I'm so frustrated. I'm so upset. A strong hurtful feeling on my chest and it's killing me.
I need my trustees.
I want attention. Tons of it, lots of it, big bags of it, whole basket of it, one truck of it.Enough was never enough from you. I just want to feel your presence whenever and wherever I am. And there wasn't a day that I don't miss you.
Don't talk about the day that we would move on by our own because I just can't say goodbye. I still wake up every morning dying to see your face, to hear your voice. I felt loved.
Everytime I had a bad dream, the first thing is to tell you and to hear you laugh about it because it makes me so happy.
I will burst in joy if you take me away from any of my misery that's happening. That I rather not hold my tears in front of you because I know you wouldn't ignore and laugh at me, thinking that I am ridiculous.
My friends are the people living in my past until present. And I hope you don't mind my past because I am trying to know more people of the opposite gender today to let you know I care about your thoughts about my circle.
Ps. You have to ask for a kiss because it makes me feel like you want me, even for a slight second.
love,
rose
