So many things are running through my mind right now.
My holidays started.
Oh my god, I don't know if I am able to enjoy it because I am waiting for the verdict. As long as I am not given an answer from them, I just couldn't able to live my life with that but of anxious-ness in me. Seriously.
But, at the same time, trying to chill my ass off and do whatever I like. It includes looking for a new job. I am totally sick of the front desk work and it is NOT rosette okay. Come on, what was I thinking man?
I am trying to meet up with my Sem 1 classmates, outing with Sem 2 classmates and catching up with my secondary schoolmates and updating my BFF. But my priority is always my very own boyfriend.
I took this chance to meet up with Dawn. =)
Great day spent with her. We went to Ikea, Courts and Pasir Ris and updated each other about the happenings while we did not contact.
I love you girl.
Next...,
Exercise.
I've been telling myself to slim down and get back to my normal weight. I did slim down by 1KG and still trying hard. I really need to swim. I prefer swimming lah. If not, jogging is a killer to me man.
Boyfriend, can don't jog? =D
And...,
Back to Roger's.
I told myself to get an A for my next Science UT test, NO MATTER WHAT.
I want to save my own ass. For whatever mistake I've made, there is no reason why I am still pondering over my regrets.
Roger, help me!
And also,
Die lor. Wendy asked me go back school to revise all my VB codes. Nb. Why am I so dumb?
Yah Kamal, liked I said,
I don't fucking know okay!
I found out...
Drinking with my boyfriend is the best thing that ever happened to me. HURHUR.
Omg, so shy. =D
I am so fucking shag now. A whole day walking, talking,eating, kissing, hugging, touching...,
I will never get enough.
FUCK!
I need my fucking money lah.
What would you do IF somebody just took something important away from you WITHOUT your permission and ASSUME about what you said and elaborated out of ASSUMPTIONS to somebody else?
That's the fuck up part.
HELLO? IF YOU DON'T KNOW, SHUT THE FUCK UP.
Don't understand?
MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS
Please, sometimes when things are not clear, and you have no idea what is happening, I would really appreciate if you allow me to settle my own issues.
Why?
YOU NEARLY KILL MY FINANCE SOURCE FOR THIS WEEK.
So,
just get away from my sight. The more I see you, the more I wanna shot you on you left breast 6 times if I have a gun on my hands.
p.s I had a crazy sunday night that I will never forget.
p.p.s i love you bbeh
rose