xoxo, rosette

honestly speaking...are u serious?
one question that is often asked by people.back to the last 2 nights,i've asked this question.wanted to ask,but dare not ask.keep beating around the bushes.i just wanna run straigh to the wall and bang my head against it.is that very silly asking that question?but i really need an answer.i do not have time to waste. :/

actually wanted to ask earlier on,but i dragged it until now.how stupid...
however, at least i got an answer. :) when come to think about it,i hesitated.is this a sign of...confusion?im going insane soon!even though i have my answer,im still not at ease.he is as free as a birdie, and im like a...jailbird? hmph...

can people from 2 totally different world combine as one?who will be the one who is getting into one's world?or we stay out of each other's affair cuz' we still don't understand each other well?there's still a lot of question running through my mind.i just want to make the right choice for myself. :)

he is always wanting me guess what he wants.he dont tell me his affairs...always keeping it to himself.but sometimes i really wish to dig it out from his heart so that he wont be sighing from the beginning of the conversation til the til of it.i want him to be a better man :) to think about his own future...what he wants...what he intend to do...what he really needs...what he needs to reflect on...and to realise how many mistakes he have actually made to might ruin his life.i might not be the most important person in his life, or the person who changed his life when i start stepping into his life.but im will be really please and more than willing to lend him a listening ear and of course a reminder that there's a lot of people who concern and worried about him every single day.

i just wanna say...
please take care of urself, Lun.