xoxo, rosette

I teared opened my heart just to let you know I'm addicted to you.

I have nothing to type.I kept staring at the screen and force myself to stop thinking of it.I'm still bleeding...

It was definitely a fateful day.I was so poignant.All I can do was just to swallow my tears into my soul.Everything happened in a flash of blue light.There was still an air of uncertainty.But when to come to think about it,it is totally a heartbreak.I strongly believe that everyone will experience the pain,but when it actually happened to you,what you thinking was that...why me?

At that point of time,I wasn't able to control my emotions.I slammed the keyboard and ran into my room to vend out my anger in me.It must be time.My time ruined everything?

I can't stop myself from staring and hoping that the screen of my moblile will light up.Even if it does,is not what Im expected.This discouraging feeling just rose inside me.I lost all my confidence,even myself.

As the feelings slowly fade,all that is left was just memories.All these memories will make you smile a little bit,but in the end,another sword is pierced into your heart.All I can remember is the very moment when he say i love you into my ears.How great it is,to know he really do.You will be staring endlessly at the little stuff he gave you,the little stuff you guys have,and a little pillow for you to hug to ensure he's beside you while your are sleeping.

I really thought Im the happiest girl ever.When your friends asked about it,you will kept smiling,not telling them a single thing.However,it is totally different.When they talked about it,your heart sank.Cuz you are not the girl that was used to be blessed with love...anymore.

When I found you,I was blessed.
Blessed with your love,
that you used to shower me on.
Im sorry,I love you.