Stop crying your heart out...
You're not one of the reasons why life is worth living, not one of the reasons why I'm happy all day long, neither why I'll never feel alone - you'll never be one of the reasons, because you'll always be the only reason ..
Finally, my heart is at rest.
How worried, i was last night.I was as if on a roller costal ride...
So deeply affected.I can say I have never handle this kind of situation before.Being inexperienced,what I did was to kept quiet.
Have a talk with Lun last night.I never expect myself to talk to him.Under my best friend encouragement, I picked up the courage and called him.If not, I would still be lost in the middle of nowhere.
Had a mild headache while talking.So i decided to stop the talking.The comversation was full of silence,but my heart was full of doubts.But I didn't intend to clear my doubts, cuZ` I believe actions are better than words.In the end,I blured out the 3 crucial words, I love you.
Is really hard to say, but i have to inorder to let him know how much I care, how much I love, how much I give.As long as he believes in me, as long as he knows how much he mean to me,I think that's enough.
How fragile, I am.Thought I have always been strong, I have seen the weaker side of me.A strand of tears came rolling down my cheeks,how i wish nothing happened at all.
my one and only,
lun.
