xoxo, rosette

Love is like a mountain, hard to climb, but once you get to the top the view is beautiful. However, I am sorry to say that I fell from the mountain.

I have not been online for about a week.Busy with my tests and trials.I just kept studying like nobody's business.Anyway...who cares?
All alone for these 6 days.Once I stepped out of the house, is either I go for my revision hours or throw the nonsense rubbish to the bin outside.Other than that,I just stay as a retard,facing the unlively books and the 4 white walls.Maybe I still turn my eyes to my handphone.Checking whether my phone is ringing, but still, it remain as silent.

My cable sucks.Unable me to transfer my songs to my handphone and pictures to the computer.Didn't bother much cuz` it make no difference at all.
Early morning I wake up,outta my bed but always wake up on the wrong side of my bed.Still, I have to continue my day.

I have a bad day today.Maybe some people knew but they think Im alright.But Im actually pissed.
I was asked to paint the cardboard.So i did put in my effort.When Im back from recess,the painting was spoilt.Someone destroyed it.I was totally upset that I shouted in class" WHO DID IT?!".Nobody respond until leslie asked around.Is the damn malay guy, Faris.
I nearly cried, but nobody notice.I kept my tears swallowed into my heart.But deep down, Im terribly upset.When Faris is back,everyone shouted at him.I didnt bother.I just want to save my art work.I save my art work silently.

Raining heavily today.Was having oral exam but is over.Kinda confident about it.Later I went home with Jasmine and Qing En.Same routine.
Back to my cosy bed after shower.Here again, holding on to my phone.He's sailing til friday.I guess i will not say the 3 words again cuz it sound so insincere.To him, maybe it was just a comman use phrase with no meaning.But when I really do miss him,I will.

Send him 2 msges to console myself I still in love.
It was like he locked his heart and prevent me from going to him, unable to know what he is thinking.I just wanna know whether you're serious or not.
I strongly believed that waiting is one of the most and long period of pain.And I definitely know you're understanding towards me.I just wanna tell you i did not take you for granted cuz` i trying to give you all that I am able to.But sometimes it can be quite disheartening when things have a sudden change.But if one day you're tired of waiting,please tell me and i'll tell you what to do.

From the time you whispered I love you into my ears,
You did not melt my heart, but my soul.
From the moment onwards,
I know Im blessed with your love.
I just wanna say,
I love you more than words can say.
Please wait for me til I am free from the restrictions,
and our love will be spread around the globe.