xoxo, rosette

As the snow are falling,
cold wind is blowing.
I rest dead on my cosy bed,
pondering...

Thinking...
why am I still resting on my bed.
Wondering...
why am I alone?

As I close my eyes,
I feel something around the frame of my eyes.
Warm...yet despairing.
A string of tears came crawling down from my pair of depressing eyes.

A gorgeous scenery from the window.
Tiny white army soldiers have occupied the whole land.
Slowly, kids are all bringing a bright smile.
The voice of laughter came gently into my cold pair of ears

What a painting filled with warmth.
From my frosty bed,
I came stepping down on the icy floor
and moving forward to my sun.

I can feel the love and everything...
A sudden wind blow across my body.
I was dragged and I am struggling.
Everything freeze.

I need the warmth
I need the love
I need happiness.
I need---freedom.

Round and round
my mind just can't stop turning.
I don't wish for more...
Happy is the one that I want.

A dead mind
A dead heart
A dead soul
A dead...feeling?

As snow are falling,
Cold wind is blowing
I rest dead on my cosy bed
weeping...