xoxo, rosette

I have been having bad issues lately, and was in terrible terrible deep shit. If I were to tell this to Kamal, he will probably kill me without allowing me to explain anything. So I guess, I should not disclose this issue to him.

Thank you boyfriend to be by my side no matter what.

Bad things aside.

I received an email this morning that I have been short-listed to YOG advanture in Europe. Selected students will be able to travel around Europe. It is a backpacking experience in 5 places. It includes Paris, France, Rome, and I forgot the rest.

Happy.

So, I'm going to have my final interview tmr at 12.15 at the South agora Student's lounge. I'm not hoping too much. I told my parents earlier, but, they do not show any support.

Boyfriend sounds a bit sad too.

I was talking to my mum and was telling her how excited I was. But was terribly being discouraged.

I just want to take this once-in-a-lifetime experience and go ahead, create something that I will always remember. I know very clearly myself, that I might not be able to afford to go to this places.

It's not very nice to spend your parents' saving.

I need to work very very very hard in future and save up so that I can go.

And since, I am given a chance, why not?

I was wondering what is wrong. I do not understand, but I certainly understand how it feels like to worry and to miss a person. But, it's my life, and I want it...very very much. If they could give me their support, I wonder, who I will be today.

Rosette?
I don't know.

Freedom is still a debate.
For good or bad,
it's one's view.

But for my very own adventure and life experience,
freedom is beautiful.

rose