Burning Saturday afternoon
I was reading the readers’ digest the whole time since I was at the front desk and I finish less than a quarter. But I like it.
I went for Shisha last night with Liee. Supposing with Desmond too, but he couldn’t make it. Once again, I was with my BFF. This time round, there are quite a number of people. I told Liee my problems that I have been having lately, hoping that he can come up with a few good solutions. He did told me a few, but, I am afraid to use it.
We spend our time there until 12 plus. The whole entire night, we talk almost everything about love. You know, I became more sensitive and also, more worried about myself.
For my previous entries, I kept writing on about no-no in relationship. Yet, things are different now. I’ve been very materialistic in the past. Now that I found out and realize what’s happening around me, I think differently.
Someone told me that I’ve changed. I was wondering, to better or worst? Is he the only one thinking that I’ve changed? Or have I really? And I ask the one who knows me the most, he said,
“No, you did not.”
I hate the feeling of being sandwiched between problems and the fear of telling. Perhaps, I really should tell the truths and move on with our lives.
I feel happy. Seriously delighted, blessed and loved. <3 beh
rose
I was reading the readers’ digest the whole time since I was at the front desk and I finish less than a quarter. But I like it.
I went for Shisha last night with Liee. Supposing with Desmond too, but he couldn’t make it. Once again, I was with my BFF. This time round, there are quite a number of people. I told Liee my problems that I have been having lately, hoping that he can come up with a few good solutions. He did told me a few, but, I am afraid to use it.
We spend our time there until 12 plus. The whole entire night, we talk almost everything about love. You know, I became more sensitive and also, more worried about myself.
For my previous entries, I kept writing on about no-no in relationship. Yet, things are different now. I’ve been very materialistic in the past. Now that I found out and realize what’s happening around me, I think differently.
Someone told me that I’ve changed. I was wondering, to better or worst? Is he the only one thinking that I’ve changed? Or have I really? And I ask the one who knows me the most, he said,
“No, you did not.”
I hate the feeling of being sandwiched between problems and the fear of telling. Perhaps, I really should tell the truths and move on with our lives.
I feel happy. Seriously delighted, blessed and loved. <3 beh
rose
