This blog consist of too much things. My past, my everything. It's time for me to leave.
rose
Bye.
Thursday, June 17, 2010
I'M MIGRATING TO TUMBLR.
Bye.
I'M MIGRATING TO TUMBLR.
hello world.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
I should blog again?
rose
rose
deep and meaningless
Friday, April 09, 2010
It was suppose to be a sunny day. But dark clouds gathered, and I hear thunder. It's going to rain soon.
Showered after taking care of my mum and the baby. (Not my baby of course) Lie on my bed as usual and now I'm listening to the song - "Deep and Meaningless" by Rooster. You guys should check it out.
And right, I'm having a blank mind and I don't know what to type in anymore.
Peace.
rose
Showered after taking care of my mum and the baby. (Not my baby of course) Lie on my bed as usual and now I'm listening to the song - "Deep and Meaningless" by Rooster. You guys should check it out.
And right, I'm having a blank mind and I don't know what to type in anymore.
Peace.
rose
Until today.
Thursday, April 08, 2010
My last post was 5th of March.
It's 8 April today, and it is almost a month. Within this nearing one month, words can't convey the terrible impact towards my life. Some might say, I make it up and I deserve it. Some might think on the other side of this idea. Just like a snowball, it becomes bigger when it rolls down the hill. Ultimately, it all falls apart when it hits an object at the end of the hill.
Nobody says the consequences will be fine.
People like me, will start whining and swearing so badly how fucked up our lives are. When we started chasing back what we have lost, we know we have it in our own hands. But we don't know what is the next step to do. We start blaming how bad our lives are when it comes to meeting people in different intervals of our lives.
Why not later? Why not earlier? Why now?
We go looking for things to fill up our empty hearts. Something different, something we like, something we want to have. And that funny feeling inside our hearts are just killing us so much. You started thinking, get too happy or get too sad. All you need is just to escape to another dimension.
At one point, I just need somebody to give me a good beating to wake me up, to let the pain overides everything single shit I'm having now. Because I tried waking up, but I always didn't manage to pick up the ringing phone. I'm detached from reailty, from the rest of the world.
In contrast, I felt fear. I know something is wrong now, and I gotta do something about it. When I realise I might not have the ability to do it YET, I start to slack and think everything will come to an answer.
I just keep looking at my phone.
People asked me, you have such a wonderful person who loves you dearly, what else do you need? Why are you thinking so much?
Because you are not me. So, shut those questions up and go to sleep.
FML.
rose
It's 8 April today, and it is almost a month. Within this nearing one month, words can't convey the terrible impact towards my life. Some might say, I make it up and I deserve it. Some might think on the other side of this idea. Just like a snowball, it becomes bigger when it rolls down the hill. Ultimately, it all falls apart when it hits an object at the end of the hill.
Nobody says the consequences will be fine.
People like me, will start whining and swearing so badly how fucked up our lives are. When we started chasing back what we have lost, we know we have it in our own hands. But we don't know what is the next step to do. We start blaming how bad our lives are when it comes to meeting people in different intervals of our lives.
Why not later? Why not earlier? Why now?
We go looking for things to fill up our empty hearts. Something different, something we like, something we want to have. And that funny feeling inside our hearts are just killing us so much. You started thinking, get too happy or get too sad. All you need is just to escape to another dimension.
At one point, I just need somebody to give me a good beating to wake me up, to let the pain overides everything single shit I'm having now. Because I tried waking up, but I always didn't manage to pick up the ringing phone. I'm detached from reailty, from the rest of the world.
In contrast, I felt fear. I know something is wrong now, and I gotta do something about it. When I realise I might not have the ability to do it YET, I start to slack and think everything will come to an answer.
I just keep looking at my phone.
People asked me, you have such a wonderful person who loves you dearly, what else do you need? Why are you thinking so much?
Because you are not me. So, shut those questions up and go to sleep.
FML.
rose
mini-me-asahi
Friday, March 05, 2010
Look at this mini asahi can. 2 dozens for $24. No service charge, no GST. Near home, and plays good music. Windy and peaceful. All smoking area, under the unbrealla.
Ps. Leslie, it's time to go there!
Pps. Thank you babyB for the photo album. :)
rose
helipad
Thursday, March 04, 2010
I'm going Helipad tomorrow for a private party. What should I wear? zzzzzzzzzz
rose
rose
imagine him with another girl
Wednesday, March 03, 2010
If you have a boyfriend, have you ever imagine him with another girl?
Probably not when you just started.
Probably a yes when you explored into his social circle.
If you have a boyfriend, have you gotten pissed off by another unknown girl?
Probably not when you just started.
Probably yes when you know what a single girl is capable of. Nothing much to lose.
If you have a boyfriend, have you thought of the life without him?
Probably not when you just started.
Probably yes when you start realising if you are really suitable for each other.
If you have a boyfriend, do you feel you have made him feel tired and stress?
Probably not when you just started.
Probably yes when you see his face 6 months later.
If you have a boyfriend, do you feel that you are only sharing what you adore?
Probably not when you just started.
Probably yes when you know he is actually quite sick of it.
If you have a boyfriend, do you feel that you missed out something but you just couldn't figure out what is it?
Probably not when you just started.
Probably yes when he is feeling the same way too.
rose
Probably not when you just started.
Probably a yes when you explored into his social circle.
If you have a boyfriend, have you gotten pissed off by another unknown girl?
Probably not when you just started.
Probably yes when you know what a single girl is capable of. Nothing much to lose.
If you have a boyfriend, have you thought of the life without him?
Probably not when you just started.
Probably yes when you start realising if you are really suitable for each other.
If you have a boyfriend, do you feel you have made him feel tired and stress?
Probably not when you just started.
Probably yes when you see his face 6 months later.
If you have a boyfriend, do you feel that you are only sharing what you adore?
Probably not when you just started.
Probably yes when you know he is actually quite sick of it.
If you have a boyfriend, do you feel that you missed out something but you just couldn't figure out what is it?
Probably not when you just started.
Probably yes when he is feeling the same way too.
rose
