And I'm always very irritated when someone switches off the air con early in the morning, and someone getting in and out of the room, and closing the cupboards and door loudly. Feel like shouting but I feel vulnerable.
Ps. I think I shld swim again
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