xoxo, rosette

Closer?

I am all excited for my new name card design and hopefully I am able to print the name cards as soon as possible. One reason is because I want this to end without any dragging as time pass by. What I am most afraid of is not being able to get amount of money because I currently need it.

Well oh well...

I think I have to find a better printing company for myself soon before my next deal comes in.

I have been wanting to get something special but whenever I came to think about it, I feel really stress because I really hate disappointment. I really have no idea what to buy and the days are already approaching.

School reopens today and everything seems to be so bleak. I didn't pay a single attention to today's class and I can feel my eye lids were getting heavier and heavier as the hours passed by. I was totally distracted from my classmates, internet and my boyfriend.

I received my dress today that I ordered on the net and it seems that it doesn't really suit me. So there goes my 20 bucks.

I really love online shopping, but the fact that I dislike about it was the spree was either being canceled, or the process stop flowing halfway, leaving the consumers wondering where their favorite shoppings have gone.

But currently, all in my mind now is the current name card deal and my boyfriend.

I am feeling so damn shag now because I really spent the whole day outside. I woke up really early this morning, but it was a good morning before coming to school. Craziness with my boyfriend made the rest of my day great before heading home, sitting in front of my PC wondering what to get for my boy.

Sometimes I was wondering if I can buy his 24 hours or something just to make my boy feel super special. But I believe everyday is Valentine's Day.

I am really excited for the next card deal.

My mum even asked my elder brother if he knows anyone who needs a new name card. This is to boost up my reputation but I guess it is still a long long way to go.

But from here, I am happy because my parents actually trusted me and ask around people they know to let me do my job well.

I can still remember so clearly when I first told my parents that I wanted to be a free-lance designer. Their reaction to my confession was that I am totally a laughing stock.

Great.

At that point of time, I would choose not to tell because it really hurts and I can feel the crack from the bottom of my broken heart. After publishing my first 2 cards, ( which I think it can be done in a better way), they were confident about me. Now that I am dealing with a very establish company, and also seeing me of being such a happy pie after knowing my name card was well done, they feel that I am doing great.

I know they were proud of me although they didn't verbally make me happy.

But I know they love me as much as I do.

Wooish!

rose