xoxo, rosette

AH BENG NIGHTOUT

actually not ah beng. Just out with a ah-beng-like person, or should I say, used-to-be-a-ah-beng person. It has been so long since I last meet him. I think the last time was when I was giving him a treat at Liquid Kitchen@ maju ave. Then I receive no more updates from him again. Materialistic eh!

Anyway, caught up with him a few days ago online and came to found out that his phone was dead. He lost all the memory from the memory card and went to fix his phone. Ah, meet him last night after work for dinner at breeks@ marina square. He fell sick 4 days ago and still sick. Poor thing, makes me sick too.

It was a great dinner. =)
THANK YOU.

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I suddenly think of a post to write. About married and attached people.

It came to my mind because while chatting with my friend last night, I told him that I came to know more mature people that I thought. He's one of them, and he told me,

" We are the old and beautiful people"

Hmmm...debatable.

Well...Liee knows that I have fetish to know older people. But when it comes to this, it happens that I know older men that are already MARRIED. I reckon that married men are hot. I feel that way, men in their early 30s. I met some hot ones, I did meet some not-so-hot-ones. But still I think most of the married men in their early 30s are quite hot. =D

But still, I prefer guys in early and late 20s. They're fun loving. hohoho.

gay isn't?

AND THEN, normally good ones are taken, not avaliable. Sian lor, ATTACHED men are normally...usually...I THINK ..are sad. Because they are like so sick of their own partner texting and calling them all day long asking where are they, when are they meeting up and what time they will be calling their gfs. Sad not?

That's why I told Liee that I might just need a part-time boyfriend, in short, I want a short-term relationship. My life is kind of...monotone. While choosing and looking, they are either MARRIED(they look young), or ATTACHED.

sigh. why so difficult?

I would also prefer to know that person in real life. Better right? I sorta hate that kinda feeling when scandals occur (with attached ppl), because even if you fuck care, you will still have a tinge of guiltiness inside you.

Don't have ah?

Im sick of dating life, because im dating the wrong guys.
maybe it's because i dont like them.
those that i like,
HALF OF THEIR HEART STOLEN,
or,
DON'T BOTHER OTHER GIRLS.

maybe im not hot enough.

Ok wait wait, I am not hooking attached people.
I just like them.

ya la ya la
bitch slut whore

I hate those girls who use one of the words mentioned above when they are one, look like one, act like one and BORN LIKE ONE. Like seriously, get alive. Bitch and slut is okie to me, but using whore is a bit out-of-ur-mind. It's hurting and even if I hate somebody so much, I won't even use that word! AND, it's not wrong to be bitchy.

once, a man told me

" If you want to be a bitch, be a super bitch"

Eh, i find it quite true.
I mean, there's a lot kind of bitch out there.
Be the good super bitch...sound off la, a bit.

sigh, girls.

rose