xoxo, rosette

I wish i wish i wish,i wish i am still yours...

"yup,let's stop here".

This phrase is used almost everywhere.To the taxi driver,to your parents or friends,anyone around you.But definitely not a phrase that appear within love.

I feel the tremendous pain inside me,as if it is going to kill the soul inside me.Everything was so fast,faster than i thought it would be.After weeks not seeing each other,things just ended at one go.Even though im looking for a more positive ans,but ended up negative.but this is not an equation.it is not math.i can just multiply negative one to be positive right?

Since the decision was made,i have to still carry on with my life without him.Maybe my life will have som changes.
I do not have to give him morning call,and i can't listen to his voice anymore.
I wont be receiving smses from him in the middle of the boring class.
I wont be looking forward to his msg that he will be meeting me.
I won't be charging my phone in the afternoon so that i can chat with him in the night.
I wont be worrying when he's in jb.
No more "doing?"
No more wallpapers for me and him.
No more dates.
No more passions.
No more love.
The bottle is empty now.

It is not that you are not good for me,it is just that we liked each other,but it doesn't work between us.And may you be a happy guy.