xoxo, rosette

feel my pain and you will know how much i've loved you.hold me close if you really want me.please do not walk away while i picked up the pieces that you have actually break.cuz the pieces of my heart have once pierced into my soul.

i have nobody.
i share my joy with myself.
i share my sorrow with my tears.
as i tucked myself under the blanket,
my tears flow endlessly while i dream of you.
how cruel can it be,
of once i've been fooled before.

i have nobody.
as my eyes are shutting,
i stubborning force it open,
so that the image of you,
will literally disappear into the thin air.

I lay upon my bed,
wondering how much would i score,
for the love i gave it to you.
will i fail?will i pass?
why does all these end up like an examination?

once,
the burning passion for you never dies.
i strongly believe in myself that,
you will loved me too.

now,
the fire is gone.
as the cold wind pierce through my throat,
the last thing i wanna say to you was just,
i love you.

always thought im always blessed,
and loved.
but one fine day,
i finally found out there's no eternity.

how i wish someone could catch me when i fell.
but...
there's just people who walked by me asking...
are you ok?
and their shadows vanished within the air.
and i'll never stand up again?

as my soul flew away without notice,
much to my dismay,
i have nobody.

rosette's pain.