xoxo, rosette

Last night,I was so...miserable.

I have actually quarelled with my parents.Was a small matter and later blown bigger.Well...the balloon gone burst and flew to one corner.Get what I mean?

It was about christmas.Errr...not really.I mean I'm going out with my girlfriends during christmas eve for the countdown.Well...wanted to enjoy myself and have a great christmas of the year.Why? I have been alone for christmas for all these years.

My parents are going overseas during christmas.When they kinda guess im going for the countdown, they stopped me.Of course I'm sad!And...disappointed!My girlfriends and I planned to do this and that.Everything set.But last night, the plan was kinda spoilt.I even called Elisa while I was talking to my parents.But I hang up when things got worst when my dad came in.He sorta said something ...too much that hurted my feelings.If my tears didn't fell, I am lying to you.

Is all about sending me back home late at night..they're not around blablabla.Yes, even an idiot know they were worrying about me! What to do? I decided to NOT TO GO ANYWHERE BUT TO STAY AT HOME ALONE.Yes...they are enjoying and I am indulging myself with boredom and tears.What a despair.

Elisa called later and she kinda know what happened cuz I was weeping and sobing on the phone and not saying anything at all.She can properly guess how bad the situation was.She kept saying some stuff like not going for the party thingy or whatever.I was crying is not because I cannot go for the countdown.Is just that I was at fault too.They are so excited for the party yet things happened so quickly.I was feeling extremely guilty when she said we can just go for a movie and dinner.Then go back to my house for the countdown.They have to sacrify the fun just because of me.I'm really feeling so so so bad.

I didn't say a word and at the end of the conversation with her, I just tell her we will talk on this coming friday.She later smsed me and told me that is ok.Just movie,dinner and my house.I didn't reply her.

This is the moment....

I was chatting with wei lun in msn.He can sense that things are not in the right places.He called.It was really sweet of him to accompany while im real sad.Yahh, he did it.He not only made me smile, he made me laugh.I was laughing upside down.He asked me what was happening and of course I told him.Yahh...he just kinda like.. no big deal cuz he's also staying at home during eve and christmas.Yahh, then we go further than that.Things end smoothly and happily.Er...sweetly too. : )