xoxo, rosette

" Coincidence = Hurt
Hurt= Coincidence"

Kamal

Do you find it true?

Personally speaking, to a certain extend. It does happen to me and it can be good and bad. But sometimes you just don't wish to give anymore details further because you don't want to think about the past you had. It is that sucky and sometimes, coincidence makes people's life miserable.

I feel that it is a difficult issue to explain and to tell. When it happens that you tell the truth to the person that you always look upon to, or you love, they don't seems to be understanding enough or believing in what you told them.

It hurts.

I don't know what I am typing here now because it is like out of madness or frustrations or sadness. Sometimes the things that you have done in the past affects what is currently happening now in your life. You don't want to explain or elaborate because you don't know how to link it and give the other party a good reason.

And here, I just wanna say that it all happens to be my fault to always choose the wrong person to love, to adore, to keep. No matter in dating, in relationships or other scandalous affairs, SOMETIMES WE DO NOT KNOW WHETHER IF HE/SHE IS ATTACHED.

I remove it from my heart and threw it so far to make sure that I won't be able to see it again no matter how hard I try to find it the next time. Meaning - I choose to walk away.

What else do they expect me to do?

Ignore? Show attitute? Be arrogant?
HELLO? You are living in the new era now.

I used to think this way:

Attached? Not married yet what

Married? Can always divorce what

Dating? Open yourself to more options

BUT NOW,

Attached? Good luck, have fun

Married? How many kids you wanna have?

Dating? Always be sincere.

It is that difficult. I don't know they are attached, it happened to be this way that they wouldn't wanna let me know in the first place. It happens to have chemistry.

Sigh.

rose